This weekend at church was quite fun... the topic was humility. i found it to be particularly interesting, to say the least... especially when the pastor said something like... being quiet does not mean humility...i have seen people who are very quiet and introverted and yet are the proudest and most arrogant ones i have ever met... damn lol. its like targeted at me la. then dada kept on pointing at me also... haha. and when ppl ask him wad he thought of the place, he said its not what he expected. so i asked, u think mr bean the church isit? then he "YA" and we both start laughing like mad... cannot imagine that i used to be so arrogant and proud. but my "arrogance" was developed while playing sp a few years ago, and i was also like one of the best c3 players liao. so... does that mean its justified?

Squall: What am I supposed to say about other people's problems?
Quistis: I'm not asking you to say anything. I just want you to listen.
Squall: Then go talk to a wall.

May you be graced by the blessings of the high moon.

Ytd was a damn waste of time lol. of cos including sch.
The comprog lesson... assignment and quiz total worth 20% of the grade la. the assignment quite ok...but the quiz was damn easy sia. *hopefully its not false hope*
The two lectures also so boring one, learning crap... bla bla.
After sch went home, watched some anime ive been delaying for the past few days due to quizzes. then bub ask me to go lan play cs, at em.
So we went to em...the lan was full house. went to the other lan...it was a fucking waste of money la. somemore its a bangla lan. the computers r lousy, the screen is small, a lot of games cant work properly except the most stupid dota... haix. waste money sia.
Then bub wanted to cut hair...at simei... so we went there. and then, his hairdresser wasnt in at the time, so he decided not to cut...wth. then he still made an appointment for another day -.- hm but the cashier quite cute sia lol. aiya but not comparable... hm.
Wasted trip to simei sia. then went back to pr. wanted to get some food to eat while waiting for shuttle bus, so we went to the pasar malam there to see see. all the food so sian sian one.
Boarded the shuttle bus and went home... hm. wad a waste of a day -.-

Ytd after class... went for dinner with amber and weijie at mensa. lalala.
Went to church after dinner, alot of hardworking ppl there...all studying one sia. then we went to play pool for a bit.
After that we were playing around with this volleyball la. jus throw here throw there one -.- like those games in primary sch.
Left soon after that... cos of somebody... ended up taking 28, switch to 5(journey was damn long), and then switch to 3 to get home -.- but, it was a great night... quiet... truly a great night.
These 2 weeks have been a lot of stress. alot of quiz until sian diao, and term test is coming in like 2 weeks...and my cds also got term test one...wth sia. saturday somemore. better start preparing i guess...
Today, in class 5-2, ... nth interesting happened. as usual i sianned from 4 to 6. then went for lecture zz. today lecture quite funny sia... and im sitting alone somemore... peace, quiet and most importantly, solitude... since all the topics for term test are covered, hope next wed got no lecture...then i can go off at 4 >.<
Recently started reading mangas: my sister's puberty, and record of a fallen vampire. not bad sia. also started watching kyo no gononi tv.
Happy birthday jassy~ this is the best gift i can give u right now. a gift without form called memory. i dont have money, i cant give u anything with form. even so, even without a form, memory will prevail forever!

Yami ni madoishi aware na kage. hito o kizutsuke otoshimete. sumini oboreshi gou no tama. ippen, shinde miru?

Today was quite fun...
First lesson damn tiring...cos i only slept a while last night for the stupid fom report... kept dozing off during the lesson. didnt learn much -.-
Syscpt lecture was cancelled...so free period. the whole class wanted to go some place to eat...qc and i went to short circuit cos he wants to eat there -.- read archie while waiting...
Econ lecture...sian. the teacher say wad want to finish teaching in 20 min and let us go, then end up talk so much cock to "inspire" us to keep quiet so we can teach, and the lecture ended at 12.41...
Smsed dada to ask where he is, he told me "not in tp"... like i dunno sia wth. then a few mins later he called me and tell me he reach liao -.- cos he apparently lives under the bridge of bedok reservoir so he can just walk into tp anytime... met up with samy and dada and went for lunch with amber, weijie and i dunno wads the other persons name. quite fun...chatting like that. havent talked so much in a while cos my classmates r so sian-sian one... dun watch recent anime de.
Had to leave early cos of my 2pm lesson. sad... and my report is like some bs quality work...due on friday actually...i wasted so much time chionging it the night before...
Sianned in sch from 4 to 6 reading archies again. i hate 4 to 6 on weds... then studied a bit of my econs for tmr test.
After lecture went to tm to eat dinner with dada and samy. talked a while more and went to play arcade...nth nice to play today. basketball was hogged by 2 gey ppl and the bloody rifle game we played had a cocked up aiming system... hold the gun directly at the screen and shoot still will miss one...wtf. then we played the dumb mini bowling game... we got into the highscore!!! yay -_-
Went to take shuttle bus home...those 2 waited for my bus with me...then bb liao. hm, maybe do this every wed -.-

Ytd morning went sch for psps project. damn sian having to wake up at 7 on a saturday. arranged to meet at 9.30 at library project room. i was early so i went to check which room it was, and cant find the booking. then when ys came...found out tat we havent book any project room yet...then we walked to cheers cos she want to buy breakfast -.-
When we reached there jy was there liao. then we just did a bit of the project...and jimmy and friends came into the room. he tripped the power supply and the laptop crashed >.> then bla bla bla ... nth interesting happened.
After the "meeting", i went home for my late lunch. damn hungry at the time, it was like 2.30. and all i got was instant noodles...
Did a bit of my drafting and went out to meet samy. i told him to meet at the tm arcade cos thats where we usually meet...but today i miscalculated the time and left home very late. so he came over to the station. then we took a train to the church there.
The session was not bad la. ok the songs r worse than the last time and yet seem to last much longer...but the preaching was ok la. since we were bored we smsed yoshida. im trying to psycho him to come along next time...haha. funny sia... i ask him to come to church, he told me "sinners cannot go to church" and "god has forsaken me cos i ate the forbidden fruits(not the clean type)"...i told him whatever he does just dont bring a black bible along.
Headed off to pasir ris to meet dada. walked to downtown east. ate mac for dinner cos everywhere is so crowded and dada refuses to sponsor us sushi >.>
After dinner we went to the arcade which was also damn crowded. nothing to play. played the racing game, rambo, basketball...thats about it. wasted like 30mins waiting for some stupid kiddy drum machine thx to samy -_-
Went to the bus stop...took bus home while they disappeared into the night...
Watched the last few minutes of inuyasha movie 4. not bad la. but everytime same thing...nothing but bakuryuha and bakuryuha and bakuryuha... if he knows bakuryuha can definitely 1 hit ko his enemies why even bother to fight...just use it from the start la...
Watched hellsing ultimate...its nice lol...a remake of hellsing, but they did a hell of a better job... nice to see blood spilt in good graphics...

"Once you turn your back on the sun and follow the path of the night, no light shall ever shine upon you again."

These few days r like...neither good nor bad...its like,a few good things happened...managed to pass ccn without washing car at all! so im quite happy la...but also got bad stuff happen...
And now got a lot of stress liao...alot of project to do(fom,pecon,psps,qmethod) and i dunno how to do and alot of quiz(pecon,qmethod,math2) to study for next week, got that bloody mind map to prepare for... and something for a special someone... though its giving me a headache like dunno wad sia. not enough time to do, but still must do... argh...
I feel like quitting cabal le. its getting damn boring, no one to talk to or play with, need dunno how many hours to lvl once...server lag like shit...cant find spot to grind...and most importantly its wasting alot of my time...high lvl also no use...the only thing i can say is i wasted a lot of time playing it.
Then. wad else... think nth liao. Sianned.

Tues...went to church with amber and her friends. the church was crowded like anything, apparently theres alot of ppl who wanna hear that limbless guy talk. take lift also must line up one. but the church not bad, quite well equipped i would say...very youth-oriented. and it looks kinda like an auditorium for a rock concert and not a church...
First is the... service? forgot wad its called la but must stand up for a long time to sing songs. the songs also quite nice sia, except tat they keep repeating the same few lines over and over and also make ppl stand for so long...
Then i think it was the speech by the limbless guy, which was very entertaining la. the way he speak and his jokes are damn funny lol.
After the speech its just more singing...and the song this time was kinda boring.
When the whole thing ended it was nearly 1030pm, and the problem is everyone wanna rush out of the place at one shot, so the lift lobby there kenna jammed like shit. since amber need to get home quickly we decide to walk down the stairs...12 floors...sian.
Trained back home. although most of the journey was in silence...i think it was my favourite part of the day...
Walked home from the interchange cos i lazy to wait for bus 3. quite nice sia...a great night...the kind of night that makes me want to suck blood.

Wed...
Nth special la...except that the stupid ccn thing...problematic like fuck shit. ppl just bake cookie or wad can liao, we got to wash car. and for what? the money also not ours to keep, y bother to work -.- somemore got ppl do only 1 day of work cos apparently hes busy, but theres some bullshit that says at least 2 days... so they gave me one extra day than i wanted. and what about that guy? only do 1 day. bs. still make me waste so much time sitting in the class to "discuss" when they nv even ask my opinion on anything. then finally end...was late for my lunch appointment with jas,hanlin and xiaoyao >.>
CDS tut quite ok. stupid marcus trying to make me join production crew again -.- but quite tempting, maybe i join as member in name and go there to chat...heh.
Then the bloody 2 hours break... over there reading dilbert. should have planned my econs essay man. i didnt realise i had the paper with me grr.
CDS lecture...i was quite late. actually early la, but i open the door slightly and saw a guy lecturer there then closed it, cos my lecturer is a woman de. then i wait till 7.05 no one coming out...then i just went in...found out the subject got 3 lecturers who rotate shifts de.
Went home after that, nothing really special...
Happy bday jamie, gd luck for ur remaining o lvl papers!

Last night, eph, dada and i went to downtown east to play around. had dinner at new york new york since eph subsidise a portion of my bill for me..lol. dada was at the top floor then we at the bottom ma...so i called him and tell him, come to new york new york. then he ask, why not japan japan? -.- and he went and ordered the steak...damn bloody sia. then we just stayed there for a while...did some catching up and all that la.
Wanted to go play bowling so dada can laugh at eph's skill... but whole alley was booked by some dung company for their dung event. so cannot play lor. then we went up to play pool...played for nearly 2 hours. then we keep thrashing eph...damn funny. and he tyco made one pro shot and keep suanning dada about it. but still lose lol... then by around 9pm, the whole pool salon was like packed and got alot of ppl waiting at the entrance for tables, and we r like there for the longest time liao. so when we decide to leave and were packing the balls up, some of those ppl look at us la...like waiting for us to hurry up get out. so...since wer evil... we keep all the balls, then take out all again and play one last game! hahaha damn funny man. owned sia.
After pool was arcade... not bad. played the usual stuff la. at last they fixed the time crisis 4 machine also... and added rambo. and the rambo gun so small...so easy to play compared to the one at tm. but the big gun more fun to hold >.< then also played basketball, knights of valor(-.-), i think thats it...watched dada play a few rounds of initial d since im not interested in racing games.
Took bus 3 home with dada. forgot to type this but eph pangsehed us halfway through our pool games. talked more about anime stuffs...
End of night...
I'll also show you a sweet dream, next night.