Had a great day yesterday...a great night too...
Was watching ikkitousen halfway then hero called me to go downtown east with him n dada. then i took damn long to go...cos i had to finish up the episode first ma...and some unexpected delays >.>
First thing we did is bowling. crap lol. so long nv bowl, i carry the ball my hand suan until now...somemore play until like shit lol. played 2 games, i won one by some tyconess, then dada thrashed us badly in the second game. and the name system was damn diao, dada wanted to call himself shinigami but somehow became shiniga, hero called himself hero...and they called me bub while i was away... -.-
After that, went for lunch at mac...i just drank coke cos i ate liao...and koped dada's fries also. caught up about animes and other things then went to arcade.
Arcade sibei sian nothing to play. racing...boring. basketball...boring. shooting quite fun but play a while hand tired from the bowling. then got this game quite fun, throw ball at the screen...but the game so short. then we won tickets from it and exchanged for a pack of sweets...like children sia haha...
Nothing to do, so we camped outside the toilet there and listened to songs and ate the sweets.
For dinner...nothing interesting to eat so we just ate kfc. ate finish and went to play pool. cant play properly cos my crap hand still suan. i actually lost to dada T.T played till around 10, then walked to the bus stop. i waited for bus 3, the 2 of them walked to the interchange just to save a few cents... -.-
Strolled home slowly...basking in the moonlit night. mum called me and asked wad time i will be coming home, but i was already outside my house, so i jus said "the night is still young" and hung up...then a while later press doorbell.
End of the night....hehee.
Happy birthday, dear ~ . .... ...!

Woot~ exams over liao! holiday~ 2 months to slack off and watch anime.
Exams were ok on the whole, not as bad as i expected. the papers themselves were quite easy, idk. few careless mistakes here n there but what the heck...its over anyway, and it doesnt matter since im not aiming for distinctions...
And the damn examiner guy, timing damn zhun one...i finished checking my paper and wanted to leave cos i needed the toilet, then when i gonna leave that time he announced...10mins left u cant leave now -_- crap sia.
For now nth to do. Back to fiesta perhaps :/ the night has just begun... "the kind of night that makes me feel like sucking blood..."

The day before, i stayed home to chiong soul nomad, cos the alternative is the go pray to my grandparents. blehh. sat in front the tv from like 8am to 11pm...managed to finish the game 3 times already. i played as a girl character for one cycle, and the ending was so cute...she fell in love with her "alter ego". the ending for the evil path was nice too, the hero gained enough power and completely destroyed the world. the gods tried to stop him but got killed in a few hits. and when they asked if he knows what will happen if he destroys the world..."i dont care, it was fun." xD
Yesterday, rewatched code geass r1 and hellsing. then went out to watch qian bu gou yong 2 with family.
The show was hilarious as expected...although i dont see what is touching about it :/ it was damn funny how the girl flew out of the car during the accident, i laughed like dunno wad. reached home quite late then watched sex and the city movie. heh it was not bad at all too.
Exams coming liao. this friday starts. then monday end liao haha. better start mugging tmr or smth :/ i dont wanna do last min revision again...
O ya ive rejoined fiesta so my fiesta friends ~ cyall on monday!!! grats paper and calli on marrying :D *hints dear*

All men are not created equal. Some are born smarter, or more beautiful, or with parents of greater status. Some, by contrast, are born weak of body or mind, or with few, if any, talents. All men are different. Yes, the very existence of man is discriminatory! That is why there is war, violence, and unrest. Inequality is not evil; equality is.

The world is full of lies! "Thou shalt not kill. Thou shalt not steal. Thou shalt not bear false witness. Thou shalt not commit adultery." These are lies, all deceptions. "I dont want to be killed. I dont want to be a victim of theft." That is why people use lies like justice and morals to protect their weak selves. The original truth will always be the survival of the fittest. One must devour it all, whether it be other humans, wealth, power, or the world itself! I will destroy this world's lies and bring forth the truth! That is why I will continue to walk along the path of carnage.

You dont want it to end, do you? It seems you have a reason to live. If you had power, you could live. This is our contract. In return for my gift of power, you must grant one wish of mine. If you enter this contract, you will live as a human, but also as one completely different. Different rules, different time, different life. The power of the king will make you lonely indeed. If you are prepared for that, then...

Ever since that day, I have been lying. My life is a lie, my name a lie, my career a lie... All lies. I grew tired of the unchanging world, but couldnt bring myself to give up my lies in my despair. But I have gained this power, so...

My hands are stained dark with blood. Ever since that day, I suppose I have been craving destruction and loss. Yes, before creation there must be destruction. If my soul stands in my way, I shall simply toss it aside. Yes, I have no choice but to move forward, so...

Ytd was so fun~ sad its over.
Sch didnt last long today, maths lecture was just revision of...easy stuff...and business lab was just going thru test paper and past year exam papers. then damn funny la...whole class went on msn to discuss answers -.-
After sch, went to tm to meet eph. took bus to ngee ann to collect our testimonials. lol, its full of crap la...saying that i actively participate in class activities, very close to the class when im so antisocial >.> also said that i am active in cca and play a key role in media support for major events, but i ponned so often and let the juniors do it...rofl.
Then, since yoshida's sch is just like beside ngee ann, we called him over to collect testi also. but he dont wanna let us read it -_-
After that, 3 of us went to tm for lunch...ljs~ long time nv go there/eat there with them liaos. funny, as usual, dada carved "death god" in chinese into the plate, and we asked each other, why no "white sticky substance on ur fish?" (mayo...or something else...)
Wanted to go play around at downtown east, but eph got class chalet so he psed us. da and me went on to play pool at downtown for like 2 hours +... then went arcade a while but nothing to play. then went for dinner, went back to arcade a while, went to play pool for 2 hours+ again....zzz. played till around 9.45, then like, need to go home le...sians.
Took bus home with da and saw another of his friend. today is weird, in just downtown east alone, i met 2 classmates, dada met like...10+ -.-
Time to go~ got to watch those animes i missed out yesterday.

Today, engdrawing project started. difficult as hell...i only managed to do about 60% of it...and i see some ppl nearly finishing...wtf... luckily theres still 6 more hours to do it...hope its enough.
Lectures today werent very interesting...
Math quiz was easy...idk...they should make it more difficult...its always like, everyone gets full marks. no kick sia >.> 10marks for solving for x in sinx = 1/2 for 0 to 360 degrees... -.-
Bus-ed home...nth much...feel kinda dumb that i didnt recognise an ex-classmate even though she was sitting right beside me... only realised when i was alighting.
Watching ef-a tale of memories now...confusing show >.< but nice once i managed to sort it out... poor girl...losing her memories every 13 hours. i kinda wish i could too. its always so painful.
Trying to find hellsing english subbed episodes cos i feel like rewatching it, but all i can find are stupid dubs... no nice vampire anime to watch........... guess i shall just wait till october for vampire knight season 2... ~ wonder when rosario vampire season 2 is coming...
Off to finish watching ef. still have more shows to watch...and my valkyrie profile is just waiting for me to play it -_- i thought i could finish the game over the weekend, but i only managed to finish the first 2 chapters...
Sometimes, i know i should forget, but its too difficult... living in a shell of memories,i wonder what the future will hold...

Passion is like a downhill slope. Once you take heart from it, it's unstoppable. However, love is like an uphill slope. You have to carry the pains and difficulties while climbing it. But the ones who go through difficulties are just couples, while the unstoppable ones are lovers. Love and passion are exact opposites.

Its been so long since i last posted. guess there really isnt anything blogworthy in my life at the moment?
School has been rather mundane as usual. i still regret that i left mjc but that regret is starting to fade. im settling in my new poly life, although i still miss everyone, and occasionally regret coming to this course...its already too late for this. derick and me both made the same mistake. wanting to slack, we left mjc for a poly, but didnt expect to regret it so soon.
The semester is coming to a close, the exams are just around the corner. however im still not in that study mood yet. never have been, never will be. just fun and games...panicking at the last moment, trying to cram... even cramming brings back memories...
The hectic test week is over at last; presentations and quizzes are mostly over for now, the exceptions being effcom, maths and engfund lab...and also engdrawing project. projects, projects, projects...is this the life i really want? would i have been happier with mugging, mugging, mugging? i guess not...typical of a slacker...im not even worried about the tests; no, its more like i cant be bothered anymore...
Recently, i realised that i have been wasting a lot of time over the years, playing computer games. i now know that i'll never gain anything out of playing those games...kill monsters, level up, and do what? i've wasted so much time...so, i decided to quit gaming. im now using the spare time to watch anime. though its not much different, i think that i can at least learn things from anime, like jokes, quotes and actions, whereas i cant learn shit from games. luckily this season has quite a few interesting animes to watch...it sucks having to wait for 1 episode per week though. at last i watched shuffle memories, the sequel to shuffle that i watched so long ago already. it wasnt really worth watching though...except the last episode. and also at last i watched elfen lied. nice anime with lots of violence and blood but the ending is just a cliffhanger...sigh.
Currently watching~ to love-ru, sekirei, code geass r2, special a, soul eater. gotta start finding more to watch~ or maybe rewatch some i've already watched...revisiting the past can be quite nostalgic...and fun...im still living in the past...
And i finally started playing valkyrie profile 2, after months of procrastinating. originally i wanted to start after o levels, but i first wanted to play valkyrie profile. in the end i gave up, cos the game keeps hanging at a certain part. so i went to read the manga...it summed up the whole game,plus lenneth is so pretty in the manga, so now im playing valkyrie profile 2, but im lazy to play it too... but alicia is cute...lol.
Time to go do last minute revision again - tmr theres a math test x_X