Zzz. blogging again. that means i have nothing better to do...thats y im looking at this stupid screen and the black letters appearing one by one across...playing fiesta earlier. bankrupted myself again >.< then i scrolled to town and it fucking lagged for so long i got pissed off and logged out.
So i went n watched clannad. the girls r...wow. kicked the suay guy 528 times in a row and into the garbage chute... ouch.
Hm. and today is a sucky day la. had to go out to my cousin's daughter's one-month-old party...and...it was boring like shit. firstly, i dont see a reason for celebrating one month old. maybe one year old birthday...but wtf one month old? they must be so relieved at the knowledge that if the child dies, it wont be counted as infant mortality. zzz. and the place sucks la. void deck. like wtf? who throws a party at the void deck? argh. i probably dont even need to mention it was held right beside a construction site. wads more, the ppl there...r like...so not worth talking to la. was sitting at the corner with my bro and one of my cousins...at least hes worth talking to. at least he watches anime, so we have things to talk about. the other ppl will definitely ask how old am i, wad school, got girlfren anot...same usual crap ive been getting since years ago. heck and thats just my mum's side. my father's side is waaaay worse.
Left around 1pm. then, my mum told me to say bye to my grandma and i was thinking...never even say hi how to say bye. so i was like smsing...and she fucking scolded me "is it that difficult to say bye" wtf man... its like...she shld be grateful i even bothered to go? i shld be getting vip service damnit. could hv used to time to get to, like chronicle 15 in COTS? but no...i have to get dragged to the party of someone i have never met. theres no freedom. argh.
And just now, this fucking conver made me very pissed off again.
Mum:when can i use the com
Pro:depends on how long u need it
Mum:r u done with it
Pro:just how long do u need it for
Mum:fine(picks up phone and calls dad)
So...erm. like WTF am i supposed to say? fucking hell man. she could have said how long she needed it, and wads more i was almost done. but some ppl just have no patience, yeah? and then she complains ive been using it too much. oh wow. ive been using it from 7pm till now..around 11pm. and shes bitching. ive seen her use it from 10pm till 2am on SPIDER SOLITAIRE. if not it would be one of those retarded games where u line up 3 balls of the same color and they explode. o god. sometimes even family can turn against u for a simple thing like this. blood is thicker than water my foot. im sure none of my frens would do that. dont even consider my feelings. i wish i could just be like byakuya and throw away all my emotions then i wouldnt have to suffer so often. no wonder teens nowadays r getting estranged from their parents and hang out more with frens.
Making things worse, no bleach 304 this week. lucky there was clannad and ninomiya if not my mood will still be very bad now. haix.
This seems more like venting anger than a blog post...zzz. cant help it though. bad day.
"War goddess," she had heard someone call her once. Despite taking losses, RUBY stiill achieved victory after victory and advanced on Untide, the capital of Maletta. In order to focus on defending their own country, Dalkia annulled their alliance with Maletta. Nevertheless, the capital of Maletta projected a fearsome presence. One could keenly feel the darkness of its violent past. And now, the emperor ordered the Grandall forces to advance yet again...One single soldier, with sword held high and eyes determined, charged ahead of the ranks as she shouted her order. "War goddess," she had heard someone call her once.