Fcking bored right now... been very stressed out these few days due to project deadlines nearing and not having done anything. whatever. now theres just pecon project left to do, but i havent even started anything. due next thurs, and whats more, monday got math test and syscpt presentation i think, tues got qmethods test, wed got syscpt test... on top of these still got to do that fcked up project AND a powerpoint for it. then when i want to work on it, i end up going to msn/anime/manga sites... blah. but i wont be defeated by a thing like this, i have an important promise to keep...
On a lighter note... been playing la tale. kinda like maplestory but the graphics are much cuter... the girls are also cuter... which is why i started in the first place... -.- cant really play much cos of the damned workload though...until feb 25...
Better start going to do work...or ill never get done...

"I have lived my life like the sole black sheep who does not fit in with the pure white sheep. i cant enjoy the same food, or taste the same sadness as my companions. The things that move them - love, kindness, tenderness - i can never understand them. the only thing i can do is to cover myself on the floor and pretend to be white. and so, i continue to wear the mask, and act the part of the pierrot."

Nothing much to blog about but i feel like blogging...cos im doing the damn flowchart now so im trying to procrastinate. sians.
These few weeks r damn stressed. alot of project deadlines coming up. bloody cds project is due on monday...i thought after cny sia >.< anw ya its stress, plus all the quizzes coming up next week...
I was like wasting my time playing dcb cos i thought cny is still far, but then its only 2 weeks away... =/ time flies sia. wonder why it doesnt fly when im bored.
Winter season started~doesnt seem as good as the fall season but still quite interesting...
JAE soon, lyx most likely coming to tp, but dunno wad course -.- o well at least got someone to travel to sch with etc etc. da might come over also cos hes sick of jc, ha...because "if u cannot beat the top, thrash the bottom." xD something to look forward to when sch reopens i guess? finally someone to engage in scintillating conversation with...?
Been watching kurosagi a while ago. its quite fun to see those ppl screaming when they realise they got cheated of their money. and the guy saying that the law is worthless because it cannot protect people... saddening, but true. "the law cannot protect people...if so then why should we obey the law?" and the girl trying to change the guys mindset to believe in justice and stop 'sinning'... its so amusing because it reminds me of myself. and the girl is cute also...which is one of the main reasons i bothered to watch it.
Haix just no mood to type liao la, fcking projects.

"No matter how many times i say it, its a waste to try and communicate. everyone is at the bottom level and wasting away there. this world of lower beings... if only these humans that are influenced by others did not exist. why do these worthless people living by carelessly rotting the world exist even if only for a day? how can we survive in a world where such scum live lazily? the asnwer came to me today. i need to destroy this world and then rebuild it. a utopia without this waste. i will definitely do it. i have no choice but to do it. as for why? all humans are waste. thats why the new world that i will make will get rid of all the humans. they arent necessary. i alone will think for the humans, control their actions, give direction... i will indicate to humanity the only path - that power is neither brute force nor money, because up to now, the rulers of the world have managed to change nothing. it doesnt need to be anything special, as long as i can use it to spark off such a revolution... it will give me the ultimate control i am looking for..."