Stupid term starting tmr. and still left with so many unfinished projects.
This term break was supposed to be filled with work, but i ended up slacking a hell lot more than i should have. and i wasted it on pretty pointless things like rewatching dramas that i have already watched.
This season i was watching shokojo seira... mainly for the girl... but it was quite good. and it just ended :/ damn sian. hope theres a new shida mirai drama next season... was trying to watch 14 sai no haha but cant find proper episodes... all of the videos have unsynchronised audio/video...
I also watched tantei gakuen q and the queens classroom just for the actress... and just rewatched maou last night. sian.
For anime, ive been watching less nowadays as i somehow seem to like dramas now. now i dont have that determination to finish watching a show to the end if i get bored of it. i dropped many series halfway this time... only finished the sacred blacksmith, seitokai no ichizon, darker than black, umineko... and a few others. and all the endings were somewhat disappointing...
Then theres all the projects that i havent touched... most importantly is psychology... but wtf... my group is practically next to useless... and so is the teacher. im like doing everything myself. whatever... then theres procoi, msa, modsim... and others... haix. seriously wondering if a can get another perfect sem... let alone full Zs...
Stuff to look forward to so far: bloody monday 2, dance in the vampire bund, hidden god, omamori himari, SIP... and watching 14 sai no haha and taiyo no uta when i have time...

"The world is tragedic to those who feel, but comedic to those who think."

Today, i watched the jdrama "1 litre of tears". it was a great show, and made me realise that any random jdrama i pick from that long list beats singapore drama hands down. it was quite sad and touching... to be the first show to actually make me feel like crying. somehow, watching the cute girl suffer like that, and yet not give up to the very end... makes me see life differently, i guess?

"Plants and animals, from the moment they are born, already know how long their lives will last and live it to the fullest. Humans are the only greedy ones who try to prolong their lives, even though they spend most of it wasting away."

"Although I receive many dirty stares, I am sure that among them, there are gentle ones." - Ikeuchi Aya

First post of sem 2.2!
I randomly felt like blogging even though i have nth to blog about... life is as boring as usual... school sucks... go home also nothing fun to do...
This sem is quite heavy content-wise... a lot of difficult subjects. and until now im still in the holiday mood. havent get fully used to the school mood even though its nearly the term test time -.-
One very stupid thing about this sem: MY CDS GROUP SUCKS! really cmi that kind. sms them, email them, msn them, either no reply or must wait a few days at least. ask them stay back after class they stay 5 mins and then hurry to rush off liao. fucked up la. this cds die liao. 35% group project somemore. kns. should have fucking taken the certificate program for psychology... at least i know that whatever group i kenna, its in the top 10% of their course so should at least have some standard... then the teacher like hinting im a bad leader like that. i mean thats very unfair la. u give me a group of shit and ask me to lead, what can i do? its like playing chess with 3 pawns scattered all over the board and 1 powerful queen... the queen cant do much cos it has to waste time to cover the pawns uselessness. seriously wonder if i can get full Z for this sem...
Some random stuff about sch...
Mp/sip grouping has been decided already.. not bad... feels a bit like a harem lol, but nah. the group seems quite strong but i dunno if can work well together... and i think we sorta chose the wrong field -.- picked systems engineering without really knowing what it is.
Before Mp/sip, we have to do some lousy course called up ur ass service. stupid la waste time one. the deadline for registration was 15/11. i wrote my name on the notice board after the deadline. but they still email me that i was accepted and ask me to go pay 20 bucks. so i went there today. my name not on the list -.- dunno wth la. ask me pay then my name not there. at most take in the 2 months hols lor...
And now our class activity seems to have become bridge -.- like, before class, during free period, after school, and even those short 10 min breaks, we will be playing bridge >.> hm. but its quite fun so wad the heck.
Outside of school...
My desktop broke down... graphic card crashed... damn sian. cant play mmos and cant print anything.
Anime for this season is not bad. i expected to watch a lot but it seems i really have no time, plus its hard to find the episodes cos of the problems with veoh player. think the best is seitokai no ichizon for its jokes, but kiss x sis 3 was not bad as well...
Only new drama worth watching is liar game s2... one of the few drama worth watching in the world anyway. most dramas, especially singaporean ones... just plain suck. no creativity. its always themed around family or love. another thing, every kind of drama i watch, i will surely see one character that pisses me off until i cannot watch the drama. thats why i only bother to watch dramas that show creativity... like liar game, kurosagi, maou...
Very sian liao. gonna do psycho project...
Happy birthday jingyi.

"Saving one person means being unable to save another. Even superheroes can only save those whom they decide to save. Suppose there were a robber who took some hostages with the intent to kill them. Most of the time, at least one hostage would be killed. And even if some miracle allowed for all the hostages to be saved, there would still be one person who isn't saved - the robber whose hostages were rescued. The only people a superhero can save are those he decides to save. That is why... even god cannot save everyone."

Exam results are in at last... i dunno what i should be feeling so i shall just be my emotionless self...
For one thing, im quite... relieved that i got As for pmi and sociology when i thought i was gonna get Bs. on the other hand... ob and eemacc, which i was most confident in and expecting to get Z, only netted me As. so overall for this sem is 2z 4a, which is far from the promise i made long ago... so: sorry mei >.<
At least this load of nonsense doesnt drag my gpa down, lazy to check due to the lagginess of the site, but i think its 3.94. not bad la... haix. now i keep cursing the first sem for spoiling it. mei also finally hit the 3.9 mark! happy for her =)

Now that i can throw school aside for the next month, its time to play all those games ive been saving up ~ i kinda slacked during the exam period by completing valkyrie profile 2 during study week, stupid mistake... this line always makes me laugh, although theres nothing funny at all about it:
"This is one of the Four Treasures indeed. That I have come to possess such splendor so quickly owes solely to your labours." (while staring at a girls underwear)

Anyway. time to go play the fatal frames... still headache whether to play 1 or 3. 1 has the cute girl, is more scary and has a better story, but 3 has better gameplay and graphics... hm. wadeva. shall decide when im in front the cd drawer.

Long while since the last update. actually i didnt wanna blog today, but something really pissed me off so i had better vent some frustration here.
Happy stuff first: school is over for the long break! finally completed valkyrie profile 2 - hrist, lenneth, freya and alicia are pretty... playing fatal frame 2 on hard, its quite easy so far... didnt even get hit once, but i missed one ghost pic again and had to restart then got sianned. long rant below.

Ok, so today i was intending to go to our condos gym with my bro and lyx. at there, usually we just get whoever is inside to open the door for us. usually the ppl are nice enough to. but no, today there was a mofo (actually a fofo, since it was a bitch, but who cares). in any case this bitch refused to open the door and even stopped another man from doing so, cos we apparently are outsiders who have nothing better to do, and cannot afford the 2 bucks fee at outisde gyms, hence we took the trouble to sneak into our own condo's gym. yup, it makes perfect sense alright, no shit. she can be the next detective conan. i had my resident card with me, but since my bro and lyx didnt, same crap came from the same bitch, no resident card no enter bla bla bla. think she so chio somemore wear sports bra and shorts? some ugly 50+ y/o obasan nia. might as well dont wear, so flat chested nothing to see anyway. my opinion of the man there changed from a nice man to a ballless man who cant stand up to a dog. after she threw whatever weight she had there around, we just left and went to the management office to tell them we want to use the gym and we are residents of the condo. the person, who apparently works for the "management" asks us to ask the security guard for details. like... wow? shouldnt the management know more about the policies than a guard? the security guard also dunno die until where, took a good 20 mins to return to his desk. where was he before that, patrolling? nah, just lounging by the poolside chatting with residents. AND then he gave the same crap about how we are not residents, must show card then can enter bla bla bla... omg uncle how many times u see me walking home liao!!! how many times u asked me whether or not i was a resident and how many times have i answer yes to ur bloody face? i know the maintenance fee for this condo is somewhat low, but it doesnt justify hiring second rate crap like that... never had such nonsense problems before the security company changed to this. the old security guards were great, not only they can remember our faces properly, they were friendly also, unlike the present ones... and i mean, the savings we get from the low monthly fees already go into having to PAY for the shuttle bus service, whereas other condos shuttle bus is free...

So yea... was fucking irritated. spoil my whole day. i had been reading onani master kurosawa and contemplated revenge, but... that woman just isnt worthy of my justice. when i get my resident card im gonna smack her face with it... at the same time give her the hell bank notes im keeping at home. a bitch like her will probably need it soon... went to play bball after that.

Ok end of rant. TL, DR? a bitch earned my annoyance and i realized how much my condo has degraded over the past 13 years; thats basically it.

On note about onani master kurosawa. great manga series and nice references to death note. no weakling characters which is always nice, and a strong central plot with un-cliche twists and developments... similar to death note but with a much stronger ending...

Time to go play other things... damnned accursed bitch spoilt my originally great day... great timing to use this line:

"As her flesh was crushed and the scent of her blood filled the air, I with my hollow heart stood gazing upon my masterpiece."

I have been away for quite some time now. The reason for this may come as a surprise to you, but I believe it will be a pleasant one. I will detail it all here when I have gathered the salient facts, of which I have few and almost all are confused. The bare truth of the incident is, however, unconfused, and as clear to me as my own flesh and blood. It is what we all strive for, even if we do not always believe in it. I hope it will bring enlightenment to you as it did for me. I have done it, albeit only temporarily and entirely by accident - I have been to the Digital World.

Today morning was the last term test paper. quite o-k la. just that they test a lot of stuff that came from tutorial, a bit no kick. wadeva at least its over, but now the floodgates restraining the projects have been raised and the projects will come gushing at full force... LOL -.- hm i think the paper was probably easy, so many ppl left within 30 mins... i over there struggling to write...
After that, went to ehub with jingyi and jimmy to watch blood. funny sia. i managed to disguise myself as 18!!! the guy asked for ic, jimmy showed his and said "all same class" then my hands were full with stuff so i just fake that i have trouble showing, then dont need show... surprised he didnt check jingyi's one, she dont look 18 la -.- i was nearly tempted to have my early supper... but since my killing intent stunned him, i didnt need to do anything. heh.
The movie quite sian la. the censorship board like overreacting ba. m18 for what shit... no sexual scenes, a bit of blood splashing here and there only, and somemore the blood so fake -.- the show was not so bad... but pity i watched the original then kept making comparisons... the storyline changed a lot and the ending was total nonsense. they make the 'onigen' seem like some pro... but she died in less than 10mins -.- ah whatever. the girl was cute, thats enough.
On that note... why isit that movies are restricted... if children wan watch r21 just let them watch la, no big deal... eventually they will also watch wad. if the argument is that it influences the child, means he will remain a virgin forever if he dun watch? better for the younger generation to know exactly how ugly the world is to prepare them for it. of cos if they kenna mentally scarred its their own prob la, but other than that... =/ anyway, cinemas arent the only place to watch movies, theyr just losing their revenue for nothing...
Went to eat lunch after that... i over there eating they two watching me... talked some crap and went to play pool after lunch.
The pool salon was nearly empty when we went in... saw one cute girl there i thought is from my sec4 class, she also keep looking at me, but i think wrong person la. played for a while, then we taught jingyi the basics. she seems to have potential sia... already can make all the corner shots and do some easy cuttings... then suddenly saw dada over there playing with his frens -.- by this time the place was packed like sardines... each table apart from ours got at least 5 - 10 ppl, and got ppl outside waiting for table somemore.
After pooling for 2hrs+, jingyi went home, jimmy went to kbox with our class (all along above us!?) i went to the bowling alley to see dada play with his class. the moment i arrived he threw a gutter ball... lol. went home after a while.

Recently started playing some games. especially fatal frame 2 and eternal poison. ff2is nice, very scary-themed, the girls are cute... but the camera is shit... eternal poison, another turn-based strategy game! finally found one worth playing after soul nomad. the girls quite chio also, but the battle scenes are quite a waste of time... game progress also quite slow... after all that i still have so many things i wanna do. play fatal frame 1, fatal frame 3(?), valkyrie profile 2, final fantasy x and x2... watch hanaukyo maid team, bloody monday, brown sugar something, read hana to akuma and ALIVE... ahhhh. i badly need the two months break la...

Ohya, ive recently taken an interest in tarot cards, no idea what sparked it. favourite card for now is the Queen of Cups in inverted position, signifying a deceitful friend who appears pure hearted but is actually treacherous and manipulative. sounds alot like me xD

"People cling to numbers and power out of fear of being hurt, chastising that which were good as if it were evil, persecuting those who do not follow the masses. Telling themselves they cannot grow strong, they hide within their shells of denial. But He would no longer run away from himself. He stepped quietly forward..."

One week of sch has passed. one week of time wasted, dunno how many more to go. this sem, the subjects im taking really sucks like nobodys business. like, all are boring except for organisational behaviour... all need to buy expensive books... and it seems like all the projects need to submit interim report, meaning no more last minute chionging. sian. ITS A CONSPIRACY...
Alright, so ytd i went to crash bubs lecture cos i was bored. quite amazed to see the whole lecture quite full sia, cos my lectures are considered high attendance if half of the ppl attend? quite alot of nice girls also... like way more than my batch la.
Today, was a sucky day. apparently theres this birthday celebration for the dunno-which-month-babies in my class, no one told me, and yet ppl can ask me why i didnt go. like what the hell sia. somemore the thing started at 11am. someone called me at 12.45 and ask why i didnt go. lmao sia. wan call then call around 11 and ask why im not there la -.- whatever... it gave me some time to watch my animes...
Ok...now what to write about. hm o ya, last night i watched "the hills have eyes", quite interesting. but the first 30min of the movie is rubbish la. but the death scenes were somewhat not bad to see la, like got one person blow his own head up with a shotgun, then another one kenna impaled by a pickaxe and repeatedly lifted/slammed onto the ground. but watching this kind of movie must watch with like-minded ppl sia, watch alone i dont laugh much when ppl die... and haha my mum say im sadistic -.- hm then i went on to watch "the last house on the left"... watch the first part only, after the girls died i cant be bothered liao.
Speaking of movies, horsemen shld be out soon... notbad.

"When people have someone they want to protect... they hide the truth."

Today has been a rather eventful day...
Had to wake up so early this morning for my 8am jap lesson. damn rain was tempting me to sleep more. reached sch and sianned there till the teacher finally came...
And... it sucked. i thought they teaching at least some proness... but they were teaching very basic stuff like pronouncing all the sounds, then all the phrases that ppl with common sense shld already know, and the worst part is giving us 5mins to memorise how to count from 1 to 10 -.- wtf sia. after the lesson i met up with dada, then straightaway went to change my cds to sociology... wanted to take psychology but ill take it with him next sem... jap, watch anime also can learn...
Walked around tp while waiting for his 11am lecture. saw amber and chatted together for a bit then we all left.
First time i went into the lower floor lt, ha. nothing interesting though -.- just looked around, his course only got 7 girls, and 5 are in his class, which is quite a 'lucky' 5/7... but... /facepalm. nuff' said. oh and the lecture was about si units, converting between cm and m, kg and g and all that, as well as a bit of standard form... lol sia.
After that we had lunch... then he came to my lecture to slack. not as sian as the previous lecture but still quite sian, some basic accounting knowledge only. at least this time... for the first time... i got someone to talk to -.-
After that he left for his own class and i went for org behavior lecture... damn nice sia the lecture. the teacher quite funny, but thats beside the point. he said management is like motivating your subordinates to have the same objective as you and u just need to direct them to do your job... haha i was thinking of maou, manipulating ppl to kill others without dirtying ur own hand. haha then cos of this i was laughing alot.
Next was some bubbish lecture. the lecturer decided to no-show. waste our 1 hour. then we went to decan lab, teacher also dunno disappear where. end up our dismissal time from 6 became 4+. then since early i went em to cut hair.
Saw daniel (not danny mercatty) at the bus stop, but we didnt talk to each other. bub came then we went for dinner... talking about his newfound poly life etc.
Jus checked my timetable... yea i got my sociology, in quite good timeslots... tuesday 6pm to 7pm, and wed 2 - 4pm. not bad... no ridiculous breaks anymore, and hopefully this subject is interesting...
Ok... seems like in the past few hours i wasnt online, alot of anime updates... have to go chiong all the upcoming ones, seems like i cant watch the supercute minami haruka today =/

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The nostalgic river of sweetfish that passes through my beloved hometown. The ones that aim for the golden village, follow this and search for the key.

Going down the river, there is a village. Search for the shore the two will tell you of. There, the key to the golden village sleeps.

Ones who find the key, should follow what is written below and travel to the golden village.

On the first night, offer the six chosen by the key as sacrifice.
On the second night, the ones that remain will tear up the two who get close.
On the third night, the ones that remain will praise my honourable name.
On the fourth night, gouge the head and kill.
On the fifth night, gouge the chest and kill.
On the sixth night, gouge the stomach and kill.
On the seventh night, gouge the knees and kill.
On the eighth night, gouge the legs and kill.
On the ninth night, the witch will revive, and none shall survive.
On the tenth night, the journey will be over, and you will have arrived at the village of gold.

Ah sch starting tmr. sian la hols over like so fast. got myself addicted to k-on... mio <3
Seems like this holiday i didnt really do anything special, aside from going to surabaya. hm -.- and im quite surprised cos im not complaining much about sch tmr... in fact quite looking forward to it...
So i was trying to find a nice mmo to play to waste some time... thought of going back to fiesta but i already gave all my money to a friend >.> though i still have those equips... then cabal... but i got only like 2 friends there... and its a grindfest... i tried out wind slayer, but i hate the emphasis on pvp, plus the pve really sucks... i thought of playing secret of the solstice, but i hate the weight system... latale? no friends also... then i saw one that seems damn nice, got vampires somemore.. darkeden i think. but another pvp-oriented game... haix. find game also so much trouble. if only sp didnt close...
So... ive been watching some new anime this season... not as many as last time though, cos this season seems to have a lot of shows that seem stupid. from wad i had bothered to watch, k-on is cute, asura, phantom, valkyria and pandora seem interesting and have cute girls... found out that umineko is gonna air in july ~ also watched this jdrama maou, damn nice sia. quite similar to code geass, only bad thing is no cute girls.
Hm now about sch... the timetable seems really crap. i like it that all the lessons are sorta packed together so theres no free periods, but the gaps between real lessons and my cds is just ridiculous... 3 hrs at one shot on tuesday, meaning i have to go school at 8am... lesson till 10, and then slack 3 hours... wtf sia. wed even worse, 5 hours break... maybe i should change cds to psychology. looking forward to schooling with dada and "zack" (LOL), and also the promise to get full distinctions this sem...
Gtg for dinner... heh.

Hm today was not bad.
Started the day playing l4d... lol. played some easy campaigns to collect crappy achievements first -.- then played coop mode with bub... some jap strangers joined our game... wth. whatever la... then played some versus with bub. funny sia, one guy on the other team keep talking in alltalk, then their team thrashed us at the end of the map. on our turn we owned them quite near the starting part... divide and conquer... then we became friends -.-
Got sian so i went up to watch bub play... then after a while he started playing WoW. hm its not bad for an mmo la. maybe if i had started when it first came out or something -.- the girls seem chio... ha.
Went to downtown east for dinner... ate subway. first time lol. the sub not bad but the cookies suck -.- and not bad got one quite-chio bu mugging there...
Went to play pool after that. like so empty sia. and play until like shit -.- somemore the stupid background song... walao eh.
Went to the arcade after pooling, played time crisis 4 with the leftover money from last time... lol. they finally fixed the step of that machine...
Then we went to ntuc cos bub wanted tapioca -.- searched around but cant find so ended up buying a large packet... difficult to open sia. walked to bus stop and took 3 home... saw 2 chio bu on the bus. when alighting we tried to look again but... some inconsiderate ppl were blocking... LOL.
Recently ive been watching skip beat... quite a nice show, but the character drawings sucks a bit and its too exaggerated at times but other than that quite nice. this season is closing... lots of good anime ending this/next week. hope the next season is just as good or better. waiting for special a s2, sekirei s2, nogizaka haruka's secret s2, shina dark... arghh!!!111lllIIIiii.
Keep the change.

Haha sian going overseas this sat... surabaya again -.- wouldnt be so bad if the girls there were somewhat more "aesthetically appealing". LOL & yes mei if ur reading this i koped that phrase from ur tag xD
Ok then. been playing left4dead these few weeks. haha i think im hooked on it, even going to lan in exam period to play, now i even bought the game to play at home lol. if not i think my this holiday will really be damn sian >.> like this time i dont really enjoy holiday sia. finding it quite boring to stay at home everyday. hm. but also got nth else to do... at least can look forward to next sem when dada and lyx join tp ~ =D
Finally watched finish higurashi no naku koro ni/kai, not bad sia the anime. cute girls, good plot, whatever else la. great ending too. then the movie came along... i thought its nice and... wtf. the cute girls turned into ugly girls and the slightly-less-cute girls turned into chio bus. the cheerful guy turned into some buay song emo boy. and all the characters became much older than they actually are -.- srsly wtf? way to spoil an epic.
Then i also watched *let the right one in* online cos like its damn hard to find ppl to watch with me. blah. the show was quite nice la, but... its an nc16 vampire horror show... i didnt see anything related to horror at all. the only bloody scene is one head and arm flying into the swimming pool but they dont even show the ppl dying. lucky i never pay to watch sia. its more a romance story... im not saying the movie sucked though, just has a misleading rating.
Exam results were released ytd. not bad im happy with them... and i kept my promise to bubble mei ~ and she kept it too! both our gpas went up! mines now 3.91 and hers is 3.86. sad the promise didnt include something like "winner can punish the loser" =p but anyway yay~~~ and the next promise is: "end semester 2.1 with all subjects distinctions, loser will get punished in a way decided by the winner if one actually manages it." LOL. gotta be careful in choosing cds... arghhh stressssssss >.<
Ah whatever. still got 6 months to prepare...
An interesting quote from kuroshitsuji on human nature...

"Because the butterfly wants nectar, the flowers offer nectar, and the butterflies happily carry it away. Yet, when the flowers are killed, whether because they bloomed, or because they were crushed, would the butterflies feel sad? No. They would simply find other flowers, because fields of flowers are everywhere in this world."

Alright shall go off now to watch my chio bu hell girl.

Exams r finally over. 2 months to slack =D like finally sia ive been waiting for this since october.
Ha whatever. i think this exams i gonna do very badly. out of the 9 days in the studying period, i spent 5 going to lan, 1 playing chaos legion and the others on studying/anime. and my studying is like read one chapter slack one hour, then all the material fly out of my head that kind. sians. kind of regret not studying when its time to study but alr too late huh -.- nvm.
Started to watch higurashi no naku koro ni. shoulda watched it when it first came out sia... damn nice. trying to kill a person by putting a needle into his muffins... damn original killing concept...
And i actually bothered to watch a drama, the lawyer show at 7pm i think. quite funny sia the lawyer reminds me of myself. although im not that weak to need attention and love from others. singaporean drama also damn sian, everytime storyline is roughly the same, every plot twist is so predictable, no cute girls, and worst of all, every single drama i watch seems to have a person i cant stand. maybe thats why i gave up on this kind of sob story in the beginning -.-
Hm. whatever la. nth to do. wanted to watch bloody valentine but m18...fuck sia. dun understand why they gotta put this kinda stupid age restrictions, isnt the goal of every business to maximise profit? if so then why refuse customers? its like, if an underaged person wants to watch a movie he will simply go online and watch wad. so the cinemas should not be to dumb and throw their potential profit away, and just let ppl watch what they want ma. at most some small kids kenna emotionally scarring for life only wad... shouldnt affect them unless theyr weaklings... and friday the 13th also like havent come out in singapore yet. sian.
Got to enjoy my holiday liao... sians... holiday only lasting for a miserable 2 months before another 4 months of damnation >.<

Projects r finally over...
but now got exams coming! stress. sian la 25th seems so far away.
And la tale has implemented an exp bonus event from now till the 25 feb... like shit sia, i cant even utilise it -.-
Ytd lyx came down... long time since i seen him apparently. he went n dyed his hair brown... look damn weird sia... hm. then we just chat a bit to catch up i guess, chat from like 4pm to 7+ then he went back up, i went to study for my cds exam tmr. nice sia they, never put the exam details in the tp site, the tutor only give us the venue and time, then wad seat number to sit at sia... free seating ar? -.- hm and i told myself to study for the entire week, monday to thurs, to prepare for it cos i know i flunked the project >.> but ended up chionging last minute like always. and i was logged into my game chatting with frens while studying, so didnt really absorb it... haix. but this definition is funny la. "decision making is the process of choosing between the available alternatives." no shit man, who dunno sia...
Oh and this morning...mum and i were laughing like shit la... my father bet me like 200 bucks that i cant get into the top 3 or something... haha... poly liao still using top 3...tts like primary sch la >.> but free money might as well take la... ha ha ... i hope... =x
One part of my conver with bub... was something like...he asked me "giving her a rose means u like her? giving her shoes means ur asking her to go away? giving her a clock is asking her to die? then give her a psp is what?" then i answered "ask her to play with herself." funny sia. we all laughed damn hard at that.
I feel myself getting slackier and slackier. like im starting to pon lectures liao -.- ok la but cant be helped, the teacher srsly phails. the econs evaluation damn funny la... got one question "what do u dislike most about this course?" i wrote "the lecturer". then suay suay we heard that our engineering economy tutor next year might be her. arghhh. another semester of "moar and moar".
Last part... bubble mei, 4.0! mus rmb hor... then i'll acknowledge u as a vampire...hahaha.

"The strong are always right - this is the unequivocal truth. But as they execute their right to crush the weak, they must also bear the burden of being crushed by even stronger people. Even if they are killed, they can have no complaints, as this is the very thing that they have done. Since both sides believe in the law of power, in the end, only the strong survive."

Fcking bored right now... been very stressed out these few days due to project deadlines nearing and not having done anything. whatever. now theres just pecon project left to do, but i havent even started anything. due next thurs, and whats more, monday got math test and syscpt presentation i think, tues got qmethods test, wed got syscpt test... on top of these still got to do that fcked up project AND a powerpoint for it. then when i want to work on it, i end up going to msn/anime/manga sites... blah. but i wont be defeated by a thing like this, i have an important promise to keep...
On a lighter note... been playing la tale. kinda like maplestory but the graphics are much cuter... the girls are also cuter... which is why i started in the first place... -.- cant really play much cos of the damned workload though...until feb 25...
Better start going to do work...or ill never get done...

"I have lived my life like the sole black sheep who does not fit in with the pure white sheep. i cant enjoy the same food, or taste the same sadness as my companions. The things that move them - love, kindness, tenderness - i can never understand them. the only thing i can do is to cover myself on the floor and pretend to be white. and so, i continue to wear the mask, and act the part of the pierrot."

Nothing much to blog about but i feel like blogging...cos im doing the damn flowchart now so im trying to procrastinate. sians.
These few weeks r damn stressed. alot of project deadlines coming up. bloody cds project is due on monday...i thought after cny sia >.< anw ya its stress, plus all the quizzes coming up next week...
I was like wasting my time playing dcb cos i thought cny is still far, but then its only 2 weeks away... =/ time flies sia. wonder why it doesnt fly when im bored.
Winter season started~doesnt seem as good as the fall season but still quite interesting...
JAE soon, lyx most likely coming to tp, but dunno wad course -.- o well at least got someone to travel to sch with etc etc. da might come over also cos hes sick of jc, ha...because "if u cannot beat the top, thrash the bottom." xD something to look forward to when sch reopens i guess? finally someone to engage in scintillating conversation with...?
Been watching kurosagi a while ago. its quite fun to see those ppl screaming when they realise they got cheated of their money. and the guy saying that the law is worthless because it cannot protect people... saddening, but true. "the law cannot protect people...if so then why should we obey the law?" and the girl trying to change the guys mindset to believe in justice and stop 'sinning'... its so amusing because it reminds me of myself. and the girl is cute also...which is one of the main reasons i bothered to watch it.
Haix just no mood to type liao la, fcking projects.

"No matter how many times i say it, its a waste to try and communicate. everyone is at the bottom level and wasting away there. this world of lower beings... if only these humans that are influenced by others did not exist. why do these worthless people living by carelessly rotting the world exist even if only for a day? how can we survive in a world where such scum live lazily? the asnwer came to me today. i need to destroy this world and then rebuild it. a utopia without this waste. i will definitely do it. i have no choice but to do it. as for why? all humans are waste. thats why the new world that i will make will get rid of all the humans. they arent necessary. i alone will think for the humans, control their actions, give direction... i will indicate to humanity the only path - that power is neither brute force nor money, because up to now, the rulers of the world have managed to change nothing. it doesnt need to be anything special, as long as i can use it to spark off such a revolution... it will give me the ultimate control i am looking for..."