Thursday, December 25, 2008

Ytd, went to watch twilight with dada. it really sucks. the girl not chio, the vampires are weak ass vampires that dont suck human blood, the jokes are lame, the killing scenes arent shown at all... wad kind of vampire movie is this -_- and the cashier person gave us sweet popcorn though we ordered salted. yucks sia. and then there was the advertisment for...dragonball evolution >.> got money to spare make better animes into movies la...dragonball of all things... hm and apparently linebarrels of iron also got a movie coming up, looking forward to it...
After the show, went for dinner. talked mostly about the movie 300, kissxsis, and other random things.
Watched ip man after dinner. much better than twilight sia, at least got fighting and some blood. but not enough ppl die also, sian. and we were waiting for the wife to tio raped but never kenna >.> the guy didnt experience enough despair...
As we left the cinema there were quite a lot of advertisments of nice movies coming soon.
Went to play pool after the movie. played a while then went home. he psed me at the bus stop so that he can catch the last train -.-

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Sian these few days ive been sick. stuck at home playing cabal... at least its some motivation to grind... and i realised its actually not that difficult to lvl >.> took only about 6 hours. made my very first in-game friend at lvl 141 yesterday...after 3 months of playing lol. i realised that sometimes doing things with others may be more fun than doing things alone... and there are certain things that can only be done by working together as a team.

Crap sia still got so many projects to do, havent even started any and the holidays are ending. zzz. crazy one, holiday until no holiday. 2 weeks holiday, with 6 projects to do. bull. if the sch is not sincere in giving holiday then why bother -.-
aiya but better than nth lol. but stress sia projects...why cant all the subjects just have exams like maths -.-

Watched a new anime called kiss x sis, its damn funny. the guy got two chio bu sisters that r in love with him and keep trying to woo him. and the parents encourage it since they are not blood related anyway. quite ecchi also. just sian that the guy dont like his sisters... and bloody hell next episode airing in may 2009 -.-


Three years ago, he had decided he wanted to be a protector, and had taken up the sword.
Two years ago, he had realized that he didn't even know what it was he was protecting.
One year ago, the war had ended. But through all the battles, he had found no answers.
Yesterday, he had lost something very important. He hadn't realized just how important it was to him until it was gone...
And now, once again, he would take up the sword...to rebel of his own free will against the Empire.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Exams are over~!
Statistics exam ytd haha. learnt this from dada, "a single death is a tragedy; a million deaths is a statistic."
After exam dada and me went to ehub to watch the day the earth stood still. damn sian, the plot so nice but the plot development sucks. not enough ppl die also. then movie ended at 5, but then we meeting ppl at 7. 2 hours nth to do so we went bugis to wait. there also nth to do one. then we saw zhengwei over there with a group of girls, then we nth better to do go stalk him...from the mrt all the way to bugis junction, and he didnt even realise we were there... so engrossed in the girl hes walking beside. even on the escalator, when we are just behind him, and he can see us by turning his head a bit more... he didnt notice us until we told him -.- then we talked for a while and he told us no matter what dont go and watch the day the earth stood still...then we showed him the movie ticket studs from earlier...
They went to do project stuff so we went arcade, the arcade is much better than the one at ehub...but also nth interesting one...
Waited for some frens then went to the uni seminar. it...just doesnt seem like a uni. what kind of uni has just one room -_- but the course seems quite interesting sia...
After the thingy we went to downtown east to see got anything to do, arcade so sian and pool and bowling were full house...so we jus went home... sians.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Dont be boring.
Ytd sch sian sia. go sch from 1pm to 3pm for qmethod lab. get back test paper, the results were just as i had expected them to be. haha then the teacher say that each person must answer 1 question in order to get class participation marks la. so i wanted to snatch the easy question but over there daydreaming -.- so missed my chance...lucky someone write her answer slightly wrongly then teacher asked who noes what is wrong. haha, easy class participation marks sia!
Then got to wait 1 hour for maths tutorial -_- sianned at hall 1 reading manga...then got ppl wan print stuff so i let them use... for i am kind...
Math tutorial was quite sian leh. teacher say wad wanna go thru difficult question then i go de... then wtf all so easy -_- waste time sia i should hv went off at 3.
Dada infiltrated tp to find me, then we went off to downtown east. damn funny, we were waiting for bus 15 at tp bus stop there and it was so crowded, then everyone rushed for 15 but dada like dont wanna move. then 2 min after that, another 15 came and it was like practically empty...then he told me "just as i had expected" lol.
Whole journey we were chatting about anime stuff, and he kept asking, since its raining why the buses dont wanna try drifting?
At the interchange, got a lot of buses to go downtown east, so we happyhappy choose 354. end up, got bus 12, 17, 358, 21, 3, 403... all came, and got like 2 of each bus...then finally our bus came. bad choice sia -.- then dada kept saying its cos those bus 354 drivers all tried to drift and the buses toppled -.-
First...booked movie tickets for quarantine. then we went for lunch at mac. i see him order mcspicy then i also order, and guess wad, i forgot to ask them to take out the vegetable and white sticky substances... sian. then i was like over there wiping each piece of my burger to clean off the mayo -.-
While waiting for the show we went to the arcade to play play. dada put in 5 bucks just to play one round of initial d to show me his skill... then we use the rest of the money to anyhow play some games.
Went into the cinema... at first we damn shocked sia cos all the seats are like in pairs...those couple seats. then we kept complaining until i realised the divider can be pulled down -.- the cinema there nice sia, seats quite comfy, screen quite big, not many advertisements also. actually dunno about the advertisements part la, i was looking at some interesting pics on dada's psp...
The movie was damn funny for a horror show sia. throughout the show got some ppl screaming, though its like only 10 ppl in the cinema including us... and got 2 ppl laughing like mad when ppl die... guess who? laughed until ppl look at us like we are some kind of saddists sia. most scary part of the movie is suddenly see 2 ppl that blend into the darkness very well. wa lao scary like shit only can see their eyeballs and teeth lor. but the show ending damn lame la, jus drag the girl backwards and end le -.- wth sia.
After the movie we went to play pool. damn sian both of us played like shit. played till like 11 then went home.
Nth interesting liao...

"People should be doubted. Many people misunderstand the concept of doubting. Doubting people is simply a part of trying to get to know them. Trust...is without a doubt a very noble act. But you know, what many people do which they call trust, is actually giving up on trying to understand others. And that has nothing to do with trust."

Monday, December 01, 2008

Kyo wa...
School started at 12. stupid systems concepts. y they must create this kind of stupid subject sia. waste 3 hours of precious time to do what? draw loop diagrams and explain them.
Then maths lecture. learnt the partial differentiation thing -.- then tutorial ar...teacher say wan to make tmrs tutorial optional, for ppl to come if they want revision. then alot of ppl not intending to go liao. THEN he say hes gonna go thru very difficult questions for chapter 4 and maybe the other chapters...then end up everyone wan to stay back -.- kiasu sia.
Then went home... no anime updates since i left in the morning. haix. but chaoshead is getting interesting, the girls r chio and they all carry this special sword that looks damn sexy...
Nth liao.
Intending to watch quarantine one of these days, and twilight when it comes out (and still no one wanna watch winx club with me -.-) ~ till then...gotta study hard for term tests. waiting for holidays...

Sunday, November 30, 2008

This weekend at church was quite fun... the topic was humility. i found it to be particularly interesting, to say the least... especially when the pastor said something like... being quiet does not mean humility...i have seen people who are very quiet and introverted and yet are the proudest and most arrogant ones i have ever met... damn lol. its like targeted at me la. then dada kept on pointing at me also... haha. and when ppl ask him wad he thought of the place, he said its not what he expected. so i asked, u think mr bean the church isit? then he "YA" and we both start laughing like mad... cannot imagine that i used to be so arrogant and proud. but my "arrogance" was developed while playing sp a few years ago, and i was also like one of the best c3 players liao. so... does that mean its justified?

Squall: What am I supposed to say about other people's problems?
Quistis: I'm not asking you to say anything. I just want you to listen.
Squall: Then go talk to a wall.

May you be graced by the blessings of the high moon.

Saturday, November 29, 2008



Ytd was a damn waste of time lol. of cos including sch.
The comprog lesson... assignment and quiz total worth 20% of the grade la. the assignment quite ok...but the quiz was damn easy sia. *hopefully its not false hope*
The two lectures also so boring one, learning crap... bla bla.
After sch went home, watched some anime ive been delaying for the past few days due to quizzes. then bub ask me to go lan play cs, at em.
So we went to em...the lan was full house. went to the other lan...it was a fucking waste of money la. somemore its a bangla lan. the computers r lousy, the screen is small, a lot of games cant work properly except the most stupid dota... haix. waste money sia.
Then bub wanted to cut hair...at simei... so we went there. and then, his hairdresser wasnt in at the time, so he decided not to cut...wth. then he still made an appointment for another day -.- hm but the cashier quite cute sia lol. aiya but not comparable... hm.
Wasted trip to simei sia. then went back to pr. wanted to get some food to eat while waiting for shuttle bus, so we went to the pasar malam there to see see. all the food so sian sian one.
Boarded the shuttle bus and went home... hm. wad a waste of a day -.-

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Ytd after class... went for dinner with amber and weijie at mensa. lalala.
Went to church after dinner, alot of hardworking ppl there...all studying one sia. then we went to play pool for a bit.
After that we were playing around with this volleyball la. jus throw here throw there one -.- like those games in primary sch.
Left soon after that... cos of somebody... ended up taking 28, switch to 5(journey was damn long), and then switch to 3 to get home -.- but, it was a great night... quiet... truly a great night.
These 2 weeks have been a lot of stress. alot of quiz until sian diao, and term test is coming in like 2 weeks...and my cds also got term test one...wth sia. saturday somemore. better start preparing i guess...
Today, in class 5-2, ... nth interesting happened. as usual i sianned from 4 to 6. then went for lecture zz. today lecture quite funny sia... and im sitting alone somemore... peace, quiet and most importantly, solitude... since all the topics for term test are covered, hope next wed got no lecture...then i can go off at 4 >.<
Recently started reading mangas: my sister's puberty, and record of a fallen vampire. not bad sia. also started watching kyo no gononi tv.
Happy birthday jassy~ this is the best gift i can give u right now. a gift without form called memory. i dont have money, i cant give u anything with form. even so, even without a form, memory will prevail forever!

Yami ni madoishi aware na kage. hito o kizutsuke otoshimete. sumini oboreshi gou no tama. ippen, shinde miru?

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Today was quite fun...
First lesson damn tiring...cos i only slept a while last night for the stupid fom report... kept dozing off during the lesson. didnt learn much -.-
Syscpt lecture was cancelled...so free period. the whole class wanted to go some place to eat...qc and i went to short circuit cos he wants to eat there -.- read archie while waiting...
Econ lecture...sian. the teacher say wad want to finish teaching in 20 min and let us go, then end up talk so much cock to "inspire" us to keep quiet so we can teach, and the lecture ended at 12.41...
Smsed dada to ask where he is, he told me "not in tp"... like i dunno sia wth. then a few mins later he called me and tell me he reach liao -.- cos he apparently lives under the bridge of bedok reservoir so he can just walk into tp anytime... met up with samy and dada and went for lunch with amber, weijie and i dunno wads the other persons name. quite fun...chatting like that. havent talked so much in a while cos my classmates r so sian-sian one... dun watch recent anime de.
Had to leave early cos of my 2pm lesson. sad... and my report is like some bs quality work...due on friday actually...i wasted so much time chionging it the night before...
Sianned in sch from 4 to 6 reading archies again. i hate 4 to 6 on weds... then studied a bit of my econs for tmr test.
After lecture went to tm to eat dinner with dada and samy. talked a while more and went to play arcade...nth nice to play today. basketball was hogged by 2 gey ppl and the bloody rifle game we played had a cocked up aiming system... hold the gun directly at the screen and shoot still will miss one...wtf. then we played the dumb mini bowling game... we got into the highscore!!! yay -_-
Went to take shuttle bus home...those 2 waited for my bus with me...then bb liao. hm, maybe do this every wed -.-

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Ytd morning went sch for psps project. damn sian having to wake up at 7 on a saturday. arranged to meet at 9.30 at library project room. i was early so i went to check which room it was, and cant find the booking. then when ys came...found out tat we havent book any project room yet...then we walked to cheers cos she want to buy breakfast -.-
When we reached there jy was there liao. then we just did a bit of the project...and jimmy and friends came into the room. he tripped the power supply and the laptop crashed >.> then bla bla bla ... nth interesting happened.
After the "meeting", i went home for my late lunch. damn hungry at the time, it was like 2.30. and all i got was instant noodles...
Did a bit of my drafting and went out to meet samy. i told him to meet at the tm arcade cos thats where we usually meet...but today i miscalculated the time and left home very late. so he came over to the station. then we took a train to the church there.
The session was not bad la. ok the songs r worse than the last time and yet seem to last much longer...but the preaching was ok la. since we were bored we smsed yoshida. im trying to psycho him to come along next time...haha. funny sia... i ask him to come to church, he told me "sinners cannot go to church" and "god has forsaken me cos i ate the forbidden fruits(not the clean type)"...i told him whatever he does just dont bring a black bible along.
Headed off to pasir ris to meet dada. walked to downtown east. ate mac for dinner cos everywhere is so crowded and dada refuses to sponsor us sushi >.>
After dinner we went to the arcade which was also damn crowded. nothing to play. played the racing game, rambo, basketball...thats about it. wasted like 30mins waiting for some stupid kiddy drum machine thx to samy -_-
Went to the bus stop...took bus home while they disappeared into the night...
Watched the last few minutes of inuyasha movie 4. not bad la. but everytime same thing...nothing but bakuryuha and bakuryuha and bakuryuha... if he knows bakuryuha can definitely 1 hit ko his enemies why even bother to fight...just use it from the start la...
Watched hellsing ultimate...its nice lol...a remake of hellsing, but they did a hell of a better job... nice to see blood spilt in good graphics...

"Once you turn your back on the sun and follow the path of the night, no light shall ever shine upon you again."

Friday, November 14, 2008

These few days r like...neither good nor bad...its like,a few good things happened...managed to pass ccn without washing car at all! so im quite happy la...but also got bad stuff happen...
And now got a lot of stress liao...alot of project to do(fom,pecon,psps,qmethod) and i dunno how to do and alot of quiz(pecon,qmethod,math2) to study for next week, got that bloody mind map to prepare for... and something for a special someone... though its giving me a headache like dunno wad sia. not enough time to do, but still must do... argh...
I feel like quitting cabal le. its getting damn boring, no one to talk to or play with, need dunno how many hours to lvl once...server lag like shit...cant find spot to grind...and most importantly its wasting alot of my time...high lvl also no use...the only thing i can say is i wasted a lot of time playing it.
Then. wad else... think nth liao. Sianned.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Tues...went to church with amber and her friends. the church was crowded like anything, apparently theres alot of ppl who wanna hear that limbless guy talk. take lift also must line up one. but the church not bad, quite well equipped i would say...very youth-oriented. and it looks kinda like an auditorium for a rock concert and not a church...
First is the... service? forgot wad its called la but must stand up for a long time to sing songs. the songs also quite nice sia, except tat they keep repeating the same few lines over and over and also make ppl stand for so long...
Then i think it was the speech by the limbless guy, which was very entertaining la. the way he speak and his jokes are damn funny lol.
After the speech its just more singing...and the song this time was kinda boring.
When the whole thing ended it was nearly 1030pm, and the problem is everyone wanna rush out of the place at one shot, so the lift lobby there kenna jammed like shit. since amber need to get home quickly we decide to walk down the stairs...12 floors...sian.
Trained back home. although most of the journey was in silence...i think it was my favourite part of the day...
Walked home from the interchange cos i lazy to wait for bus 3. quite nice sia...a great night...the kind of night that makes me want to suck blood.

Wed...
Nth special la...except that the stupid ccn thing...problematic like fuck shit. ppl just bake cookie or wad can liao, we got to wash car. and for what? the money also not ours to keep, y bother to work -.- somemore got ppl do only 1 day of work cos apparently hes busy, but theres some bullshit that says at least 2 days... so they gave me one extra day than i wanted. and what about that guy? only do 1 day. bs. still make me waste so much time sitting in the class to "discuss" when they nv even ask my opinion on anything. then finally end...was late for my lunch appointment with jas,hanlin and xiaoyao >.>
CDS tut quite ok. stupid marcus trying to make me join production crew again -.- but quite tempting, maybe i join as member in name and go there to chat...heh.
Then the bloody 2 hours break... over there reading dilbert. should have planned my econs essay man. i didnt realise i had the paper with me grr.
CDS lecture...i was quite late. actually early la, but i open the door slightly and saw a guy lecturer there then closed it, cos my lecturer is a woman de. then i wait till 7.05 no one coming out...then i just went in...found out the subject got 3 lecturers who rotate shifts de.
Went home after that, nothing really special...
Happy bday jamie, gd luck for ur remaining o lvl papers!

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Last night, eph, dada and i went to downtown east to play around. had dinner at new york new york since eph subsidise a portion of my bill for me..lol. dada was at the top floor then we at the bottom ma...so i called him and tell him, come to new york new york. then he ask, why not japan japan? -.- and he went and ordered the steak...damn bloody sia. then we just stayed there for a while...did some catching up and all that la.
Wanted to go play bowling so dada can laugh at eph's skill... but whole alley was booked by some dung company for their dung event. so cannot play lor. then we went up to play pool...played for nearly 2 hours. then we keep thrashing eph...damn funny. and he tyco made one pro shot and keep suanning dada about it. but still lose lol... then by around 9pm, the whole pool salon was like packed and got alot of ppl waiting at the entrance for tables, and we r like there for the longest time liao. so when we decide to leave and were packing the balls up, some of those ppl look at us la...like waiting for us to hurry up get out. so...since wer evil... we keep all the balls, then take out all again and play one last game! hahaha damn funny man. owned sia.
After pool was arcade... not bad. played the usual stuff la. at last they fixed the time crisis 4 machine also... and added rambo. and the rambo gun so small...so easy to play compared to the one at tm. but the big gun more fun to hold >.< then also played basketball, knights of valor(-.-), i think thats it...watched dada play a few rounds of initial d since im not interested in racing games.
Took bus 3 home with dada. forgot to type this but eph pangsehed us halfway through our pool games. talked more about anime stuffs...
End of night...
I'll also show you a sweet dream, next night.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Sch today was sian. like since when its not...
After sch ended went to it sch to meet hero, yuhaimi and faizal to go for dinner. at like 6pm left the sch go take bus 291, then at the traffic light someone said something like "are u sure u dun wanna run across, last time i miss bus before cos i didnt run and was late for mosque"... then we heck dont wan run...2 buses came -.- damn zhun sia.
At tm...went arcade first. got this new game called rambo quite fun sia. but the gun heavy like lead. got one part need to snipe a target in a certain time but i dunno. then i was aiming and thinking..."dynames gundam, lockon stratos, sniping the targets" then the screen got one big "P1 FAIL" there... wtf. and the game quite ridiculous lol. use machine gun to shoot the enemy helicopter for so long and hardly any dmg. then...the guy pulls a crossbow out of his arse and shoots one little arrow.the helicopter explodes...wow sia. bs.
Played the basketball one also. first game very shit cos only 5 balls and got 3 of us... second game we kope all the balls from the other machines then got 15 ball...quite fun. play liao can sweat somemore.
Then played the mini bowling thing cos got nth better to do. damn lame. first one i anyhow throw got strike liao. then after that all louya scores...
Dinner at ajisens i think. the food wasnt bad la...i like the drink i ordered. i think its blue coral or something. but eat until damn full still cannot finish.
Went arcade again. played rambo again and completed it this time but waste quite a lot of money. then after that like nothing to do liao so just left...i wan watch winx club de -_- but tm the cinema like dont show leh...
Bused 3 home with yuhaimi. damn sian. i thought bus 3 short ride but end up its a damn long ride. took like 45 min to reach home.
The end of the night.....
I'll also show you a sweet dream, next night.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

The girl is the only one in the world. That made her the god of this world.

She found herself on an island when she began to understand things around her. There was no one else there. She had nothing to do. That was everything the world offered.

The island was small, and one could go around it in half a day by foot. Stretching as far as she could see in a 360-degree view at the beach, there was only the sea, the clouds, and the horizon. But she almost died several times because of sickness and injuries. In most cases, she almost got herself killed by eating either spoilt food or plants and inorganic things around her.

There was a castle on the island. There was a huge amount of preserved foods inside the warehouse of the castle, so she did not have to starve. There was a mountain of books that one could never finish in a lifetime. Those things were her world. The books were all about humans. "Humans cannot live by themselves." That sentence was everywhere in the books. But the girl was alone. She continued to live despite being alone, neither laughing nor crying. She did not need anything that was written to be important. She was deciding. She was finishing. In the history of man, she was the first human to be balanced. The statistical balance of a single person is identical with one's self. That is why everything she does is correct. But at the same time, everything might be wrong.

There was a mansion on the island, which was connected to the old castle by a passageway. She used the mansion as a residential area, and almost never set her foot in the old castle. There was no particular reason to draw a line between the two structures. It was only a rational judgment that the old castle was unfit for her to live in.

She did not know why, for what purpose, these structures, which completely seemed to be unfit in the environment, were built there. She did not need to know why. And besides, the girl never wondered why because she had been there before she realised.

One day the girl made a fire at the beach. That was because there was a scene in a book where a stranded person made a fire. In the deep blue sky, a straight white road climbed up. She thought, "Maybe its the same as the clouds." So she put her head in it, and her mouth and eyes became really painful. In haste, she moved away and gazed at it from a distance. She then understands that it is useless to her. Just like that, she begins to understand things one by one. She understood the meaning of understanding.

She painted a human being. The girl painted a figure of a boy. So, she decided to add a figure of a boy into paintings of landscapes she had painted. With no specific reason, she kept those paintings in the same places where she painted them. Soon, there was not a single place on that island she had not painted. She was always with the boy everywhere she went. It meant that the girl and boy looked at each other every time she looked at the paintings. However, the girl had no feeling of achievement. "Would it be a human?", she thought. This was the painting of a human being. He did not move nor think. He was simply there. "Lonely?" Finally, she could ask herself by finding the word. She was not lonely.The girl spent a lot of time looking at the painting. Looking at the boy in the painting gave her a strange feeling. "I want to marry him." For some reason or another she thought about that. In a book, she found out a lot about marriage. Inside, it was written that it was important how people lived their lives. The girl was interested in how the ideals of marriage worked and carefully studied it.

The next day, the girl married. She wore a dress she found in the castle. In her head, to the words, "Will you accept the vow of matrimony?", she answered yes. Then, she touched lips with the boy in the painting. It was oily. She then took some flowers to use as a bouquet and tossed it. A feast was properly prepared. It was a party to some degree. But due to the tightness of the dress around her waist, there was much that was leftover. The girl took the bouquet, dress, and leftover food and tossed them over a cliff like garbage and went to sleep. Thus the wedding ended.

The girl started to practise painting the next day after the wedding ceremony. Despite the marriage, there was only one human on this side of the paintings. So, she started painting herself into the paintings. She painted everything into the paintings. In that painted world, there were two humans smiling at each other. She felt strange when she looked at herself in the paintings. She didnt really understand that feeling. However, she continued with her curiosity...

Something mysterious happened. It was the day after she repainted all her paintings, hundreds in number. The two in those paintings had moved. But it did not startle the girl, because she had no idea of asking herself whether it was abnormal or not. From the beginning, she was trying to create humans. Did it work? The god looked inside the miniature garden. She looked closely at the paintings. The two in the pictures seemed to be doing something, smiling at each other.

But the paintings were blurred. The world itself appeared blurred, giving her no clue as to what they were doing. "Why?", the girl thought. She could not confirm results. She could not see what was supposed to be there. A strange feeling developed inside her mind. She could not describe what it was. She could not find in a dictionary the definition of something she could not describe. Why did the paintings become so blurred even though she had painted them so clearly? But the two in the painting were smiling at each other. That was what she felt. She repainted them over and over, but the results were exactly the same. She was at a loss. She began to be unsure about everything.

So, the god thought she should make her world cleaner. She burnt all the paintings. She set fire to the old castle. She burnt all her memories. Lastly, the god, the only trash left in the world, threw herself off the cliff...

The girl is the only one in the world. That made her the god of this world.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Walao holiday gonna over liao. fuck la sian. 2 mths feels like 2 weeks lol... somemore the bloody timetable sucks... wed and thurs got so much break between lessons...wtf la waste time. and the cds they give me...leadership...do i look like a leader? bs... and they shld balance holiday and school...6 mths holiday, 6 mths school... looking forward to next holidays...
Im rather tired of being a student... however, the thought of being used by others is... but its pointless, isnt it? even if i went into the workforce, theres always going to be big enterprises and nobles sitting at the top...a completed world...we are just being placed into the hierarchy made up grown-ups...
Ok... this season seems to have like a hell lot of anime to watch... last season was watching 10, this season watching 15 liao... still waiting for my hell girl season 3 FIRST episode to come out... when everything else is at like episode 3... casshern sins is interesting, linebarrels of iron...the guy is funny in a retarded way...destroy the town and call himself justice...
Nth to do...sian. my days are numbered............
There are no longer any obstacles to my hegemony. Today, as of this moment, the world is in my hands. Lelouch vi Britannia commands you... obey me, world! All hail Lelouch!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Haix. so pissed right now...stupid sunrise animation...really went and screwed up code geass' ending. they might as well dont make this show at all sia...like death note liddat...waste so much time then go back to the original state.
On another sad note...today watched the finale of macross frontier, nogizaka haruka no himitsu, koihime musou and to love ru >.< 4 animes gone. but...all good endings so not bad la... fuck code geass...
Spent the morning rewatching haruka cos the girl is cute...mum called me siao for it -.- i still wanna go rewatch alot of shows for the same reason but no time... and stupid school starting next month liao sians.
Saw this funny thing from inukami jus now.

Why is it that people cannot expose their nether? and then why is the monkey naked? why cant people be naked like the monkey? why must they wear clothes? ethics? morals? humanity? pathetic. is it human wisdom to restrain oneself? i will say it as many times as i have to. humans are free. a world where all desires are affirmed, and all emotions are released, that is what i will make.

some random pics...







now some demotivators...













Thats all for now~.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Sian nth to do recently...so i went n played cabal...quite fun...but not very player-friendly...so to speak...
This season of anime is ending soon...out of 10 anime, i will just have a pathetic 2 left to watch. special a, macross frontier, code geass r2, to love ru, sekirei, koihime musou, zero no tsukaima 3, nogizaka haruka's secret all ended/gonna end this week, but got 4 new shows im waiting for in oct, so not that bad la... jus hope code geass dont have a shitty ending like death note...the author of death note is crap, make such an epic show and go spoil it with that shit ending. hope code geass isnt like that.
Then now cabal got patch, so im rewatching special a. cute sia. that girl just cant beat her rival... episode 1, she got full marks on all subjects, then she thought she finally beat him...then, "who's going to get first? after i pointed out a mistake in one of the questions to the teacher, he awarded me another 5 points...im first, miss rank two."
End of the show even more crap.
"I finished the paper in 30 minutes, so the teacher gave me 30 extra marks!"
"Oh? but i finished the paper in 1 minute, so my marks were increased a few folds..."
Funny sia....
Back to go watch other shows.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Ytd ~ mooncake festival~!
At like 6, bub and i decided to go to em for dinner. i smsed him to come down at 6.30, then went to bath. came out at 6.45, and hes still playing comp -_- waited till like 7.15 then he came...wth...
Went back, before parting we said, meet back here in 3mins, cos both of us need to go home to pick stuff. then i went home, got the sparkles and candles and everything, went down, hes still not there -_- waited a while then he and jy came~
Headed over to our usual spot for playing sparkles haha. smsed danny to join us but he said watching soccer -_- crap sia...might as well join us...then...on our way there we saw him playing table tennis and watching soccer at the dumb clubhouse...his house got 46 inch lcd screen he want to go watch on that 29 inch not-even-hd-tv...
Then we jus heck him, play by ourselves. quite fun haha, burning dried leaves and all that...then we also picked up some snails and burnt them with the sparkles. out of curiosity as to whats inside the shell...we decided to crack it open with a stone...but im always the one who ends up doing these stuff...-.- yea then bub started poking the insides with a stick and we saw an egg sac, and he took it out and practically dissected it...then we burnt the rest of the snails among boxes, dried leaves and paper...haha. but this year like sorta sian haha. then we anyhow throw our sparkles upwards...bub threw one and landed on a tree...we damn scared it burn sia...lol. confirm get on the noticeboards haha. lmao. actually not bad la. see our handiwork on the noticeboards all over the condo...hahaha!
Moved our base of operations across the river where theres more ants. then used the sparkles and some water to kill the ants where they seem to be coming out from. just kept owning them la. owned owned owned. then bub kept on picking up the ants with his "magic stick" and roast them over our candles, or throw them into the hot candle wax.
After all that then abit sian and tired liao, so we just left. my maid actually bothered to clean up the mess we made, despite us saying no need to do so. crap la. we want our masterpiece on the noticeboard!!! imagine can see black stains and all the burnt ashes all over the place...solidified candle wax on the ground...all the dead snails and ants...siala... aiya but its just a facade for my kindness, if dont have ppl like me, the cleaners will lose their jobs liao...heh.
Walked to clubhouse and bought drinks, then went home.
End of night... the night has just begun...

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Sian lol. whole of this week was spent on anime...ok except ytd la...
My morning begins with a cup of coffee. was watching gundam 00 till afternoon.
My afternoon begins with a cup of tea. then bub called me to go out with him to buy a pc game called rome total war. then since me n my bro need to cut hair...actually we thinking of going em to cut cos its near, but bub made us go all the way to simei so he can buy his game, and ask me to cut at some salon lol.
After all that we headed home. at white sands there, cos my bro dont have his ezlink card, so we ask him to pay the bus fare in coins, but he wants to walk all the way home since he always walk home from school anyway. haha. then me and bub took the bus and left him to walk home lol. then i smsed my bro :owned.
Went to bubs house for a while, saw him playing the game...its not bad la...but im repulsed by realtime strategy so...lol i rather play chess sia -.-
Went back down for dinner, watched gundam 00 finish. stupid show sia. waste of time only. its decent but compared to gundam seed its crap. sunrise might as well make gundam seed season 3 instead of this rubbish show...i watched only cos the princess is cute -_- after that, went to watch the final battle of gundam seed destiny cos i needed to see a decent gundam war. after all these years its still my fav anime lol. but code geass is strong competiiton.
Time to go~ gonna watch hell girl...the girl seems cute lol.
Some demotivators...haha. starting to like them.









K...thats all lol.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Why do people lie? The answer isn't only because it is used for conflicts. It is because they yearn for something. A world just as it is will bring no change. You don't call that being alive. It's equivalent to a world of memories, a complete and secluded world. I do not want that. Indeed! I have always been creating lies. Not just my name and past, but hiding my true intentions in their entirety. But, is it not a given? One tries to fit in with the dialogue of others, trying to mesh with the situation. Without that, countries, races, bodies known as communities, would not exist. Everyone knows how to use lies. In front of family, in front of friends, in the presence of society, everyone puts on a different mask. Yet, is that a sin?

Nothing to blog about but i wanna blog...jus anyhow whack pics...this post utterly makes no sense.

Some stuff dada sent me...


Golden Darkness



Hell Girl



Rinoa



Yuna


Nothing else to add...

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Had a great day yesterday...a great night too...
Was watching ikkitousen halfway then hero called me to go downtown east with him n dada. then i took damn long to go...cos i had to finish up the episode first ma...and some unexpected delays >.>
First thing we did is bowling. crap lol. so long nv bowl, i carry the ball my hand suan until now...somemore play until like shit lol. played 2 games, i won one by some tyconess, then dada thrashed us badly in the second game. and the name system was damn diao, dada wanted to call himself shinigami but somehow became shiniga, hero called himself hero...and they called me bub while i was away... -.-
After that, went for lunch at mac...i just drank coke cos i ate liao...and koped dada's fries also. caught up about animes and other things then went to arcade.
Arcade sibei sian nothing to play. racing...boring. basketball...boring. shooting quite fun but play a while hand tired from the bowling. then got this game quite fun, throw ball at the screen...but the game so short. then we won tickets from it and exchanged for a pack of sweets...like children sia haha...
Nothing to do, so we camped outside the toilet there and listened to songs and ate the sweets.
For dinner...nothing interesting to eat so we just ate kfc. ate finish and went to play pool. cant play properly cos my crap hand still suan. i actually lost to dada T.T played till around 10, then walked to the bus stop. i waited for bus 3, the 2 of them walked to the interchange just to save a few cents... -.-
Strolled home slowly...basking in the moonlit night. mum called me and asked wad time i will be coming home, but i was already outside my house, so i jus said "the night is still young" and hung up...then a while later press doorbell.
End of the night....hehee.
Happy birthday, dear ~ . .... ...!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Woot~ exams over liao! holiday~ 2 months to slack off and watch anime.
Exams were ok on the whole, not as bad as i expected. the papers themselves were quite easy, idk. few careless mistakes here n there but what the heck...its over anyway, and it doesnt matter since im not aiming for distinctions...
And the damn examiner guy, timing damn zhun one...i finished checking my paper and wanted to leave cos i needed the toilet, then when i gonna leave that time he announced...10mins left u cant leave now -_- crap sia.
For now nth to do. Back to fiesta perhaps :/ the night has just begun... "the kind of night that makes me feel like sucking blood..."

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

The day before, i stayed home to chiong soul nomad, cos the alternative is the go pray to my grandparents. blehh. sat in front the tv from like 8am to 11pm...managed to finish the game 3 times already. i played as a girl character for one cycle, and the ending was so cute...she fell in love with her "alter ego". the ending for the evil path was nice too, the hero gained enough power and completely destroyed the world. the gods tried to stop him but got killed in a few hits. and when they asked if he knows what will happen if he destroys the world..."i dont care, it was fun." xD
Yesterday, rewatched code geass r1 and hellsing. then went out to watch qian bu gou yong 2 with family.
The show was hilarious as expected...although i dont see what is touching about it :/ it was damn funny how the girl flew out of the car during the accident, i laughed like dunno wad. reached home quite late then watched sex and the city movie. heh it was not bad at all too.
Exams coming liao. this friday starts. then monday end liao haha. better start mugging tmr or smth :/ i dont wanna do last min revision again...
O ya ive rejoined fiesta so my fiesta friends ~ cyall on monday!!! grats paper and calli on marrying :D *hints dear*

Monday, August 18, 2008

All men are not created equal. Some are born smarter, or more beautiful, or with parents of greater status. Some, by contrast, are born weak of body or mind, or with few, if any, talents. All men are different. Yes, the very existence of man is discriminatory! That is why there is war, violence, and unrest. Inequality is not evil; equality is.

The world is full of lies! "Thou shalt not kill. Thou shalt not steal. Thou shalt not bear false witness. Thou shalt not commit adultery." These are lies, all deceptions. "I dont want to be killed. I dont want to be a victim of theft." That is why people use lies like justice and morals to protect their weak selves. The original truth will always be the survival of the fittest. One must devour it all, whether it be other humans, wealth, power, or the world itself! I will destroy this world's lies and bring forth the truth! That is why I will continue to walk along the path of carnage.

You dont want it to end, do you? It seems you have a reason to live. If you had power, you could live. This is our contract. In return for my gift of power, you must grant one wish of mine. If you enter this contract, you will live as a human, but also as one completely different. Different rules, different time, different life. The power of the king will make you lonely indeed. If you are prepared for that, then...

Ever since that day, I have been lying. My life is a lie, my name a lie, my career a lie... All lies. I grew tired of the unchanging world, but couldnt bring myself to give up my lies in my despair. But I have gained this power, so...

My hands are stained dark with blood. Ever since that day, I suppose I have been craving destruction and loss. Yes, before creation there must be destruction. If my soul stands in my way, I shall simply toss it aside. Yes, I have no choice but to move forward, so...

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Ytd was so fun~ sad its over.
Sch didnt last long today, maths lecture was just revision of...easy stuff...and business lab was just going thru test paper and past year exam papers. then damn funny la...whole class went on msn to discuss answers -.-
After sch, went to tm to meet eph. took bus to ngee ann to collect our testimonials. lol, its full of crap la...saying that i actively participate in class activities, very close to the class when im so antisocial >.> also said that i am active in cca and play a key role in media support for major events, but i ponned so often and let the juniors do it...rofl.
Then, since yoshida's sch is just like beside ngee ann, we called him over to collect testi also. but he dont wanna let us read it -_-
After that, 3 of us went to tm for lunch...ljs~ long time nv go there/eat there with them liaos. funny, as usual, dada carved "death god" in chinese into the plate, and we asked each other, why no "white sticky substance on ur fish?" (mayo...or something else...)
Wanted to go play around at downtown east, but eph got class chalet so he psed us. da and me went on to play pool at downtown for like 2 hours +... then went arcade a while but nothing to play. then went for dinner, went back to arcade a while, went to play pool for 2 hours+ again....zzz. played till around 9.45, then like, need to go home le...sians.
Took bus home with da and saw another of his friend. today is weird, in just downtown east alone, i met 2 classmates, dada met like...10+ -.-
Time to go~ got to watch those animes i missed out yesterday.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Today, engdrawing project started. difficult as hell...i only managed to do about 60% of it...and i see some ppl nearly finishing...wtf... luckily theres still 6 more hours to do it...hope its enough.
Lectures today werent very interesting...
Math quiz was easy...idk...they should make it more difficult...its always like, everyone gets full marks. no kick sia >.> 10marks for solving for x in sinx = 1/2 for 0 to 360 degrees... -.-
Bus-ed home...nth much...feel kinda dumb that i didnt recognise an ex-classmate even though she was sitting right beside me... only realised when i was alighting.
Watching ef-a tale of memories now...confusing show >.< but nice once i managed to sort it out... poor girl...losing her memories every 13 hours. i kinda wish i could too. its always so painful.
Trying to find hellsing english subbed episodes cos i feel like rewatching it, but all i can find are stupid dubs... no nice vampire anime to watch........... guess i shall just wait till october for vampire knight season 2... ~ wonder when rosario vampire season 2 is coming...
Off to finish watching ef. still have more shows to watch...and my valkyrie profile is just waiting for me to play it -_- i thought i could finish the game over the weekend, but i only managed to finish the first 2 chapters...
Sometimes, i know i should forget, but its too difficult... living in a shell of memories,i wonder what the future will hold...

Passion is like a downhill slope. Once you take heart from it, it's unstoppable. However, love is like an uphill slope. You have to carry the pains and difficulties while climbing it. But the ones who go through difficulties are just couples, while the unstoppable ones are lovers. Love and passion are exact opposites.

Monday, August 04, 2008

Its been so long since i last posted. guess there really isnt anything blogworthy in my life at the moment?
School has been rather mundane as usual. i still regret that i left mjc but that regret is starting to fade. im settling in my new poly life, although i still miss everyone, and occasionally regret coming to this course...its already too late for this. derick and me both made the same mistake. wanting to slack, we left mjc for a poly, but didnt expect to regret it so soon.
The semester is coming to a close, the exams are just around the corner. however im still not in that study mood yet. never have been, never will be. just fun and games...panicking at the last moment, trying to cram... even cramming brings back memories...
The hectic test week is over at last; presentations and quizzes are mostly over for now, the exceptions being effcom, maths and engfund lab...and also engdrawing project. projects, projects, projects...is this the life i really want? would i have been happier with mugging, mugging, mugging? i guess not...typical of a slacker...im not even worried about the tests; no, its more like i cant be bothered anymore...
Recently, i realised that i have been wasting a lot of time over the years, playing computer games. i now know that i'll never gain anything out of playing those games...kill monsters, level up, and do what? i've wasted so much time...so, i decided to quit gaming. im now using the spare time to watch anime. though its not much different, i think that i can at least learn things from anime, like jokes, quotes and actions, whereas i cant learn shit from games. luckily this season has quite a few interesting animes to watch...it sucks having to wait for 1 episode per week though. at last i watched shuffle memories, the sequel to shuffle that i watched so long ago already. it wasnt really worth watching though...except the last episode. and also at last i watched elfen lied. nice anime with lots of violence and blood but the ending is just a cliffhanger...sigh.
Currently watching~ to love-ru, sekirei, code geass r2, special a, soul eater. gotta start finding more to watch~ or maybe rewatch some i've already watched...revisiting the past can be quite nostalgic...and fun...im still living in the past...
And i finally started playing valkyrie profile 2, after months of procrastinating. originally i wanted to start after o levels, but i first wanted to play valkyrie profile. in the end i gave up, cos the game keeps hanging at a certain part. so i went to read the manga...it summed up the whole game,plus lenneth is so pretty in the manga, so now im playing valkyrie profile 2, but im lazy to play it too... but alicia is cute...lol.
Time to go do last minute revision again - tmr theres a math test x_X

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Hm, just started playing rohan again. sharing a char with eph this time. its quite fun haha...calling each other "hey log out i want to play" or "get on i need to transfer stuff to storage"...
Been watching soul eater lately, great anime series :) gd plot, gd characters...esp black star haha...hes so cute and the way he brags is so funny, really reminds me of those times about 5 years ago when me and him thought of ourselves as pros in everything...constantly showing off...now that i look back i cant believe im such a person...how thick skinned i was...or rather we were...
"In front of the big me, you realise how small you are? Don't worry, i understand, i used to be so scared of my own greatness, therefore i dared not stand in front of mirrors."
"I'll definitely turn her into a deathscythe, until then please bear with my autograph. what do u think, u dont even want the weapon anymore, right?"
"U r just trying to make me seem small so that you can extrude whatever little greatness you have."
"If u want to slaughter me, u will need to melt a huge buddha and forge it into a sword."
"My name is Black Star, im the man who will surpass god."
Haha, its so amusing when i think that in the past i also thought like him. so arrogant and naive and blablabla...-.-
Moving on to sch...today didnt really do much, but i still suck at drawing technical drawings...sigh. even after those 2 hrs nothing seemed to go into my stupid head. Business lecture was ok...aircon was so cold though >.<
Last lesson, watched a movie called racing stripes...about a zebra outracing actual trained racehorses. was quite nice...but i dont know how to do the reflection...>.<
Bleh..friday is business presentation...hope my group doesnt screw it up for me :/

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Im feeling so happy now~
Today ~ during engineering drawing class i finally learnt how to draw -.- it took like 2 lessons to learn but theres ppl who only took 1 lesson...sigh...but im still happy i know how to do it ~ =p cant expect too much from a slow learner like me~
Business lecture was damn cold...freezing >.< and i didnt bring jacket...tried to hug my bag to keep warm but of cos...didnt really help much...
APEL lesson was used to tell us our term test results...i got 100 for math, 100 for engineering fundamentals, 93 for business fundamentals, 80 for engineering drawing, and the last one i dont know but its like 70+ T.T at least got 4 A already ;D
But teacher said though my results r quite good, i need to start talking more to ppl and also try to get leadership skills...sigh. easier said than done...but somehow ill get there...really hope to get into a uni >.<
Tata..

Monday, June 23, 2008

Yay~back from my holiday at last~Taaada...
Day 1- Flew to hongkong then went to board the cruise ship. its been like 2 years since i went on that ship but it didnt change alot...though the arcade has alot of new games. settled in the cabin and slacked...then went for dinner and watched a magic show before sleeping.
Day 2- Disembarked the ship to tour sanya city. went to this shopping centre. i expected some nice fancy place but turns out its so empty >.> nothing worth buying and theres not many ppl there...rushed back to the ship on the first available bus. dinner, then went to the arcade...then slept.
Day 3- Disembarked at vietnam halong bay. shopped around for a while...they had pretty interesting items there for quite low prices. but the damn rain had to come and spoil it...waited a while, then had lunch at a nearby hotel before going back to the ship. played arcade and read books...then had dinner...played a few games of chess then went to bed.
Day 4- Left the ship and checked into our hong kong hotel...was quite late already. went out for dinner, had a short walk and went back to the room to sleep...walking in hongkong is so tiring...
Day 5- Visited Ocean Park. the sun was so hot, but still had to walk around...took some of those rides, the cable car was very funny...my bro is scared that the cable will snap -.- after ocean park, we went shopping somewhere...then had dinner and went back. i read a while then slept.
Day 6- Visited Disneyland. hot weather again. disneyland is kinda small n boring, more like for kids...all the childish rides...i liked the space mountain roller coaster but no one wants to take it with me...only went twice >.< then had lunch...played more...had dinner...played more...mum wanted to stay to watch fireworks but we were all so tired...so we decided to go back...and then...we went shopping again lol and bought quite alot of clothes. quite late at night, then we went back to the hotel.
Day 7- Went out for a short while to do some final shopping, then back to the hotel for lunch. then went to the airport...end of holiday T.T
School started today. kinda no-mood for schooling, though i was kind of happy that i can see that person again... at least teacher said my project was quite well done...but i still have another much more difficult project that i havent started...sigh.
Been wasting too much time on anime lately...time to get back to my hectic life again...

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Ah...nearly 9pm already..going to hongkong later at about 4am >.> crazy parents book flight so early -.- father came back today~ other than that nothing really special..
Finished watching hayate no gotoku, then moved on to watch hanbun no tsuki ga noboru sora...haha quite a touching love story, but only 6 episodes...its quite cute tho...
What else....nothing much to say...lol.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Im feeling so conflicted right now...i just quit fiesta & rohan ytd, leaving alot of friends behind with no way to ever keep in touch again. out of all those who knew me...only about 3 have my real msn...but i guess its better this way. less ppl get hurt. its better to let them think "xhope is such a **** she didnt even bother trying to keep in contact,this kind of person isnt worth our friendship", instead of them missing me and feeling hurt. it was such a painful decision...months of memories sublimated into nothing, but it had to be done >.< sigh.
On a brighter note, now i have time to watch all the anime i missed out on the these months, as well as maybe study more and develop a social life instead of staying home all day. i really feel like a huge burden has been lifted...

Hmm, on class bbq day...or shld i say bbq night...it was kind of boring. i kinda anticipated that more ppl would turn up, but i could at most count 20. not that it really bothered me...i only went there to see my 3 best frens :D hm come to think of it...i went there...didnt eat anything at all, only drank 1 cup of soft drink, then went off to downtown east with e-chan and dada. the bus ride was really fun, it brought back many memories...all that talk about darkness, vampires, lunar power, animes...haha...i was so happy... and then e-chan left us to go home earlier >.> so dada and me went to eat dinner~ had quite a long chat catching up on stuff and new animes...
After dinner i wanted to go home and dada wanted to go back to the bbq, but it suddenly started to drizzle, so he decided to go home too. at the bus stop, the rain suddenly turned into a deluge >.< dada alighted after 1 stop haha...waste money. but when i alighted the rain and wind were so heavy/strong...had to call someone to bring umbrella for me...haha. but even with the umbrella i was still drenched -.-
End of day.

Recently started to watch new animes since i have so much free time now~ special a, the tower of druaga~the aegis of uruk,shingetsutan tsukihime...soon i'll watch soul eater, myself;yourself, gurren lagaan, code geass...haha planned so far ahead liao...

Shall end this post here...:) have to complete my damn project before i leave for my holiday...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Ahh...my months of slacking has come to an abrupt halt...damn it...>..>N more importantly~ 4r207 ... best class iv ever had! keep reminiscing of the 2 years in that class...the best years of my life...nice classmates nice teachers nice school...ahh im so not the type of person to say this kind of stuff...must be getting emo liaos -.- shldnt have gotten so attached. must be more like squall...cold and emotionless...shutting out the world in order not to suffer emotionally again. but everytime i try to be like him some idiot(s) has to come along and ruin it =x damn =p jk jk...I wonder what this post is about...just forget it~ =x

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Sigh...nothing to do so im blogging...but also nothing to blog -.-
On sunday...justin and i went to sentosa w/ jamies family. quite a fun day la...had to wake up so early to get ready though. met up at vivo then went on the way.
Went into the onedegree place trying to eat breakfast there...but my uncle forgot to bring his membership card!!! arhhh...so cannot eat there...so we jus kept walking around looking at the yachts before leaving due to jamies incessant pleas for food :p
Travelled alot of sentosa before finding a place to eat lols...beaufort resort there...the food was frigging expensive...lucky not i pay =x hahaha. justin act cute...keep eating his lemon fish.
Then after that ripoff breakfast we started going around...saw a parking lot sign that said "beware of peacock attacks, park here at your own risk" lmao. auntie, jamie and me took a tram while uncle, justin and jolin walked...see who reach the luge first...wahaha. we spotted justin walking alone halfway thru our ride...he lost the 2 of them lol. then i asked him to get on the tram...but when he got on it turns out we r supposed to alight at that stop anyway -.-
Went up the skyride with jamie n justin first. didnt know there was a camera camping there and so our pic kinda sucked...jamie was looking all around at the scenery, i was trying to stuff something into my wallet and justin was gripping the bar very tightly in fear of falling off -.-...when we saw the photo on display we all laughed like mad lols...esp at justins expression...
Finally reaching the top...had to get helmets...hard to find one that fits lols. then at last can ride the luge down...was fun haha...justin went off first...reached the bottom last :D and of cos the pro was first...dont need to ask...ty ty ty. looked around for uncle they all...finally they arrived man...so we all went up again...but aunt didnt get to ride at all lol.
Second time up the skyride we posed for the camera...but justin...still gripping the bar tight and staring dead ahead -.- second time coming down...of cos im first again...jamie second again...justin third...apparently he crashed somewhere but i dont know cos im too far ahead :D waited a hell of a long time for uncle and jolene to make it down >.> and i heard she crashed 5 times lol...poor thing -.-
Next stop...dolphin lagoon...the tickets r a ripoff man -.- cost like 100 over bucks for all of us. then the show also nothing great la...ive seen better at sea world in gold coast...kept raining during the show then alot of ppl including us left...thanks to our umbrellas n justins ponchos we didnt get wet much hehe.
After that was underwater world...not that bad la...havent been in there for so long...but after seeing ocean park's better version of it its kinda boring.
I think we left after that...cant really remember. went to east coast park to eat a late lunch...then there was a dog show there or something...bla. nothing great. the hawker centre not bad sia...nice food. 3 of us walked around 3 times but bought nothing...then kept eating the food that uncle ordered for himself lol...
After eating they drove us home...end of outing...
Reached home then start watching anime...shining tears x wind not bad lols...all the cute girls... gonna rewatch later cos now fiesta got maintenance...and then i also cant decide what new anime to watch...shakugan no shana, fighting beauty wulong, elfen lied or ef a tale of memories...=x spoilt for choice.
Played ffx...completed it at last...the ending sucks ... so sad. i hated having to kill my dear anima -.-
Sian go watch anime ler bb.

Saturday, February 02, 2008

勇气- 梁静茹
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你
爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

Monday, January 28, 2008

Hm~ havent been blogging for some time alr. so nw i shall do a long post...cos i hv so much time now thx to the fiesta servers being down...
The day of o lvl results. hmm. i rmb it was stupid. went to sch for a while to get briefed on some rubbish about applying for schools...k then went home and slacked till like 1pm then went to sec sch to take results. den...got briefed exactly the same thing as earlier on. sian la. still got to listen to alot more rubbish then finally get results... and i onli got 11 for l1r5. sad la!!! so many a2 only one a1...dulan lah. lucky i nt intending to go jc if not i think i will cry haha.
Went home to get changed and went to tmall with dada, ephy and samy...
First thing played pool. hm so long nv play but still quite good..heh. then somehow derick came with his east spring frens...mus hv heard i was playing so they came to see. lol...but that derick sibei guailan la. i playing then he over dere giving rubbish advice and cheers that i dont need -.-
Then went to watch movie...the mist!! haha its nc16 so yea. but not very scary for a horror show leh. its more like a comedy...i love the part when the woman got headshotted by a pro guy. im calling him pro cos i like him for shutting that bitch up yea. the whole cinema clapped when she died lah!!! and i still shouted first blood lol. ok la so the last part was quite nice. 5 ppl trying to escape on their own but car ran out of petrol. so they all wanted to commit suicide together, but the gun only got 4 bullet. so the main guy volunteered to kill them off and find another way to die. then when he killed them...2 of them were his own family...he went off to taunt the monster into killing him. then...the good part. the army arrives to save the day!! hahaa.. make the guy look so retarded. if he waited a few mins everyone would hv survived...i just think they could make it better by showing a scene 20 years down the road and shows him crying in regret lol. and i think the 4 of us were being quite a disruptive audience...kept on talking loudly in the cinema. but cant help it la its probably one of the last times we will gather together like that...haix i realli miss that "group" of ppl haha.
Movie ended at 9+ nothing special after that already.
Move on to saturday. college road race.
Sian la first thing in the morning wake up hv to go park run 3km+...lame la. wonder which idiot organise one. then the run turned out so short for some reason. and some run la. everyone was walking slowly lol. then run end at 9...and we dismiss at 11...cos the fucking prize presentation ar. they got to give out one by one...idiot man. give until 2 hours...but not bad la...ATLAS WON ^^ haha... doesnt really concern me from this point though.
After the crap ended...went to white sands with derick to eat. then saw andy walking out of kfc with the delivery bag. so we drag him inside and 3 of us eat together...then eat finish went arcade with derick. time crisis 2 lol...played till stage 3 ending part then i got owned...he got owned somewhere around stage 2. but thats with alot of continues la. haha. then nth much to play...was gonna play basketball then the arcade bitch threw derick out for wearing sch uniform pants -.- cock eye sia. he was walking around so long she nv notice...must notice just when we wanna play.
So...just left lor. nth to do anyway.
Then today ar. sian. derick nv come sch cos he sick. then he came to hand in his withdrawal form and then went back home to rest...dots sia he. i wanna withdraw too since i going poly but then my mum crap refuse to sign it. i alr register poly as first choice then she still come and kisiao...waste my time leh. nvm later i go get her to sign it...bleh.
Sigh. one of my last few days in mjc already. it was actually quite fun. the friends are nice...but the work is too stressful...lol.
Came home and played pool with danny and lyx. today seems like the tyco shot day cos we all kept making tyco shots...but danny most tyco king la. then play finish went to dannys house awhile...they taught me how to play dota. but i still dunno how to play lol. i got killed 3 times and i didnt even noe what is happening sia. i think i shld stick to mmorpgs la...haha. hm and i still havent even start my ffx yet >.<
Ok la so long post liao. hope fiestas servers r back up ^^ bye all.

Friday, January 18, 2008

Damn bored~ in sch library using com again lol...recess time la. today is quite slacky cos only got one lesson then recess liao...after recess one more slacky geog lesson and that supersian chinese again. then can go home liao!!! ya right must still wait till 12.05...maybe can try sneaking out again? haha...or maybe do homework finish first so weekends can chiong fiesta. ya n the chinese teacher is crap la. so fast give project already...800 word compo about a song...dots la. either that or a powerpoint...haix.
Devastate rox...lol so random.
Aiya i nth to blog ler. lemme see...anime haha.
Rosario vampire ~ finally it started lol...been waiting for it like so many months alr? moka is surprisingly cute and powerful at the same time...or maybe not at the same time...haha. the main char is retarded though >.<
Sian really nth to blog ler.
Hmm. ok blog abt ytd..
Quite a stress day la. especially since ive been sleeping like 1am these few days then everyday only 5 hrs sleep...always like want to sleep liddat haha. for some reason i always get sian in maths lectures lol...stupid binomial theorem...zzz. ya den i got a hell lot of work to do liao la. theres 2 questions on physics(easy but i lazy to do), one whole tutorial of binomial theorem...(walao la i dun wanna do bt the teacher hantam me liao so i better do it...x.x) and later chem teacher gonna give us ANOTHER tutorial...i noe its gonna be easy but with a helluva questions...so im not looking forward to it...even if its one question i wouldnt want it anyway...bleh. so i guess i better rush my work finish today so i can enjoy my weekends ba..
And pe sux la. ytd had to run 800m warm up...then do so many push ups and stretches and then run another 2km. siao la... run finish i so tired ler then still got to carry my heavy bag n walk home...my shoulder super pain la and i was like gonna doze off while walking home. lol. den when i sat in front my com i became ok ler ^^
O ya the sch is dumb man. make the underweight ppl sign up for some loser program to gain weight...bullshit la. i see the teacher so fat still dare to criticise other ppls weight? knnbccb la.... i got the withdrawal form already but i dunno when i should submit it...maybe after i get my o lvl results ba...
Sian shall end this post here. zzzz.

"The battle is not always won by the strongest, but by those who keep fighting."

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

30 dec 07

Fiestad a bit...
Went for class chalet around 4.30. played pool with dada n samy...lol. so fun~
After pool we went to play arcade. jus played time crisis 4 which is a waste of money...then nth else to play liao. aiya. the arcade there sucks.
Play finish then went to eat mac for dinner. blah blah. talked n ate.
Went to the chalet room n had a drink...so thirsty =x then just sat around playing psp and cards. so boring one. around 10 we left to play more arcade. dis time only a bit of time crisis...then played basketball...world combat...street fighter...daytona...lol thats about it ha.
Bused home and watched 300. nice sia. about warfare lol...always interesting. but no chio bu. walao.

Watched terminator 3 on tv today...quite nice sia. maybe i shld go and watch all the terminator shows liao...^^
Aiya go play fiesta liao bye.