Arrived in sch the classroom and immediately tio stomachache. crap lar...saw yoshi de bag but he dunno go where. maybe npcc? cant b bothered. chiong to toilet to rectally excrete organic waste products.
Chemistry lesson was diao la. electrolysis is quite interesting but her teaching style is bubbish...at least use the classrooms la. better environment. the lab very difficult to hear her speaking... so anw electrolysis is chiem lar. wad electrodes, anodes, cathodes bla bla bla. i only understand that anions flow to the anode and cations flow to the cathode. electrons flow from the anode to the cathode. then after that im lost. i wish i can b as attentive as ppl like sze or larry but i guess over the years i have developed this short attention span. sigh. maybe i shld nv have accepted that playstation as a gift 7 yrs ago. maybe i would b smarter now...
SS. did the sbq about south african being owned. wooooohoooo!!! lol. nice leh the source e. one tank go bang them down. aiya owned means owned mah. for a blue and pure world, the undesirables must be eradicated.
Recess. wad was it like. i tried to adjust my specs cos it wouldnt rest properly on my nose. then the fucking nosebridge broke. zzz. so i put the dropped piece in my shirt pocket and went to play cards. cannot see the cards properly. borrowed yoshis specs and then he end up cannot see. in the end hero also take out but he not as badly affected as us. yoshis degree 800+ i also cannot see properly.
Physics. play with electricity. chionged the experiments. and i know the graphs suck. the V/I graph turned into a cumulative frequency graph... heck care. had fun playing with circuits. then the cher told hero not to short circuit his stuff. haha. i tried to shock myself to see hw much current i can take before i got to take off my hand but i nv expected the wire to be so hot. sigh. then faizal nearly died of electrocution when he put 2 batteries together and touched the wire. then we go disturb ephy and yoshi. turns out their graphs r as shitty as ours...
Went tmall to adjust my specs. played blackjack in the bus with yoshi and ephy. damn lame lar. then alighted. ephy went home cos he got tuition...yoshi came with me but he went off somewhere to eat. or did he go la senza express? i went to meet my mum at best denki. shopped for a lcd tv and saw some quite good ones. but gotta wait for the renovation to finish first then can buy. then after that buy a ps3 and the greatness is completed. heh. then i will spend so much time playing till my grades drop again -_-
Had lunch at billybombers. the ribs r damn tasty but the chicken sucks. nvm nex time i shall go and just eat the ribs =D
Adjusted my specs again...lol. now it feels alright. almost perfect. just one thing left... the distance between the nosepieces is too big. or maybe my nose too small. a lot of ppl say the new frame dont suit my face cos its too long and big...sigh. y did i even choose it just becos its metallic black. argh. its like i everyday go adjust my specs there. later one day i end up working part time there haha.
Missed the shuttlebus by about 10 secs. stupid shit. went to walk around a bit then took taxi home.
Then the whole house so dusty. i dun even dare open my bedroom door cos i scared the dust will diffuse in. so i cant go bath. zzz. changed and watched some gsd before going down to play badminton. but today like no energy de. cannot run around. and my hits all so weak. the gay wind wasnt helping either. played only around 40 mins then took a break for 20 mins and went home...bath...
Now im waiting for deal or no deal to start. sigh.

Crap sia today. fun and stupid..z.
Physics was lame. learn some gay thing that was at first confusing but then later so easy. heh. blablabla. lame.
History not bad la. y teacher nv teach us the story of peter boy being owned. then gt this guy ronald reagen. haha so nice. "we will be bombing russia in 5 mins..." lol. then later he mus apologise a lot...hah. and we got a work about gorby getting owned. haiz. so boring.
SS. talked crap. then another work which i just finished. blah...z.
Sob my cards r with szeling. "ur cards r in good hands..." haha i shall see abt that tmr -.- not backconned i happy liao.
Went tmall with ephy and yoshi. wanted to watch movie but dunno wad. yoshi and me wan watch 28 weeks but ephy dunwan. ephy and me wan watch shrek 3 but yoshi dunwan. ephy and yoshi wanna watch pirates of the carribean but i dunwan. diao la. then the time was 11.58 and there was a 12.00 show for bridge to terabithia. so we watched it. stupid lar. the show was fucking dumb. though the gal was damn pretty and sweet-looking...haha. sad she died. i thought they could b together...andandand ah. this movie was damn fun. yoshi throw popcorn at ephy. ephy no popcorn so take from me and throw back at yoshi. then i go throw at yoshi for fun. then yoshi throw at both of us. hahaha. and the show was a PG movie but the 3 of us made it seem so dirty. hahaha. and ive learnt something useful. lying is different from making things up! cool right?
After movie went to adjust my specs. sickening. adjust so many times liao still cannot make it as comfortable as my old pair. so i went home and did it myself. cos i did it to my previous pair also... then fuck. now one of my new lens tio a super long scratch even though i was wearing gloves while adjusting it. wtf is this lar. aiya at least it doesnt interfere with my vision. but i still dont like the scratch there. and my mum says this specs is gonna last me till jc. o mannnnn.
Ephy saw this gal with a really short skirt. then he keep trying ways to see under. when she go up the escalator he wait a while then get on the escalator hoping to get a view. but so sad. the guy standing in front of him too tall so he cannot see anything. hahahahahaahahahaha damn funny leh. on the way out we saw this gal sitting on the bench with her legs on the bench. then ephy got horny. well he claims to be perpetually horny @_@
Aiya nth interesting liao la. did my work then adjust specs until spoil. zzz lar. i finally make the nosebridge comfortable and now the lens tio scratch. somemore its 3 scratches and one of them is superlong lar. walao walao walao.
Rewatched gundam seed destiny...ep 1 to 6. wonder y. but it still seems so interesting after all this time. bah. cant wait for bleach 128, darker than black 8.
Ok im damn sian of typing. shall go see if darker than black ep 8 is up yet. bye. sry to deprive the readers of my magnificence.

Got back the report book today. lalala.
Woke up this morning, im still alive, turned on my radio to start a new day, then got dressed and went to sch.
Arrived at sch gates around 9am. hero sms me ask hw come i havent arrive cos my appt at 9.10. so i said roll the red carpet. but he didnt roll it out cos i already arrived when he got the sms. sigh.
Waited for the time to speak with cher. i predicted the content of the conversation quite accurately. i knew she would say she can see the effort i put in, my overall improvement...and my amaths definitely can score higher -_- i shld hv drop amaths then maybe can get into top3.
Typing out my results...

English - 70
Chinese - 62
Amaths - 54
Emaths - 88
Chemistry - 85
Physics - 83
Geography - 73
C.Humanities - 69

Overall - 73%
L1R5 - 10
Class position - 4
Level position 19

Comments:
English - ...is competent in the language. however he should participate more actively in class activities and discussions. (and hw am i supposed to when my group is filled is egoistics who nvr let me talk to point out their mistakes)

Chinese - ...is a studious boy who is keen to improve himself and is willing to work hard. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Amaths - ...needs to seek clarification for the weaker topics and improve his grades for the coming exams. (aiya i really shld)

Emaths - ......has a quiet disposition and has done reasonably well. keep it up. (tytyty i noe im pro)

Chemistry - ...is a quiet and consistent worker. he has put in commendable effort to obtain a set of pleasing results. continue to work hard for even greater achievements. (greater achievements. like that not good enough ar...haha. pleasing results is pleasing to teacher or pleasing to student. and i didnt even put in effort. last minute chionging de)

Physics - ...is highly motivated to maintain a high standard of performance. (as if i am putting on a show for everyone to see. but tytyty)

Combined humanities - ..shows an eagerness to improve and learn. (wtf)

Geography - ...has done well. keep up the good work. (like that only called done well meh)

PE - ...is a good student with relatively good athletic abilities (WTF?! hahahaha)

Ok sian. went to eat breakfast with my mum at mac. nt bad. then mum took my report book and the other rubbish home while i go sch and try to pass time while waiting for cca to start. was reading a book in the library...then went out for lunch with a group of media ppl. ate kfc. and they made me, chau, david and kuanhon sit under the implacable sun. hot sia. but in the end inside got space so we went in.
Walked back to sch. read a bit more then went for media.
Boring like shit...i hate learning abt flash. i shld jus ask my bro to teach me. i will understand much better. and then i go there all i do is slack. hahaha. mdm riza saw me. but nv scold. lucky. but she said "long time no see" in a very sarcastic manner. then say she want a copy of every media member the results slip. dunno for wad sia.
A lot more slacking later. dismissed. went straight home, showered, then suddenly feel like playing badminton. so went down with my mum n bro. then my bro play halfway go back watch spongebob...diao. today was damn fun cos not much wind...and im using my nice racket. but still need to restring. and shit i scraped my expensive racket on the brickroad. nw theres a white mark on the frame. argh.
Sweat like dunno wad. mainly due to weather and not the game. played for around an hour then went home cos i was too tired to even run for the shuttle, though i did get sporadic bursts of strength and suddenly can play well...for short periods of time. lmao...
Came home. i feel like watching darker than black. seems damn cool. similar to bleach but instead of using swords they got special ability but must pay heavy prices. something like the devil fruits in one piece ba? the price of the power is quite cheap lar. lose all emotions and a random act regularly such as drinking blood. its a price i can live with. haha. better than one piece where the ppl cannot swim. and they r in the middle of the sea. but i guess i shld finish watching today in class 5-2 first. it kinda sucks to watch multiple shows at the same time heh.
Ok i need to watch mars vs venus liao. bye.

Im feeling both disappointed and happy at the same time. but more disappointment though. got quatron espada rank...4th...im happy cos i like that number but then it really sucks that i missed the top 3. cos i want the 100 bucks my dad promised me haha. but nvm after negotiation he agreed to gv me 50. so its not bad lar...i didnt even meet the target but i tink he knew i tried. but the catch is i have to treat the family to dinner when he gets back to singapore -.-

Aiya. events of the day...

Amaths. learnt the much-feared integration. the opposite of differentiation. but it wasnt that bad. i understood most of it lar...but somewhere in the middle of the chapter im gonna get lost again. thats usually the case. y cant my amaths just score 80+ sia. i tink if can i probably can be top 3 liao lor.. its all cos of that stupid amaths and chinese and i cannot get my pro espada rank. if i dropped amaths that time i tink nw i can be 1st in class liao sia -.-

Chem. aiya i thought i can slack cos cher would make th class finish up the paper but didnt. she went through section a and c. stupid la section c. i lose 2 marks out of carelessness cos of mixing up electrostatic forces and intermolecular bonds. grrr always the same mistake. ephraim copy from me and he can get 19/20. then i get 18/20 -.- section a was better, full marks 30/30 xD then teacher ask us to go home finish up the paper but i already finished it last lesson. so i jus hand up first. but i think i will lose some marks in section b for carelessness. how can i make such dumb mistakes lar. its a sec 3 paper. im a sec 4. and i still get questions wrong. y....hw can i be such a crapper. aiya wadeva. i must perfect my chem so that i wont get slaughtered that badly cos of SPA...
SS. finished up the chapter of venice and ended 15 mins early. happy initially, but soon i got sian of nth to do. so i jus took out my bleach and flip flip flip...see ichigo tio own...lmao.

Recess. was talking to hj for a while, then yoshi and ephy came out and, with their polluted minds, thought something dirty. so i jus went with them -_- then they keep saying "yi sheng xiang qu" or something. bloody phrase. i whacked yoshi after finding out the meaning. but of cos nt that hard. gah...

Chinese, listened to more crap oral examples. walao leh. always the same voices. i hear till sian liao... today the teacher's comp very lag. keep on buffering during the audio clip haha. then we kept laughing whenever the thing was buffering. i dont noe y she dont just pause the thing and let it finish buffering, then watch. will be must better lor.

Physics. nth to do. lent my cards to szeling they all, so i was quite bored. took out my bleach and read again but got bored. ephy lamented again, then yoshi took video. and then we both tried to take a video of yoshi, who ran off in the girls direction. i stopped filming, but ephy go point his cam at the girls, but of cos not intentionally, then szeling go jokingly scold him for filming her. hahaha sia. then we went to the corner of the classroom and saw yoshi crouching down...so... we took photos. haha but i feel like im invading his privacy lol... =p

Then class cleaning. not many ppl bothered helping. was walking randomly around the class then mr lim came in and gv us back the physics paper...aiyo ahaha. nw then gv back. then when bell ring the 4 of us quickly left. on the way down, saw mdm low coming up. didnt see her carrying report books so we didnt bother going back to class. turns out she read out the class positions sia. i shld hv stayed back. but apparently im 4th so...not too bad lar. yoshida got 10th rank. not bad. a one-place improvement from last year :D

From my exam results i hv concluded that studying DOES help to improve my marks. sec 3 that time i hardly bothered to study, overall got 68%. sec 3 end of year i studyed one day before exams, got 69%. sec 4 mid year i study like crazy and even burn midnight oil...smsing late into the night with fellow muggers. and yay 73%. so i shld assume and hope that by studying 2 days in advance my marks will double. heh...wishful thinking only.but at least i can see that the more effort and time i spend studying the higher my results...so yeah. i shld begin for my o lvls now. but i dont hv the mood. im in an after-exam-trance when i only have eyes for animes. but youtube has to be damn kind and deleted "today in class 5-2", "trinity blood" and old episodes of "bleach". so now i cant watch a shit. zzz. shld i watch fullmetal panic...i dunno leh. 51 eps means a few solid days of watching and i cant afford that much time.

Back on track. went to elias mall with yuhaimi for lunch. sweating like hell sia. i thought i gt 10 bucks but only got 2 lol...so i jus bought chicken rice then went mac use ezlink card to buy drink. like damn weird. in a coffeeshop drinking mac coke. aiya but not my fault right...?

After that, went home under the sweltering heat of the sun. lol. contractor was hammering something. i tink the tiles of the wall...lol. at least no demolition or drilling, so not much dust flying around...

Wanted to play badminton but no court...haiz. cant play downstairs these days due to the bloody wind keep blowing the shuttlecock out of the normal position. and the fricking sun...zzz..make me cannot see the shuttle. and most importantly i dont hv any partner near my standard to play with...lyx is at expo doing a job attachment. i wanna go there find him cos im sian. but he everytime nv reply my sms one. maybe too busy liao...

O man lar. tmr is meet the parents...great. i can imagine wad mdm low will say. "generally ok but amaths definitely can score much better. he has potential to get much higher for amaths and chinese...blahblahblah" lol. nt sure lar. but shld be around the lines of that.

Think my post too long liao ba. so im jus gonna blog off now. wanna read up on trinity blood and fullmetal panic to see which is more worth watching.

Wad a stupid day lar. was on the verge of falling asleep during the whole day except pe when i felt like fainting. sigh. dunno y my body is so weak. maybe cos i nv sleep enough last night ba.
PE was damn stupid. played badminton but today i played like shit. i dunno y. maybe im too used to my own racket liao. or maybe the court is too big. or maybe its the sun shining into my eyes. or isit becos i plainly lost my skills? i dunno. but i was sweating like hell after the lesson, and i did not even have much fun.
Geog was shit. i hate human geog. enough said.
EL was quite ok lar. did the money summary and it was very diffiicult lor. i tink my content will flunk. language also will get maybe 4 marks cos i just string all the points together and sub certain words in...lmao. teacher expects everyone to get at least 18/25 but i can guarantee i will get about 15. gah. the standard of my english is dropping drastically. or could it be that it was never good in the first place and i got overconfident cos of the lenient marking of our previous teacher. now i look at the compos i wrote last year for which i normally get 24/30 marks for each one... i cannot find anything great about it and i am certain that mdm muneira would flunk them all. thats how bad it is. a mere 70/100 for this exam. and it isnt even 70. its 69.67 rounded up to 70. and yet ppl tink my english is good. i cant believe it...im digressing.
Recess was stupid. i went into the library looking for someone but cannot find. now i know y...zzz. i went into the media room for a while to receive my lunch invitation and then i went off to sit with the bub alliance.
Double maths was quite fun. did the probabality thing. and then just chionged all the work finish and then play dice for fun. heh. i was expecting that amaths lesson will be used for integration but lucky it was not.
Physics was nice. free period. i wonder if the teacher is just lazy to come in and teach since got nothing much to teach, or is it he sick. hmm but that is none of my concern... went out to tmart for lunch with the bubs. blah blah blah.
Went back to class and play a bit of cards. then the teacher come. sian sian sian. listen to the lame oral ppl again. always the same ppl. i like the word ren. as in sword. finally i noe how to read it. i thought it was read as dao. so... "shi ren" is espada. ten swords. i thought it was "shi dao". lol...
Freedom at last. went to tmart to eat. or rather just to watch someone eat -.- cos we all eat finish already. then after that went home.
Arrived home about 4.20pm. renovation nearly complete...for today...sigh. still got a lot more. at least 2 more weeks to put up with. the dust...the noise...the smell. walao sia.
Tmr last day of sch liao. hooray... but must clean classroom zzz...walao la. tmr is probably the finalised results slip thing. i cant bear to face it. i better get rdy a few packs of tissue to cry and lament over the report book tmr. hope i can be an espada sia. top 10 i mean. i dunno y i like to relate the top 10 to espada...similar to i dunno y i like to associate simple words like "package" into something dirty. i see a paintbrush on someone's table and...i shall leave it to ur imagination.
Argh lar. tmr is gonna be a long day.
And friday still got to go for meet the parents session early in the morning. 9.10am sia...walao. mdm low is gonna say a lot of bad things about me to my mum. ahhaha... then in the afternoon still got cca. wa lan eh... 2pm to 5pm leh. somemore i cannot go home due to renovations. so i got to stay outside from the end of the meet the parents thing all the way to about 1pm. then go eat lunch. then go suffer for 3 hours at cca. ZZZ sia. i need to change the timeslot...
A friend is distraught and i cant do anything to help except quote useless advice from tv shows. gah... guess i really dont deserve to call myself pro. y do i tink i am so superior when i am just a normal guy. i dun understand...how did it begin. ah. i must search for my roots.

Cant believe im watching gransazers. lol... im utterly bored.
Argh im addicted to the song "the day you went away" now. crap.
Blah today was shitty. first thing in the morning get results slips. walao sia. only 73%. grr cant be top 3 liao la. haha. shall settle for 5. cos i dont think number 4 is beautiful. originally i want 3 but it belongs to someone else. so i choose 5 which is similar to 3. LOL -_- actually i wanna be 4th cos i wanna be ulquiorra.
So my results is crappy lar...nvm enough lamenting. no use crying over spilt blood.
First lesson physics. but used it to go thru the results slip so dont hv.
Sians next lesson history. went thru the source base quite quickly then we all wanna slack. then just slack lor. sickening lar if only my history can score just one more mark.
SS was damn boring lar. learning abt venice. crap lar. go whack other country. then kenna owned. in the end no one wanna help them -.-
Next...emaths. probability. quite easy lar...heh. nth much one.
CL was lame. some tingxie competition. crap. our group got owned like shit haha.
EL was quite ok lar. jus doing a compre.
CL again. boring like shit. went thru close passages and only got 1 correct. the other passages all wrong cos i nv even do...lmao.
Cannot decide wad to do after school cos i cannot go home early. renovation at home...damn noisy and dusty. so i took bus 3 to increase the journey time...then suay suay see xb on the bus lol. blahblah. his gf came on. blah blah blah.
Went elias mall for lunch instead of white sands, since em also got mac. jus ate something damn slowly then slowly walked home. and i end up at home around 4.10 when my mum told me to go back at 4.30 soonest. walao the toilet. the whole thing is gone. all thats left is bricks. i can see the water heater hanging on the ceiling...some broken pipes on the ground... haha and now the toilet looks much smaller than wad it seems lor. hope the renovation faster finish. cos theres gonna be another renovation...of the ENTIRE house. yea man how fun. tear down the living room wall and divider, then install some cabinets and put this long table in the living room to put the new plasma tv. then destroy the corner part to put a tower fan. remove the wood panels beside the window and replace with better stuff. and still got to repaint the whole house. great sia. no more peace. and i cant even go to yx house cos he has a job attachment and only reach home around 11pm. walao sia. ahhhh can die leh. gonna be lots of dust flying around. plus now i cant enter the master bedroom...everyones gonna cram into my room -.-
Owned la. erm. blah. sian chinese olvls coming liao on 28/5. haha strangely im not scared or nervous. probably cos i dont care about chinese.
O so now after watching that stupid condor heroes on channel u. i must say that the parents have very ridiculous thinking. who says teacher and disciple cannot marry. also not their taiji. bloody mofos. i dunno y yang guo and xiaolongnu dont just kill them all. if i was yang guo they wouldnt even hv an intact skeleton left. zzzzz.
Sian blogging of these retards makes me so pissed. no mood liao.

One week to school holidays yay. and then still gt 2 weeks after that z.
Shall blog abt today's "interesting" events...
Arrived at sch damn early. like around 6.40 or wad. then i jus sit at the table and sleep. woke up around 7. not many ppl around. went back to sleep. a while later someone sat down beside me. i looked up. audi arrived. wanted to play cards but 2 ppl not fun. hwen kuanhon came then we so excited suddenly and play. sze hao came. then we all play together a while until can go up. lots of ppl gathered. lol...blah.
English was boring. going thru the rubbish error analysis. such stupid mistakes. for a sec 4 to make such mistakes is really stupid. needless to say i didnt make such dumb errors...bleh. so i was damn sian. chionging my corrections. .. lallaa.
Went hall for a crap talk about nanyang poly...lol. jus listened out of boredom, and watched joel trying to untie other ppl's shoelace...and then he tied his and kahchin's together. and only managed to untie it in the nick of time. haha.
Chinese was fucked up. shant blog about it.
Emaths. expectd a probability lesson but in the end its some stupid kindness thing. kindness to myself i got 38/50. kindness to others i got only 21/50. kindness to environment i got 26/50. lol. wad can be concluded about this? -_- and we got a bloody homework sia. got to write one good thing about everyone in class. how the hell am i supposed to write for ppl i have never talked to, especially most of the gals. arghhhh maybe i shld copy someone or just crap something out... but if teacher shows to the class i will probably kenna bian haha :D
Went hall again. some lame lightning safety talk. drivel. then some lame skincare talk. it cured my insomnia man!!! hahaha. was sleeping there for around 20 mins to recharge my soggy batteries. very tired over the past few days sia...
Chem lesson was rather fun. did this sec 3 paper...wad an insult... chionged the whole paper finish in 70 mins and went off...cos i dont wanna even bother with it the next lesson. can use the time more fruitfully.
~To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time ~
Lol i dropped my phone memory card into water. lucky its not spoilt sia...or i will go whack myself for being so careless... aiya but nvm... so owned lar.
Bub arrived...off to play. bye!!!

Yay changed de layout at last. haiz im so bored during weekends nowadays. in the past weekends can chiong comp but now i hv almost nth to do on the comp liao. other than the occasional blog entry, a bit of pokemon, and watching bleach, theres really nth much for me to do. weekdays r worse due to sch. so i wonder wad the hell i shld do to make my life more enjoyable. maybe i shld start going out with frens. i dunno. cant make up my mind. gah.

Hi all. ...wad a corny opening lol.
Today is quite a stupid day lar...walao. actually not completely bad, but ive had better days.
First off theres chinese lesson. went thru the close passage thing. i failed every single one lol...haha. and then teacher kept adding in bits of interesting stuff related to everyday life. so the lesson wasnt that boring all in all.
Next is chem. teacher ask us to bring file and workbook. i hunted high and low for them and couldnt find both. then i remembered i handed up my workbook b4 exams. but i still cannot find my file. maybe its in the study room. or maybe its squashed under all my other books. dunno. and i cant be bothered to look. then after i spent so much effort hunting for them, teacher today didnt even use them. she just say hand up...so wadeva. haha. the only reason i hand up my workbook on the day before the exams is cos i dont wanna bring an extra book home, since i could just "deposit" it in sch. lol.
EL. siannnnnnn. my compo seriously like shit. y the fuck i go write personal recount. so overconfident, and yet write out of point. lucky nv fail sia. but i feel the score is bad enough...letter writing was worse. the tone i deploy seems rather rude and thoughtless and certain points i write out do not seem relevant to the audience. argh. cant afford to make such stupid mistakes anymore. the next time i will take argumentative or discussion. the only reason i did personal recount this time was becos i wanted to experiment with some sentences i invented during my study time but it turned out to have a calamitous impact on my results.
Class photo taking session. haix. i somehow know my face is going to look like shit. nv style hair properly. specs so ugly. smile so fake. lol wadeva. get the photo then see ba -.-
Went comlab for survey. turns out its only 8 qns. played a bit of solitaire then got bored of it. then went to play pinball. lol so long nv play ler. so rusty. last time can get over 5 million score now only can get 400k -_-
After that went back to class for another survey. i jus put everything agree and then got bugged to buy the jersey again. so i jus buy. wrote my name as Excelion. crap aha. but sounds cool...
At last dismiss...then still got cca. went for lunch at tmart and couldnt even find any place to sit. bloody hell...y must cca be on friday. so freaking crowded...
Everyone shld go buy lottery cos i finally attended my cca for the first time this year. actually its the 4th time. the other 3 times i didnt mark attendance cos teacher wasnt around. haiz.
Blah. cca was boring like shit. paid attention for about 10 mins and then i couldnt keep up...just fooled around. chat on msn, search for pics and all that crap. and walah! its 5pm.
Went home. missed my bus stop cos some idiot dont wanna move his ass hole then block me...cb sia. make me walk extra distance.
Haix. boring day. blah. sian. bye.

The results r all back at last. the tension is over with. yay. but once i stop celebrating that i start to lament over my lousy performance for this exam. the thing i hate most is that my humanities got 69. really damn crappy...just 1 mark and i can get 50 bucks liao.
Ok...start of the day. went to the hall to witness public caning of 2 ppl fighting somewhere. wonder y they even hv to fight in the first place. eeyer. somehow i got the feeling that mr ong felt disappointed that he couldnt cane them. dm has to do it. still must "warm up" so much.
That took up about 30 mins of lesson. geog teacher didnt even bother coming to class since all thats left of her lesson is a measly 15 mins. lol...
Then ss. the stupidest part of the day. i was praying for 41 marks so i can get A2 for humanities. and guess wad. fate had to be cruel and give me 40. just one bloody mark short of my distinction. arghhh. !!!!! i tink this is the dumbest thing that can happen lar. i was lamenting almost the whole day over that. felt like asking for 1 mark that i hould get but then i realised y i nv got it...cos write wrong thing lol...
Emaths. went through the amaths paper. i jus cant figure out y some ppl can get over 80 and even 90 for amaths and i cant even get a miserable 70. ppl say that i shldnt hv any problems with it but i havent identified the crux of the problem yet. either im too lazy or just not cut out for maths. but knowing me...its more likely the former. heh...
Recess. blah blah blah........nothing interesting happened.
Chinese...got back all the papers except for oral results...calculated until my final chinese marks if 54 without the oral and 57 if i just pass my oral. wadeva. chinese is crap anyway.
EL. crap lar. the paper 1 scored like SHIT. utterly like shit. only got 41/60. zzz. the compo i give too little focus to the topic. the letter writing i nvr write about who i suspect and ways to improve it. zzzzzzz lah. then after some talking i managed to add 2 marks to my compre. and ta da i got my A2. so thats 50 more bucks. got 250 bucks liao. aiya supposed to be 300 but nvm...stupid humanities...ARGHHH.
Chem. very the sian sia. got not much corrections to do. then i was wondering y only got 53 since i didnt get so many wrongs. then after some counting i realised teacher nv add my last page. wtf. 7 marks leh. then after lesson had to wait a while to add my marks back. yay now got proer marks. but im still lamenting over my humanities. sigh.
Sooo. overall results for mid years...shld be
English - 70
Chinese - 54
A maths - 54
E maths - 88
Chemistry - 85
Physics - 81
Geography - 73
Combined humanities - 69 (BLOODY HELL LAR)
L1R5 - 10 (walao can be 9 de leh)
Aiya so the results r disappointing. but nvm i shall try to improve for prelims and olvl... i guess i really overestimated myself and thus didnt bother studying much...hv to change this or it will be too late.
Off to watch bleach 126. ByEz!

Gah. my results r very bad. and mid year is supposed to be a cakewalk compared to the o lvls so...i tink i really shld improve my standard. very disappointed with results... i either underperformed or overestimated myself. but knowing me...its likely the latter. pride goes before a fall..haha. but then again im not the sort to bang my head on the wall over a few numbers.
Hm. 200 bucks is bagged. hope can get more. im greedy. need to modify my racket and buy belated motherday gift. hm. still got... i forgot wad else. and still the class expects me to pay 30 bucks for a class jersey. insane. 30 bucks can buy many things and the class jersey is, in my high opinion, not important. why, i could add in 3 bucks and buy a gundam.
Sooooo. results that havent get back r socialstudies, english compo and chinese compo. i can do without seeing all 3 as i know i have flunked them with dropping colours. nvm. jus learn from mistakes n move on...
Results known so far are chem(78), phy(81), geog(73), emaths(88), amaths(54). english, chinese and humanities not confirmed. but surely cannot get A liao. money is eluding me -.-
Today pe was quite fun. played badminton. though the racket sucks. so heavy.
After sch, rushed home...bathed and went to tm to make specs. yay at last. stuck with that pair for nearly 3 years liao. lens getting yellow... wadeva. so exxxp sia. costs like 395 bucks if i rmb correct...aiya but cant help it since the lens must be pro lens with refractive index 1.74 lol. or else the lens will be damn thick...thats y cant wear rimless. damn it la.
Went home. wanted to play my pokemon ranger but battery flat. sian...so i jus watch fear factor. so crappy. cut hair lol... then the deal or no deal was nice. the guy looks like ephraim!! then go off with 21k only. so lousy.
Stress stress n more stress. will this hectic life ever end?

Blogger is kinda screwed right now. theres this big brown box over my text... weird sia.
Shall blog abt thurs. went for that pathetic listening. then came home and played my emerald a while... dunno wad for i go restart it. cos im bored. rly nth 2 do on the com these days except watch bleach.
So...first thing went to tmall for lunch and to buy something. but i forgot wad that something is. maybe i didnt even buy...then went to jacks place and ate ribeye steak. yay its not bad. the potato also not bad. but i can do without the vegetables. and though the beef taste so nice theres a lot of veins in it so that kinda took the pleasure out of eating it...then after lunch went to orchard road. took the mrt there. like quite a lot of chio bus over dere. haha. then jus went straight to mt elizabeth for my eye check. so sian. my appt at 3pm. then still must dilate eyes and all that. somemore my eyes quite stubborn so must dilate like 4 times. then keep going in to the room to look at the crap machine where they make me look at this house and then keep blurring the image and zooming in/out.
Fell asleep on the couch while waiting for my eye drops to take effect -.-
Bla bla. finally my turn. went into the doc room. talk all the stuff...bla bla bla. then shine light straight into my eyes to check for problems. walao sia. so bright.
Lucky my degree nv increase. still at like 1.1k. hope can maintain till around 20 then go for laser. z.
Appt finish. collected my specs prescription and went off...seriously needa change specs. its very blurry and has a lot of marks on it. the lens r yellowish also. the frame also like very worn out and the nosebridge is quite blackened. hope one day can change specs. but probably will cost a lot cos i need high index lens...if not my lens will become like zikai...and his degree isnt even as high as mine yet.
Went to some nike shop to see see. wanted to buy a sports shirt to play badminton in. nice material but then costs so exp and no discount. cheapest is like 40 bucks lor. somemore the one i want is 70 bucks and no discount. so i end up buying badminton shoes. mum said its a reward for doing well in my exams. but if i dun do well i gotta pay her back. zzz. but at least if i dont do well she said i can choose not to gv her a mother day pressie. hehe. but since im so filial...aiya jus give. some money cannot save one.
Took mrt back to tm to watch spiderman. went to the foodcourt to eat dinner first. then after that justin arrived. went to get the popcorn and coke then went in. tried to do the archie method of getting into the cinema but then decided not to. surely kenna whack one.
"He has the tickets" *points backwards and walks in*
"He has the tickets" *points backwards and walks in*
"He has the tickets" *points backwards and walks in*
No one is behind archie. the ticket guy stares at him.
*Points in front and smiles, then walks in*
But surely get owned de. so better not.
Movie wasnt that good la. i expected better. though i like the sandman cos he reminds me of crocodile. if only he mastered his sand power then he can use desert spartan...desert flower...ground death...aiya too bad he didnt master them. wad a waste of sand power. and im surprised he can be harmed by physical blows...weird.
Venom was far below my expectations lar. voice sounds so gentle. body skinny like wtf. hes supposed to be damn muscular la. and voice must sound very rough de. wtf. somemore he only got like half an hour of screen time before getting owned in the most ridiculous fashion i hv ever seen. at least he managed to kill someone before dying.
Symbiote spiderman is best lar. looks cool and the costume colour is much nicer. attitude also become better. much better than the old spiderman. and he chose to reject that power. stupid guy. damn stupid.
Just hoping that spiderman 4...if there is going to be...is going to feature carnage.
Carnage + doc ock ---> Monster ock
Aiya but the movie is crap one. nv base on the comic. nv base on the game. dunno they do wad one.
Ok shall end now. very sian liao.

Ah one more paper left to freedom. geog paper 1. lucky dont need study much since all the geog knowledge has already been "pounded clear into the core of my soul" the last time i studied for paper 2. and since paper 1 is only mcq it shld be quite a breeze ba. aiya of cos to me everything is a breeze. till the o lvls...
When i came home. "ordered" french fries from my maid lol. she cooked for me. then i ask for extra salt. then gt no pepper. zzz. so nvm. make up with more salt. put so much liao. i eating that time still bland like crap. zzz. so eat halfway then throw away and drank saltwater. then my maid nv cook my lunch cos she thought the fries was my lunch. wtf. so i tell her go fry noodle for me. blabla. fast forward. eat finish a while later... did some geog tys and realised theres no fucking answer key. zzz walao lar. ok then went off to read archie comics till lyx call me ask me pei him to elias mall to eat lunch. so i jus went with him. then after his lunch we just studied. he read amath i read geog...lol. was looking around for something inspirational but cannot see any. haix. ahaah.
Study finish then slowly walk home. this weird girl waved at me. and i nv saw her b4. lalala on the way home had quite an interesting conversation.
Home! played a bit of my old spiderman game cos i was damn bored. then cant play badminton cos of the fucking wind outside, and im lazy to book a court. somemore exam time who wanna play lol...
SPeaking of spiderman i cant wait to see spiderman 3. haha. wanna see venom. though i would prefer it if they included carnage too. then fuse with doctor ock to monster ock.
Today paper was rather difficult lar. lost around 16 marks due to carelessness. really stupid. and i jus realised the physics exam was partly taken from past year papers. y didnt i study the bloody tys... its like a... a stupid waste of a good chance. ahems. hahaha.
And the effect of these stupid papers is not mitigated by the other papers...they only serve to compound on my stress. during the exams i was afraid of not being able to study well and that i wouldnt be able to think clearly during the papers. thne everyday sms...hope didnt disturb that person much. if that person get low marks its probably my fault for disturbing that person's study-peace. then nothing can exonerate me. haha. maybe im tinking too much. as always.
Now that the exams r nearly over i still feel scared. scared whenever i envisage that moment when i get back the exam scripts. i know and im prepared and i will definitely fail amaths, chinese and ss. the rest...just pray ba. father made a deal with me. each subject above 70 marks i will get $50. hm standard arrangement liao ba. but this time im getting extra $100 if i can get top 3 in class. aiya but so impossible lar. ppl in 4R2 are in 4R2 for a reason. they r smart.
In peaceful times, i feel i can keep up with u guys. but once the battles start, and the tension rises, everyone's tempo seems to pick up, and i get left behind. We're not on the same wavelength anymore, and no matter how much i call out, no one answers...
Shall end this with 2 interesting quotes...
What's the difference between a king n his horse? i dont mean kiddy shit like "one's a human and the other's an animal" or "one has two legs while the other has four". if their form, ability, and power r exactly the same, y is it that one becomes the king and carries the battle, and one becomes the horse and carries the king? the answer is, instinct!
When many forces act on a body, the dominant force will influence the form of the body. when life acts on a body, its form is flesh. when death takes over, its form is bones. and when stress takes over me my form is greatness.
Lol i added in the last bit myself. hm.
DISCIPLINE! haha.

Few days ago went to play badminton at the elias court there. went wif yx and ws... hm. i learnt quite a lot of stuff but need more practice lol. at least i now know the difference between recreational and competitive players. pure level.
Recent exams hv put a colossal pressure on me to do well. i dun even know wad im doing anymore these days. ytd i even had this sensation that i was boarding a plane even though i was lying on the bed. how weird...
So the exams that hav passed..not confident in anything. certain of failing amaths and chinese. low possibility of failing physics and geog. high possibility of failing ss. the rest quite ok lar. just hope can get as many a1 as possible so i can collect money :D
Sian. must study a bit more... emaths paper 2 and geog paper 1 is left, along with some residue farce subjects like chinese paper 3 and ne quiz. zzz.
Aiya cant wait to end this misery. then begins another stream of misery. the panic on the day of the return of exam scripts.
Goodbye halcyon days. there will be not much more calmness in the coming months. i must form a resolve to do well. lol.
Here's my resolve. BANKAI!