Im feeling so conflicted right now...i just quit fiesta & rohan ytd, leaving alot of friends behind with no way to ever keep in touch again. out of all those who knew me...only about 3 have my real msn...but i guess its better this way. less ppl get hurt. its better to let them think "xhope is such a **** she didnt even bother trying to keep in contact,this kind of person isnt worth our friendship", instead of them missing me and feeling hurt. it was such a painful decision...months of memories sublimated into nothing, but it had to be done >.< sigh.
On a brighter note, now i have time to watch all the anime i missed out on the these months, as well as maybe study more and develop a social life instead of staying home all day. i really feel like a huge burden has been lifted...

Hmm, on class bbq day...or shld i say bbq night...it was kind of boring. i kinda anticipated that more ppl would turn up, but i could at most count 20. not that it really bothered me...i only went there to see my 3 best frens :D hm come to think of it...i went there...didnt eat anything at all, only drank 1 cup of soft drink, then went off to downtown east with e-chan and dada. the bus ride was really fun, it brought back many memories...all that talk about darkness, vampires, lunar power, animes...haha...i was so happy... and then e-chan left us to go home earlier >.> so dada and me went to eat dinner~ had quite a long chat catching up on stuff and new animes...
After dinner i wanted to go home and dada wanted to go back to the bbq, but it suddenly started to drizzle, so he decided to go home too. at the bus stop, the rain suddenly turned into a deluge >.< dada alighted after 1 stop haha...waste money. but when i alighted the rain and wind were so heavy/strong...had to call someone to bring umbrella for me...haha. but even with the umbrella i was still drenched -.-
End of day.

Recently started to watch new animes since i have so much free time now~ special a, the tower of druaga~the aegis of uruk,shingetsutan tsukihime...soon i'll watch soul eater, myself;yourself, gurren lagaan, code geass...haha planned so far ahead liao...

Shall end this post here...:) have to complete my damn project before i leave for my holiday...