Zzz. blogging again. that means i have nothing better to do...thats y im looking at this stupid screen and the black letters appearing one by one across...playing fiesta earlier. bankrupted myself again >.< then i scrolled to town and it fucking lagged for so long i got pissed off and logged out.
So i went n watched clannad. the girls r...wow. kicked the suay guy 528 times in a row and into the garbage chute... ouch.
Hm. and today is a sucky day la. had to go out to my cousin's daughter's one-month-old party...and...it was boring like shit. firstly, i dont see a reason for celebrating one month old. maybe one year old birthday...but wtf one month old? they must be so relieved at the knowledge that if the child dies, it wont be counted as infant mortality. zzz. and the place sucks la. void deck. like wtf? who throws a party at the void deck? argh. i probably dont even need to mention it was held right beside a construction site. wads more, the ppl there...r like...so not worth talking to la. was sitting at the corner with my bro and one of my cousins...at least hes worth talking to. at least he watches anime, so we have things to talk about. the other ppl will definitely ask how old am i, wad school, got girlfren anot...same usual crap ive been getting since years ago. heck and thats just my mum's side. my father's side is waaaay worse.
Left around 1pm. then, my mum told me to say bye to my grandma and i was thinking...never even say hi how to say bye. so i was like smsing...and she fucking scolded me "is it that difficult to say bye" wtf man... its like...she shld be grateful i even bothered to go? i shld be getting vip service damnit. could hv used to time to get to, like chronicle 15 in COTS? but no...i have to get dragged to the party of someone i have never met. theres no freedom. argh.
And just now, this fucking conver made me very pissed off again.
Mum:when can i use the com
Pro:depends on how long u need it
Mum:r u done with it
Pro:just how long do u need it for
Mum:fine(picks up phone and calls dad)
So...erm. like WTF am i supposed to say? fucking hell man. she could have said how long she needed it, and wads more i was almost done. but some ppl just have no patience, yeah? and then she complains ive been using it too much. oh wow. ive been using it from 7pm till now..around 11pm. and shes bitching. ive seen her use it from 10pm till 2am on SPIDER SOLITAIRE. if not it would be one of those retarded games where u line up 3 balls of the same color and they explode. o god. sometimes even family can turn against u for a simple thing like this. blood is thicker than water my foot. im sure none of my frens would do that. dont even consider my feelings. i wish i could just be like byakuya and throw away all my emotions then i wouldnt have to suffer so often. no wonder teens nowadays r getting estranged from their parents and hang out more with frens.
Making things worse, no bleach 304 this week. lucky there was clannad and ninomiya if not my mood will still be very bad now. haix.
This seems more like venting anger than a blog post...zzz. cant help it though. bad day.

"War goddess," she had heard someone call her once. Despite taking losses, RUBY stiill achieved victory after victory and advanced on Untide, the capital of Maletta. In order to focus on defending their own country, Dalkia annulled their alliance with Maletta. Nevertheless, the capital of Maletta projected a fearsome presence. One could keenly feel the darkness of its violent past. And now, the emperor ordered the Grandall forces to advance yet again...One single soldier, with sword held high and eyes determined, charged ahead of the ranks as she shouted her order. "War goddess," she had heard someone call her once.

Tadas. long time no blog. nth to blog. tmrs the last day of my trip. dunno if i shld feel sad or happy. heres quite nice but i tink im falling ill from the polluted air. everyone in my family tio sore throat liao. bro and mum tio flu as well. lucky i nvr. and my dad is completely fine -.- must be immunity gained from living here so long.
Life here not bad actually sia. cost of living superlow la. kfc meal costs like $3 only sia. sg is like...6 bucks >.<>.<
Then last night, went to cut hair. quite nice leh. somemore so cheap. only 4 bucks. jus that its so shorttt. wish it faster grow back. i look crappy.
Gtg for dinner. byes.

Going on holiday tmr. time flies sia. so fast alr...21 nov.
Nothing to type leh. my life is like... so boring. everytime i come to this screen i cant think of anything to type except games or anime.
Aiya wadeva la. i cant be bothered trying to think of wad to write. bye.
(wad a crap post. yea i know)

O lvl has ended, and my com is repaired. yay.
Lemme reminiscence that cursed day of o lvl.
Hmm. er. nth much lol. jus that the papers were easy. was quite cold tho. my oas i shade the rectangle shade until very big. hope their cheapo machine can scan properly sia. if not im like screwed or something.
Went to watch the peak jus to see the actress. i noe, i hv nothing better to do anyway...my ffx cant work. some stupid glitch...hangs after the blitzball fmv. iv been looking forward to playing it too. and then the ffx2 is worse, cant even start...and my backup cd is missing somewhere...
Nvm theres still soul calibur to play. sophitia and cassandra r cute! but no one else thinks so -.- then i made 2 new girl characters. they were cute when i made them but they turned out a bit...weird.
Last night played pool with bub. at last sia. havent play for like 3 months or something already. lose a bit of skill but still can play...but still not as well as b4.
Hehe. nth else to type. eheh the song is nice right =)
Looking forward to friday afternoon...

Haha im finally 16!!!! lol. now can do so many things. can watch nc16, can play pool outside, can... xD
Emaths p2 today. was so easy la. i jus dunno wads the order of rotational symmetry...other than that shld b all right i guess. tink emaths the whole singapore confirm a1 liao ba... so fucking easy...do finish liao still gt 1 hour left...redid the paper for fun. do until qn9 then time up. at last la.
Bus journey today was sian. audi took the earlier bus while i was at the bus stop talking with dada -.- bugger nv wait for me.
Was tinking if i shld go airport and fetch my parents. but then i also dunno wad time their plane landing. so jus go home lo. played a bit of smackdown. finished perfecting kane. now working on goldberg. spear is nice sia. at the moment of impact its like the enemy snaps in half. chokeslam oso quite nice...hm. FU is better though.
Cant find any nice animes to watch to relieve my boredom sia. night wizard, ninomiya, dragonaut and hero tales progressing damn slowly. lucky got hayate to watch. rewatched ep 1-3 and realised theres a ref to black lagoon and onepiece. didnt see that before lol. bt the ref to yugioh was nicer la. tink i shall rewatch yugioh and detective conan after my o's.
Sian tmr is chinese. that means today can slack...cos i dont gv a fuck about chinese. although i dont wanna stain my cert with a red mark there so later i might go read some sample letters. wadeva. friday is physics...hav the whole tmr afternoon and tmr tmr to learn. but i scared ss sia. hope they dont test good governance. that bloody chapter so long.
Sian the antivirus scan making it so laggy. go play smackdown liao. bb.

Today had english and emaths paper1. not bad. english quite ok. did the compo about higher life expectancy...then copied a lot of crap from geog and ss inside. lazy to tink of storyline for the other topics la. wanted to do the heroes topic and write about kira and athrun but then scared it wont b accepted cos it didnt happen. zzz. cant believe dada wrote king arthur la. tink hes gonna get owned...the letter writing was shit la. anyhow take things from the qn, rephrase and dump back at them. then the compre...cb. passage a sucks. passage b not bad...but i misread that they were going to the moon and ...zzz got a few things wrong...
Lunch with hero n dada at mac. crowded like f. hero bought some dumb burger and i thought he bought nuggets so i told the person "same as him" and i got that ass burger. man it sucks la. i had to waste time digging out all the vegetables and mayo before eating it. crap la.
Emaths paper quite ok also. except the loci qn i not sure if the drawing is accurate cos my range of x is quite weird. tink it shld be 80 - 140. aiya. but 78 - 142 shld b ok ba...0.1mm give and take haha. and that asshole qn to estimate the area of that...shit diagram. it really looks like a lump of shit la. so ambiguous. anyhow give crap answer suan le. quite confident except these 2 ba...i guess. need to see how paper 2 turns out. hope its easy too.
Reached home like 4+...then went out to do some lame job for bub's father's. give out flyers to the letterboxes in the whole condo and get 5 bucks each. not bad leh. then 4 of us walking around stuffing things into the letterboxes...and the noticeboards too. ha. hes coming later to pay me ^^ 5 bucks for such a fun job too. i wanna work part time in his company during the hols man. selling furniture seems not bad...
Time to go study physics...ah. freedom beckons, over the other side of this onimous horizon. crap.
Die die die.

I noe i shld b studying for the o's like everyone else...but i jus cant sit in front of books. lol... keep watching anime these days. tried studying but kept dozing off.
So wad hv i done. hm. finished watching that bloody gantz. now watching gundam seed halfway. last time i nv watch so i dun really understand wads happening in seed destiny. aiya at least now i noe more...
I feel like so bored la. there r so many things i hv planned to do after the o levels. i wish they would hurry up and come. and then get the fuck out of my life. then i can finally play my ffx...then play that stupid soulcalibur. jus nw i was playing it for a while and got owned until i got dulan and went back to study. then i wanna watch a lot of anime too. night wizard...bamboo blade...aiya a lot la. still got to find time to sharpen my pool skills again. so long nv play liao. i feel like i lost my skills...haiz.
Dont really hv much to blog about. o's r coming after all...

Saturday night was nice. went tmall for dinner. then met bub over there. after got home, went to play sparklers for fun. then kept burning leaves and paper and all that...shuang la. then i threw like 5 snails into the water for fun. and burnt one. jy roasted one and dug out its meat -.-
Got a nice video about bub hah.
School days is not bad. but i hate the ppl...except kotonoha. its jus so depressing until i nearly cried. stupid ppl keep bullying her. then in the end when she finally reunited with her lover, some idiot killed him. at least she killed that person back. BUT still. for the suffering she went thru...getting raped also...and then she dont even get to live with her bf for even one day... zzz. i really feel like crying sia.
My real school day today was sian. went thru english compre. went thru geog mcq. learnt some chinese then went for chinese test.
Eph came my house to do english. then he keep wanting to watch school days but i dont want. make me sad only. then bub came. i managed to chase eph out then bub came to play gundam while i watch anime.
Ok im going to join him to play gundam liao.
And yay. halo3 is out. but gotta wait till after exam then can chiong properly. bugger. shit it.

Even though i noe i shld be studying for the o's already...im still watching anime. found one thats quite nice. hayate the combat butler.
Its about this boy who has useless parents that owed a lot of money to the yakuza. to pay off the debt, they sold their son's organs to the yakuza and ran away. now he has to pay 156804000 yen before getting owned...
Then he tries to kidnap a girl and stupidly screws it up. the girl thought he is in love with her x.x
And he ends up saving her from real kidnappers and she hired him as a butler -_-
That aside...most of the girls in the show r chio. the story is funny. bla bla bla.
Sian, claymore,kaze no stigma and darker than black all gonna end soon. actually i tink kaze no stigma ended liao -.- the other 2 left 1 episode each. HAIX. lucky i have hayate to watch.
Wad a boring post of anime. jus felt like posting something random...

Today was graduation day. and it was a waste of time. i knew i shld hv bought an mc and stayed home to play ffx2. the only reason i went is to collect my cert. and...theres no cert. cheat ppl one. they shld hv told us beforehand that the certs will be given at a later date. make me waste like 3 hours of my time there.
Around 12 i left home la. went to century square to eat lunch with mum. then bused to school. class was surprisingly crowded. sat in the corner reading comics.
Graduation ceremony...read comics again. lucky i brought 3. during the whole time i was reading. except when i left my seat, and to see 4r3's song. that was like the only interesting performance la. quite similar to a certain song ive heard...tsk. y do ppl keep changing the lyrics of that particular song. i wonder y.
So i went there...to receive a red roll of something that looks like those toilet rolls. but this one has a cover and is slightly longer than a toilet roll. bleh.
And our dance was dumb. i knew the stage would be too small. no, but SOMEONE jus has to insist the whole class perform. thats how smart some of the ppl of my class are. class spirit? dont make me laugh. whatever.
Read the last book and finished just in time. hah.
Im off to read the 2 new archie comics mum bought. oddly...i see myself reflected in reggie...

At last ive completed ffx2. now im damn bored. i wanna restart but if i do that then i wont hv time to study for o's...haix. but if i dont play i will keep tinking about it and cant concentrate while studying. so wtf. zzz.
Anyways the game was quite nice to play la. though it doesnt hv a real storyline...still nice. the ending is quite touching la. he waited 1000 years for his lover. thats like wow. i doubt i would even wait 10 years -.-
Gundam seed supernova is funny. damn funny sia. was laughing like dunno wad when i watched it...
Now to go chiong studies and get this stupid o level crap out of my way. then ill play as much ffx2 as i want ^.^
Bleh. claymore 25 still not out though its alr wednesday. sian. tmr shld hv i hope.
Tink thats all i wanna say ba... nothing else to type. wad a short post.

The world is veiled in darkness. i dont feel the way as before.
Guess y im nt playing ffx2. the tv is being occupied...damn pro sia my mum. say the show until 8. i wait till 8. she watch next show tell me play at 8.30. i waited. then she tell me wait till 9. i waited. then she watching the 9pm show now. pro sia...wtf...actually today wanted to chiong at least 4 towns of chapter 5 but thx to that...argh. if i cannot complete by sunday im really screwed cos i mus finish it before ppp starts.
So i got no choice watch anime. claymore 24...not bad. bt diverge from manga too much liao. guess its gonna end even before the manga...hope clare dont die sia. bleach 140 quite ok bt ive waited too long...so it kinda doesnt feel very nice to watch la. other anime still havent subbed...wtf...aired one week ago liao lor...
Aiya blog abt school.
Geog...nothing much. got back the "model answer key" which is a compilation of answers from the best answers...and mines the first. i shld hv written my name as pro. ha. then still got the stupid 'label in ink' over there. and the handwriting sucks. i cant imagine it being useful to anyone at all unless they r practising decoding.
SS...haix. go thru answers until so sian. my source based...argh. i anyhow do then end up screwing up...then after that verify the humanities marks. haix. so low sia.
Emaths nt bad. cher nv come, so we jus got a paper to do. finished it except the graphs...cant be bothered.
Chinese not bad la. did cloze passage. 3/10. lol...and then some bad news. wer gonna split up into classes depending on academic performance for each subject. tink ill end up dunno where for amaths. hope i dont get thrown into 4r1 for chem.
EL was sian. do corrections. if only i read the question correctly then good liao. haix la.
Chem was even worse. i was writing real emotion lyrics on the back of the paper. tink i mixed up 2 paragraphs. and then i tried red fraction lyrics but couldnt remember before the second chorus. zzz.
Went for lunch with hero. (sry abt breaking the appointment) then went to play chocobo racing at his house. completed story mode twice. haix nex time i shld bring my memory card. i love my customised bahamut. then after that played some ffxii. graphics not bad but i dont find the gal as chio as yuna. haha. maybe as time goes on...? battle system a bit weird too...for an rpg.
Met dada at the void deck there. dots. talked a bit. took bus to the interchange. blah. guess thats it.
And the tv is still being used. so im gonna watch rigardo go on killing spree again. and anyway, is sticking a nail into someone's head and ripping from the top to bottom really that gross? maybe.

Hiya. jus finished watching gakuen alice. sian no one died, no one got married...diao. but hotaru is cute. misaki is chio. and persona is handsome n powerful. too bad the main char is hopeless.
Ytd went to play snooker with bub. surprising he can walk...didnt expect the injury to heal so soon. at least its better this way. but when i asked him to carry the balls he told me if he carry then will add extra pressure to his ankles and make his injury hurt. like so bullshit la...haha. lost my skills cos of the stupid prelims...haix. too long nv play. he oso...so in the end our game took much longer than expected and i only racked up 19 points -_- but i still won =D
And yesterday i restarted the ffx2 for the...5th time? at least now i got a memory card so i can save -.- the girls r chio... heh. but it seems like im chionging thru the story and not doing anything sidequests so im missing out a lot of things. ugh. somemore i forgot to train up before chionging into leblancs house and nearly got owned...had to use special dresssphere to kill logos and leblanc. then the stupid ormi killed me. luckily rikku and paine came back into the field after yuna died. then owned him. but yuna didnt get exp =(
Anyway nw im like stuck. got owned near vegnagun...in bevelle. stupid guardian monster keep spamming the ga spells at me...nabei each hit 200+ until i die...feel like restarting again and this time do all the sidequests and lvl up as much as possible. and also to see the real emotion dance again. but then so sad i dun tink i hv the time to...schools starting in...2 days? i dunno. i dun wanna noe my results. i dont wanna suffer the ppp crap.
Eph said he wanted to come over and kept annoying me about it. and he stupidly missed the bus stop. then he asked which floor and i told him. but he nv appeared -.- wad a bub. not like i wanted him around...hes jus gonna raid my com for...interesting stuff. but its not like i hv any. im so pure n innocent la.
This post seems meaningless to most ppl. so i might as well end it here. not many ppl would bother reading it unless they were really obsessed with the game. tsk.

Real Emotion - Yuna


What can I do for you?

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can hear you

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart
I could see a place that's something like this
Every now and then I don't know what to do
Still I know that I can never go back

But the things I've seen in those hazy dreams
Can't compare to what I'm seeing now
Everything's so different
That it brings me to my knees

And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give in to it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me:
"You'll never be alone"

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can hear you

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I don't plan on looking back on my old life
I don't ever plan to rely on you
Even if by chance everything should go wrong
You'd come anyway and try to save me

Though from time to time it's an upward climb
All I know is that I must believe
'Cause the truth I'm seeking
Always was inside of me

And when I find the world of real emotion has surrounded me
The many things that you taught me then
Will always be enough to get me through the pain
Because of you I am strong enough to know I'm not alone

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can hear you

And if I find the real world of emotion has surrounded me
And I can't go on
You are there the moment that I close my eyes to comfort me
We are connected for all of time
I'll never be...

And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give in to it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me:
"You'll never be alone"

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can hear you

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can hear you

I can hear you

Im sort of addicted to real emotion now...played the game 3 times already but always cannot save. so ive heard that song thrice. and its nice except for the short length.
FFx-2 quite fun la. i jus kind of hate the garment grid system. prefer the junction system. and the mp system kinda sucks too. i prefer the magic stocking system. aiya but i tink thats cos i played FF8 so many times till i got used to them. hm.
This part of FFx-2 quite funny la...

Leblanc: Like I said...amateurs...
Paine: Amateurs? Weren't you following us?
Leblanc: Following? A mere coincidence...
Leblanc's servants: You were right boss. As always. Following them has paid off splendidly.

Aiya. and ive found an interesting anime thats quite old though. gakuen alice -_- but i dunno if i can watch animes without fighting scenes. hope so las.
And haix. nothing interesting happened the last few days. ferlyn kept talking about playing pool with me to take her mind off her problems and yet she can only play a while. around 30 mins each time. wtf. waste my time only. i feel so bored la. feel like restarting my shining force again -.- another game ive played...for around 6 times.
Ending this entry with a quote : No need to think about it, you do or you die. =)

Sian. finished watching black lagoon already. not a nice ending. they didnt get married. tsk.
Was playing ffx2 last night cos the ffx cant work. as a result i dont even understand anything. nearly got owned in the race against the syndicate to the mountain top sia. aiya but of cos i got natural ability so i won...
Yuna is chio. rikku is cute. paine is a bit attractive though she looks kns compared with the other two. wonder where the guys r. im kind of sick of yrp. though i still tink rinoa is chioer...but tifa is chioest(in advent children) and yuna is somewhere near there oso. i dunno wad im saying :x
And i cant save game in ffx2 cos i didnt buy the ps2 memory card -.- the crap seller say can use ps1 de. cheat my feelings.
Since i cant play my ff8 i thought of playing shining force. but the thought of restarting it is so sian. ive played it at least 4 times already. i dun wanna do it again. argh.
O lvls coming up in about 2 months. after hols is straightaway PPP liao. bleh. no more slacking. time to get serious. maybe the sign that i cant play ff8 is a good sign after all? i really wonder sometimes.
Ferlyn got herself into deep shit...i wont elaborate but it was a waste of my efforts helping her. now lets see how she climbs out of this shit. shldnt hv advanced so quickly. make the actions so obvious even to those not involved in the incident. tsk. no finesse =)
Bub's leg still injured. hm. get well soon......

Exams r over at last...im so happy. i feel like a bird flying freely in the skies -.-
The geog paper today was quite ok la. considering that i didnt study much for it i tink i will do ok. the deal of 50 bucks per a is back. hope to get as much as possible.
So today the paper was green. and thats not not nice. green isnt nice to look at. y not black paper... anyway i jus did the climates, plates, and population qns. not like i had a choice. i was kinda hoping for weathering to come out. cb...the plate tecnonics was crap la. and the population also. i keep spamming crap inside. mostly not from textbook...
Black lagoon is nice...revy is chio. but so vulgar -_- and dutch is funny. benny also. y do u hate the nazis so much? im a jewish, fuck the nazis is a family motto. haha.
Feel like replaying my ff8 again. after i changed to this ff8 blogskin and went to read the whole ff8 guide for nostalgic reasons...and searching pics of it...now i feel like playing. but my ps is spoilt. so heck. later im going out to get a new one. and probably need to restring my racket too.
Sian claymore 22 airs today. must wait till tmr for subs. i cant wait so long jus to see my fav char die -_-
Ok im going off to find an anime to watch. amen, hallelujah, peanut butter.

Finally. one last exam to go. geog paper 2 tmr. i cant be bothered to study right now cos im enjoying my animes. maybe later.
Kept rewatching the scenes where ppl die in darker than black and the scene where rigardo decapitated 3 of the claymore captains. nice. best is when he killed flora. stick one fingernail into the head and drag all the way down to the crotch area. thats called owned. so sad theres one less cute claymore to look at... i jus love it how he kills. the style of it is nice. in my name, the name of isley, stomp out the life of every last insect...
Finished hellsing, its not bad. alucard is imba...always nv die one. body completely gone liao, still can absorb blood and reform back at full power...and the night is still young. suck blood at your own will, walk the night of your own strength and live your life as a no life king...amen -_-
Black lagoon is nice. im currently watching it...ep5 only. very violent...and vulgar...so its nice. lots of vulgarities.
Anyway on to the papers today. both were insulting to anyone with even a remote amount of intelligence...thats all i have to say...i guess. so easy. the stupid thing is in chem qn 10. the qn was wrong then so late then teacher come tell us. then dada and me were like wtf at the teacher. physics is crap la. the boy run one whole round then displacement 0. i wonder if anyone was dumb enough to calculate. tsk tsk. then for dunno wad reason i went and redo the paper again cos i still had like 25 mins.
Ok time to go and study some geog... last exam before freedom. the sweet freedom...before having 2 days of holiday. must chiong finish black lagoon...
Dust to dust.

Jus watched darker than black ep 17. not bad. hei is cute la. the way he acts innocent is so...amusing la. can change from an emotionless killer to an innocent student. haha.
More exams. emaths 2 was quite easy except the stupid number pattern. and there this very strange question...wads the height of the flag pole...3.7km...omg la. but everyone seems to get the same answer. weird. how can a flagpole be 3.7km. who can even plant it.
Chem 2 was quite ok except the organic chem qn. i jus anyhow give crap. then flip to the last 2 questions. i see electrolysis. ok la maybe i will choose this. flip. organic chem. forget it do electrolysis instead. i jus hope i get it correct. i tink i mixed up the anode and cathode liao...haiz. 10 marks gone. and the stupid question about solid a heat to give this and that. stupid la i can only identify carbon dioxide and the rest all anyhow give...logical answers but may be wrong x.x
And they gave so much excess time la. i was writing eyes on me at the back. then halfway writing howling she say pen down. extra la. stop in the middle of a sentence.
History today was crap. the essay not bad lar. but then the source base i think screwed liao. b and d dunno hw to do. i dun understand the picture la. wtf. y dont hv several hundred million peasants will rise up like a mighty storm that a force however great will not be able to hold back.
Sian tmr got 2 major exams. mus go mug now. bye.

Eyes on Me - Julia Heartilly


Whenever sang my songs
On the stage on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanna be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
If you reach me out then
You will know that you are not dreaming

Darling so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

Finally im updating. so stressed lar. didnt expect the prelims to come so soon. so far had english which i screwed up very badly. and chinese which is hopeless. emaths paper 1 is quite ok but i lost 1 mark cos i read the question wrong. shit. i was aiming for full...bleh...
At last i finished watching trinity blood but the ending sucks. so not worth the time i took to hunt down a site to watch...antagonist didnt even die...wtf... devilmaycry also not bad... claymore is nice. kaze no stigma also nice. esp ep 16.
So...today. after the exams eph and me stayed back for a while to ask ms gan chem questions. but she got meeting till 3. then eph also need to stay back for some stupid reason he dun wanna say... so i jus stay lo. since i oso need to ask chem qns. then we went to kfc for lunch. again. thats the third time this week...
Rushed back to sch before rain came. then we were like sianning around the class. very few ppl... 2 girls studying physics and we 2 studying chem. then i got back my physics test. 21/40. bloody hell. my talent is unrecognised. damn. that larry still go get 34. i put his paper at the top of the stack to suan the others who nv take their papers back yet...since the paper was quite badly done lar...a lot of ppl failed...the most stupid thing is i lost to eph by 2 marks. thats the biggest insult. to him...of all ppl...
Ms gan meeting finally end so we went to the bio lab to have a crash course on the whole organic chem. nw at least i roughly understand everything except macromolecule so im praying it only comes out a few lowly marks. i asked her hw many marks normally go to macromolecules and she said 2 so i said nvm i can afford to throw away those 2 marks then she reacted like so funny la. after getting a rough idea of the summary of organic chem...im quite confident in it...but i still hope polymerisaton wont test so much cos i not very sure.
Went home. bus was damn crowded la. then when i alight got a lot of ppl alight also and they all wait at the bus stop cos no umbrella. suckers. i took out mine and walked off. owned sia.
Off to watch claymore. clare is chio =)

Im back from chionging 9 straight episodes of claymore. its nt much...but still took so many hours. and i forgot to study for my o lvl spa tmr...z. injustice la. and lots of torture. sticking 6 dunno-made-of-wad poles into someones stomach while shes hanging from the ceiling. then another one use his tongue drill a hole in someones stomach and suck out the guts. so disgusting. but still nice to watch overall. i dunno y but i find some of the claymores chio. maybe something is wrong with me. bleh. cant wait for next episode. sian. still mus wait for subs. even more sian. lucky no stupid copyright yet. and i still havent found a site to watch my trinity blood....shld i jus dl it...
Aiya need study liao. gtg.

Applause. im blogging again...cos i hv nth to do while waiting for my claymore to load. so shitty. i wanna finish watching trinity blood but some bloody company went and got the liscense which means now i cant watch. fuck. this is called profiteering from teens. so inconsiderate...
And claymore is so nice to watch la. clare is chio. or at least in my opinion... fighting style somewhat similar to bleach and trinity blood. storyline seems like a mixture of inuyasha and bleach. so its not bad. lucky its not copyrighted yet.
This week is so stressful. on monday had class at night. didnt learn much and i got bored. then those small kids keep trying to act pro jus cos they hv been in the class longer but i bet i can own them in singles la. see hw their cheap shorty legs can help them shuttle the court in time... then ytd gt amaths test. i didnt hv time to study. but study or not oso no diff. sure fail one. sure need to go that stupid maths clinic thing. waste my time. i shld hv dropped amaths when i had the chance man. night time went out to watch movie. then today got physics test and i didnt study cos no time. then the stupid test keep asking to sketch diagrams until i dulan. i forgot how to draw a transformer. and its not the car robot transformer.
Feel like playing badminton sia. but no one to play with. haix.
Claymore loaded finish liao. ta da.

It was a dark stormy night...
signed up for badminton course at the cc. looking forward to it to start but the class got so many primary sch kids lar. hope can at least hv fun playing with them.
I feel so stressed up recently. maybe due to prelims and i havent revised for it yet. so many tests. next week got physics. fuck it. i dun understand a single piece of crap of electronics. hope the test come out more on generator and currents. as long as got no cro...
Also...if ur reading this...im really sorry for wad i said to u that night and i guessed i overreacted to ur msg. im not trying to make excuses for myself but i guess i cracked from all that stress. can u forgive me darling?
I feel like dying man.
Meinherr contra mundi - my lord against the world.

It was a dark stormy night. the pro sat down in his comp chair preparing to type a long-awaited blog entry...
Very busy recently. stress from the prelims that r like so damn near. around less than one month left. and i cant believe im still slacking so much. wtf am i doing. ppl r mugging hard for it already and all i do is slack. its either badminton or pool. which r still good when compared to watching animes, playing com and reading comics.
Trinity blood is a nice show. shows the importance of racial harmony though both races still wanna kill each other. and sister esther is chio.
Recently obsessed with pool. like nearly everyday im free oso will play de. instead of doing my needed studying to improve cos recently my work standard is like that of when i was in primary sch. speaking of pri sch, i found my old journal and while i was reading it i realised the absurdly low level of english i had in the past. nearly every entry was about school life. i can imagine how bored the teacher was while reading that drudgery. back to pool. quite a fun game but i still miscue a lot and my shots r powerless. mus find a way to remedy this before my dad gets back from overseas n gvs me another lecture about my lousy skills.
In any case im so bored right now. my o lvl chinese oral passed and i know i flunked miserably la. completely misinterpreted. and also i only said about 2 short sentences per question then nothing to say. with a lot of stumbling somemore. can die leh. but nvm its jus chinese.
Tmr got to hand in files. i hate filing. i can understand its purpose in offices but wads the use in class? the teachers dun bother complimenting the efforts needed to file everything and instead harp on dumb things such as updated content page and corrections. bleh.
Chem test passed. went very badly. i dun understand anything these few days. my temper has been near the edge and ready to explode. i dunno y. stress bulidup? lucky hero is not in sch and nv take the chem test yet so i can dun worry about getting heart attack from results...but its inevitable.
Geog test is thurs. mus study. very crap sia. i hate human geog.
Reading a few blogs, many ppl hv received dsa offers and i havent. this is crap. either my cca sucks or cos i nv apply for dsa. haha. i nv attend many cca so i tink the teacher wont hv a very good impression on me but heck no way in hell will i continue media club after sec sch. wad a waste of my time... even now i havent thought of going to poly or jc. havent thought of wad i wanna do in future.
I really need to destress man. maybe i shld go down to the billiard room tmr and anyhow whack a few balls around. crappy ephraim cant make it for movie this friday. argh. y do i hv frens like that. one who dun even bother replying sms and one who always got motherly problems. feel like whacking him.
Shall end here. tink ive written a lot. or maybe not. jus need to sleep early. crappp.

No homework today. yay.
I did a very stupid thing a few days ago. in the taxi. when i was alighting i noticed something under the chair that was not mine. so i take it. a US$100 note. then i gave it to the driver. wtf man. thats the dumbest thing i hv ever done in my life. at that moment it felt like the right thing to do, but wad made me believe the driver would go give the money back to the guy. he probably doesnt even rmb that person. so i shld hv kept it. zzz.
Playing pokemon again. cant believe it. dots. made an all-sweeper team to sweep the battle frontier but now need to ev train. sian.
Haix. then today go sch so boring. physics jus learn transformers. but its not the robots in disguise. crappy. took a ws for hero that i forgot to go his house to pass to him -.- now its the best time for villians to strike cos hero got sore eye.
PE. gals take height n weight. boys free games. nex week switch zzz. crap la then the cher so extra. now cannot tuck out shirt for pe. cannot wear watch unless running 2.4km. wtf is this... play badminton take out watch for wad. those pro athletes got tuck in shirt and take out watch when playing meh zzz. jus played badminton. 3vs3 in the small space near the back gate. so fun and fastpaced.
Physics spa so boring. one person do. then i screwed up somewhere cos i attach paper clips 1 by 1 when the paper said 2 by 2. so got to redo. then i dulan. draw the curve and edit the points to coincide with the curve.
Recess. bought tuna sandwich. cheap. but kns.
EL. learnt speeches. zzz boring again. speech for wad. then some group go write mayor of townsville. speech to thank the powerpuff girls. last week i taking shower, the gang green gang come and hantam me. lucky the ppg came and save my arse without regard for their own safety. the ggg so noob. wad no regard to safety...
Double maths. emaths probability. 4 dumb questions. chiong thru and slack. amaths was worse. learnt kinematics. quite simple but need a lot of thinking...for me. still got 2 qns as work. ex 22.1 qn 8 and 9. ahems. bow down.
Gun nv come. went home.
Ahhh i read the news. chris benoit died. walao. walao. walao. how can it be...zzz.
Waited a bit. my lunch delivery arrived yay. ate and now i need to ev train my sweepers. bb.

Dots sia. im in surabaya nw. weather has been quite nice la...no rain so far.
These few days ive been jus waking up late...about noon in sg time. then watch some tv, get rdy, and go out for lunch. eat finish, walk around a while then go back apartment slack. watch movie/cartoon network until dinner time. then go out for dinner, come back hotel and play pool. pool is quite fun sia! but i gotta master the technique of aiming first... then drink some mocktails and back to apartment. watch movie again. go msn a while then sleep very late. around 2am sg time.
So mundane sia. everyday same thing. i wanna go arcade play. hope tonight can.
So far ive watched The Last Supper, Cerberus, Shrek 3(again), and dunno wad else lar...i wanna watch norbit but my family says its lame. so i shall not bother. maybe tonight i wanna watch...lets see...blood rayne? father bought lots of murder shows sia. i dont even dare to watch. ytd i watching the last supper ar. its a gross show about cannibalism. but my bro and i treated it more like a comedy! really funny sia. the guy types weird stuff on his blog...about forbidden fruits and such. haha. but of cos since its cannibalism its very gross oso lar. cutting open ppl and eat. eeee. then he go serve human meat at the wedding and everyone says its nice. when they find out its human meat they all run away. but so grossssss la. he throw the knife at the gals head and it flew off man. and the blood was gushing out!!!
Ok la enough of it. i jus had my lunch.
I jus made a new frenster acc 2day. thx 2 szeling for guiding along the difficult process -.- but my profile like so empty. go back sg then slowly decorate it ba.
Ok im off to watch the grim adventures of billy and mandy. bye all!

Long time no blog due to comp being unplugged for renovation. so sry to deprive u all of my greatness these few days. and im going to surabaya again tmr morning. this holiday quite nice. no work. but i wanna do some. cannot slack too much liao.
So. highlights of the day...drumrolls.
EL mock exam paper 1. i wrote the personal recount on doing something reckless that endangered the life of a family member...lol. wrote this lame story about a gangfight and i went to help my former gang. father saw and tailed me and stopped a knife stab meant for me. then he got injured. crap lar. its like not endangering his life already. much too serious for that liao. somemore cher once said cannot make up crap stories. ahha i shall see when i get it back.
Amaths learnt chapter 21. not bad. so easy... =D
After school. wanted to go elias mall for lunch before going home but the class jerseys havent arrive...and i dun wanna wait till end of holiday to get it. so we went to tmall to eat lunch. then rushed back to take our jerseys before leaving.
Went home and watched bleach 128. fucked up piece of crap. filler episode. i wait one whole week to see a filler...and a nonsensical one at that. somemore the filler will last until ep 131 which is june 27. damn pro sia. might as well dont watch till holiday over.
Gunz seems like a not bad game. downloaded and tried a bit but kept getting owned. aiya nvm can improve de... but a bit sian. i shall jus play for fun.
When i get to surabaya theres like so many things to do. chiong movie marathon!!! and a lot of fried chicken. being driven around in a nice car. freedom to do wadeva i want in the apartment. and can sleep very late!!! yay.
Hm im starting to regret putting the name Excelion on my class jersey. shld hv put something else like Hades or Zan. nvm. still sounds cool.
Mum wants to use the comp. blogging off.

Arrived in sch the classroom and immediately tio stomachache. crap lar...saw yoshi de bag but he dunno go where. maybe npcc? cant b bothered. chiong to toilet to rectally excrete organic waste products.
Chemistry lesson was diao la. electrolysis is quite interesting but her teaching style is bubbish...at least use the classrooms la. better environment. the lab very difficult to hear her speaking... so anw electrolysis is chiem lar. wad electrodes, anodes, cathodes bla bla bla. i only understand that anions flow to the anode and cations flow to the cathode. electrons flow from the anode to the cathode. then after that im lost. i wish i can b as attentive as ppl like sze or larry but i guess over the years i have developed this short attention span. sigh. maybe i shld nv have accepted that playstation as a gift 7 yrs ago. maybe i would b smarter now...
SS. did the sbq about south african being owned. wooooohoooo!!! lol. nice leh the source e. one tank go bang them down. aiya owned means owned mah. for a blue and pure world, the undesirables must be eradicated.
Recess. wad was it like. i tried to adjust my specs cos it wouldnt rest properly on my nose. then the fucking nosebridge broke. zzz. so i put the dropped piece in my shirt pocket and went to play cards. cannot see the cards properly. borrowed yoshis specs and then he end up cannot see. in the end hero also take out but he not as badly affected as us. yoshis degree 800+ i also cannot see properly.
Physics. play with electricity. chionged the experiments. and i know the graphs suck. the V/I graph turned into a cumulative frequency graph... heck care. had fun playing with circuits. then the cher told hero not to short circuit his stuff. haha. i tried to shock myself to see hw much current i can take before i got to take off my hand but i nv expected the wire to be so hot. sigh. then faizal nearly died of electrocution when he put 2 batteries together and touched the wire. then we go disturb ephy and yoshi. turns out their graphs r as shitty as ours...
Went tmall to adjust my specs. played blackjack in the bus with yoshi and ephy. damn lame lar. then alighted. ephy went home cos he got tuition...yoshi came with me but he went off somewhere to eat. or did he go la senza express? i went to meet my mum at best denki. shopped for a lcd tv and saw some quite good ones. but gotta wait for the renovation to finish first then can buy. then after that buy a ps3 and the greatness is completed. heh. then i will spend so much time playing till my grades drop again -_-
Had lunch at billybombers. the ribs r damn tasty but the chicken sucks. nvm nex time i shall go and just eat the ribs =D
Adjusted my specs again...lol. now it feels alright. almost perfect. just one thing left... the distance between the nosepieces is too big. or maybe my nose too small. a lot of ppl say the new frame dont suit my face cos its too long and big...sigh. y did i even choose it just becos its metallic black. argh. its like i everyday go adjust my specs there. later one day i end up working part time there haha.
Missed the shuttlebus by about 10 secs. stupid shit. went to walk around a bit then took taxi home.
Then the whole house so dusty. i dun even dare open my bedroom door cos i scared the dust will diffuse in. so i cant go bath. zzz. changed and watched some gsd before going down to play badminton. but today like no energy de. cannot run around. and my hits all so weak. the gay wind wasnt helping either. played only around 40 mins then took a break for 20 mins and went home...bath...
Now im waiting for deal or no deal to start. sigh.

Crap sia today. fun and stupid..z.
Physics was lame. learn some gay thing that was at first confusing but then later so easy. heh. blablabla. lame.
History not bad la. y teacher nv teach us the story of peter boy being owned. then gt this guy ronald reagen. haha so nice. "we will be bombing russia in 5 mins..." lol. then later he mus apologise a lot...hah. and we got a work about gorby getting owned. haiz. so boring.
SS. talked crap. then another work which i just finished. blah...z.
Sob my cards r with szeling. "ur cards r in good hands..." haha i shall see abt that tmr -.- not backconned i happy liao.
Went tmall with ephy and yoshi. wanted to watch movie but dunno wad. yoshi and me wan watch 28 weeks but ephy dunwan. ephy and me wan watch shrek 3 but yoshi dunwan. ephy and yoshi wanna watch pirates of the carribean but i dunwan. diao la. then the time was 11.58 and there was a 12.00 show for bridge to terabithia. so we watched it. stupid lar. the show was fucking dumb. though the gal was damn pretty and sweet-looking...haha. sad she died. i thought they could b together...andandand ah. this movie was damn fun. yoshi throw popcorn at ephy. ephy no popcorn so take from me and throw back at yoshi. then i go throw at yoshi for fun. then yoshi throw at both of us. hahaha. and the show was a PG movie but the 3 of us made it seem so dirty. hahaha. and ive learnt something useful. lying is different from making things up! cool right?
After movie went to adjust my specs. sickening. adjust so many times liao still cannot make it as comfortable as my old pair. so i went home and did it myself. cos i did it to my previous pair also... then fuck. now one of my new lens tio a super long scratch even though i was wearing gloves while adjusting it. wtf is this lar. aiya at least it doesnt interfere with my vision. but i still dont like the scratch there. and my mum says this specs is gonna last me till jc. o mannnnn.
Ephy saw this gal with a really short skirt. then he keep trying ways to see under. when she go up the escalator he wait a while then get on the escalator hoping to get a view. but so sad. the guy standing in front of him too tall so he cannot see anything. hahahahahaahahahaha damn funny leh. on the way out we saw this gal sitting on the bench with her legs on the bench. then ephy got horny. well he claims to be perpetually horny @_@
Aiya nth interesting liao la. did my work then adjust specs until spoil. zzz lar. i finally make the nosebridge comfortable and now the lens tio scratch. somemore its 3 scratches and one of them is superlong lar. walao walao walao.
Rewatched gundam seed destiny...ep 1 to 6. wonder y. but it still seems so interesting after all this time. bah. cant wait for bleach 128, darker than black 8.
Ok im damn sian of typing. shall go see if darker than black ep 8 is up yet. bye. sry to deprive the readers of my magnificence.

Got back the report book today. lalala.
Woke up this morning, im still alive, turned on my radio to start a new day, then got dressed and went to sch.
Arrived at sch gates around 9am. hero sms me ask hw come i havent arrive cos my appt at 9.10. so i said roll the red carpet. but he didnt roll it out cos i already arrived when he got the sms. sigh.
Waited for the time to speak with cher. i predicted the content of the conversation quite accurately. i knew she would say she can see the effort i put in, my overall improvement...and my amaths definitely can score higher -_- i shld hv drop amaths then maybe can get into top3.
Typing out my results...

English - 70
Chinese - 62
Amaths - 54
Emaths - 88
Chemistry - 85
Physics - 83
Geography - 73
C.Humanities - 69

Overall - 73%
L1R5 - 10
Class position - 4
Level position 19

Comments:
English - ...is competent in the language. however he should participate more actively in class activities and discussions. (and hw am i supposed to when my group is filled is egoistics who nvr let me talk to point out their mistakes)

Chinese - ...is a studious boy who is keen to improve himself and is willing to work hard. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Amaths - ...needs to seek clarification for the weaker topics and improve his grades for the coming exams. (aiya i really shld)

Emaths - ......has a quiet disposition and has done reasonably well. keep it up. (tytyty i noe im pro)

Chemistry - ...is a quiet and consistent worker. he has put in commendable effort to obtain a set of pleasing results. continue to work hard for even greater achievements. (greater achievements. like that not good enough ar...haha. pleasing results is pleasing to teacher or pleasing to student. and i didnt even put in effort. last minute chionging de)

Physics - ...is highly motivated to maintain a high standard of performance. (as if i am putting on a show for everyone to see. but tytyty)

Combined humanities - ..shows an eagerness to improve and learn. (wtf)

Geography - ...has done well. keep up the good work. (like that only called done well meh)

PE - ...is a good student with relatively good athletic abilities (WTF?! hahahaha)

Ok sian. went to eat breakfast with my mum at mac. nt bad. then mum took my report book and the other rubbish home while i go sch and try to pass time while waiting for cca to start. was reading a book in the library...then went out for lunch with a group of media ppl. ate kfc. and they made me, chau, david and kuanhon sit under the implacable sun. hot sia. but in the end inside got space so we went in.
Walked back to sch. read a bit more then went for media.
Boring like shit...i hate learning abt flash. i shld jus ask my bro to teach me. i will understand much better. and then i go there all i do is slack. hahaha. mdm riza saw me. but nv scold. lucky. but she said "long time no see" in a very sarcastic manner. then say she want a copy of every media member the results slip. dunno for wad sia.
A lot more slacking later. dismissed. went straight home, showered, then suddenly feel like playing badminton. so went down with my mum n bro. then my bro play halfway go back watch spongebob...diao. today was damn fun cos not much wind...and im using my nice racket. but still need to restring. and shit i scraped my expensive racket on the brickroad. nw theres a white mark on the frame. argh.
Sweat like dunno wad. mainly due to weather and not the game. played for around an hour then went home cos i was too tired to even run for the shuttle, though i did get sporadic bursts of strength and suddenly can play well...for short periods of time. lmao...
Came home. i feel like watching darker than black. seems damn cool. similar to bleach but instead of using swords they got special ability but must pay heavy prices. something like the devil fruits in one piece ba? the price of the power is quite cheap lar. lose all emotions and a random act regularly such as drinking blood. its a price i can live with. haha. better than one piece where the ppl cannot swim. and they r in the middle of the sea. but i guess i shld finish watching today in class 5-2 first. it kinda sucks to watch multiple shows at the same time heh.
Ok i need to watch mars vs venus liao. bye.

Im feeling both disappointed and happy at the same time. but more disappointment though. got quatron espada rank...4th...im happy cos i like that number but then it really sucks that i missed the top 3. cos i want the 100 bucks my dad promised me haha. but nvm after negotiation he agreed to gv me 50. so its not bad lar...i didnt even meet the target but i tink he knew i tried. but the catch is i have to treat the family to dinner when he gets back to singapore -.-

Aiya. events of the day...

Amaths. learnt the much-feared integration. the opposite of differentiation. but it wasnt that bad. i understood most of it lar...but somewhere in the middle of the chapter im gonna get lost again. thats usually the case. y cant my amaths just score 80+ sia. i tink if can i probably can be top 3 liao lor.. its all cos of that stupid amaths and chinese and i cannot get my pro espada rank. if i dropped amaths that time i tink nw i can be 1st in class liao sia -.-

Chem. aiya i thought i can slack cos cher would make th class finish up the paper but didnt. she went through section a and c. stupid la section c. i lose 2 marks out of carelessness cos of mixing up electrostatic forces and intermolecular bonds. grrr always the same mistake. ephraim copy from me and he can get 19/20. then i get 18/20 -.- section a was better, full marks 30/30 xD then teacher ask us to go home finish up the paper but i already finished it last lesson. so i jus hand up first. but i think i will lose some marks in section b for carelessness. how can i make such dumb mistakes lar. its a sec 3 paper. im a sec 4. and i still get questions wrong. y....hw can i be such a crapper. aiya wadeva. i must perfect my chem so that i wont get slaughtered that badly cos of SPA...
SS. finished up the chapter of venice and ended 15 mins early. happy initially, but soon i got sian of nth to do. so i jus took out my bleach and flip flip flip...see ichigo tio own...lmao.

Recess. was talking to hj for a while, then yoshi and ephy came out and, with their polluted minds, thought something dirty. so i jus went with them -_- then they keep saying "yi sheng xiang qu" or something. bloody phrase. i whacked yoshi after finding out the meaning. but of cos nt that hard. gah...

Chinese, listened to more crap oral examples. walao leh. always the same voices. i hear till sian liao... today the teacher's comp very lag. keep on buffering during the audio clip haha. then we kept laughing whenever the thing was buffering. i dont noe y she dont just pause the thing and let it finish buffering, then watch. will be must better lor.

Physics. nth to do. lent my cards to szeling they all, so i was quite bored. took out my bleach and read again but got bored. ephy lamented again, then yoshi took video. and then we both tried to take a video of yoshi, who ran off in the girls direction. i stopped filming, but ephy go point his cam at the girls, but of cos not intentionally, then szeling go jokingly scold him for filming her. hahaha sia. then we went to the corner of the classroom and saw yoshi crouching down...so... we took photos. haha but i feel like im invading his privacy lol... =p

Then class cleaning. not many ppl bothered helping. was walking randomly around the class then mr lim came in and gv us back the physics paper...aiyo ahaha. nw then gv back. then when bell ring the 4 of us quickly left. on the way down, saw mdm low coming up. didnt see her carrying report books so we didnt bother going back to class. turns out she read out the class positions sia. i shld hv stayed back. but apparently im 4th so...not too bad lar. yoshida got 10th rank. not bad. a one-place improvement from last year :D

From my exam results i hv concluded that studying DOES help to improve my marks. sec 3 that time i hardly bothered to study, overall got 68%. sec 3 end of year i studyed one day before exams, got 69%. sec 4 mid year i study like crazy and even burn midnight oil...smsing late into the night with fellow muggers. and yay 73%. so i shld assume and hope that by studying 2 days in advance my marks will double. heh...wishful thinking only.but at least i can see that the more effort and time i spend studying the higher my results...so yeah. i shld begin for my o lvls now. but i dont hv the mood. im in an after-exam-trance when i only have eyes for animes. but youtube has to be damn kind and deleted "today in class 5-2", "trinity blood" and old episodes of "bleach". so now i cant watch a shit. zzz. shld i watch fullmetal panic...i dunno leh. 51 eps means a few solid days of watching and i cant afford that much time.

Back on track. went to elias mall with yuhaimi for lunch. sweating like hell sia. i thought i gt 10 bucks but only got 2 lol...so i jus bought chicken rice then went mac use ezlink card to buy drink. like damn weird. in a coffeeshop drinking mac coke. aiya but not my fault right...?

After that, went home under the sweltering heat of the sun. lol. contractor was hammering something. i tink the tiles of the wall...lol. at least no demolition or drilling, so not much dust flying around...

Wanted to play badminton but no court...haiz. cant play downstairs these days due to the bloody wind keep blowing the shuttlecock out of the normal position. and the fricking sun...zzz..make me cannot see the shuttle. and most importantly i dont hv any partner near my standard to play with...lyx is at expo doing a job attachment. i wanna go there find him cos im sian. but he everytime nv reply my sms one. maybe too busy liao...

O man lar. tmr is meet the parents...great. i can imagine wad mdm low will say. "generally ok but amaths definitely can score much better. he has potential to get much higher for amaths and chinese...blahblahblah" lol. nt sure lar. but shld be around the lines of that.

Think my post too long liao ba. so im jus gonna blog off now. wanna read up on trinity blood and fullmetal panic to see which is more worth watching.

Wad a stupid day lar. was on the verge of falling asleep during the whole day except pe when i felt like fainting. sigh. dunno y my body is so weak. maybe cos i nv sleep enough last night ba.
PE was damn stupid. played badminton but today i played like shit. i dunno y. maybe im too used to my own racket liao. or maybe the court is too big. or maybe its the sun shining into my eyes. or isit becos i plainly lost my skills? i dunno. but i was sweating like hell after the lesson, and i did not even have much fun.
Geog was shit. i hate human geog. enough said.
EL was quite ok lar. did the money summary and it was very diffiicult lor. i tink my content will flunk. language also will get maybe 4 marks cos i just string all the points together and sub certain words in...lmao. teacher expects everyone to get at least 18/25 but i can guarantee i will get about 15. gah. the standard of my english is dropping drastically. or could it be that it was never good in the first place and i got overconfident cos of the lenient marking of our previous teacher. now i look at the compos i wrote last year for which i normally get 24/30 marks for each one... i cannot find anything great about it and i am certain that mdm muneira would flunk them all. thats how bad it is. a mere 70/100 for this exam. and it isnt even 70. its 69.67 rounded up to 70. and yet ppl tink my english is good. i cant believe it...im digressing.
Recess was stupid. i went into the library looking for someone but cannot find. now i know y...zzz. i went into the media room for a while to receive my lunch invitation and then i went off to sit with the bub alliance.
Double maths was quite fun. did the probabality thing. and then just chionged all the work finish and then play dice for fun. heh. i was expecting that amaths lesson will be used for integration but lucky it was not.
Physics was nice. free period. i wonder if the teacher is just lazy to come in and teach since got nothing much to teach, or is it he sick. hmm but that is none of my concern... went out to tmart for lunch with the bubs. blah blah blah.
Went back to class and play a bit of cards. then the teacher come. sian sian sian. listen to the lame oral ppl again. always the same ppl. i like the word ren. as in sword. finally i noe how to read it. i thought it was read as dao. so... "shi ren" is espada. ten swords. i thought it was "shi dao". lol...
Freedom at last. went to tmart to eat. or rather just to watch someone eat -.- cos we all eat finish already. then after that went home.
Arrived home about 4.20pm. renovation nearly complete...for today...sigh. still got a lot more. at least 2 more weeks to put up with. the dust...the noise...the smell. walao sia.
Tmr last day of sch liao. hooray... but must clean classroom zzz...walao la. tmr is probably the finalised results slip thing. i cant bear to face it. i better get rdy a few packs of tissue to cry and lament over the report book tmr. hope i can be an espada sia. top 10 i mean. i dunno y i like to relate the top 10 to espada...similar to i dunno y i like to associate simple words like "package" into something dirty. i see a paintbrush on someone's table and...i shall leave it to ur imagination.
Argh lar. tmr is gonna be a long day.
And friday still got to go for meet the parents session early in the morning. 9.10am sia...walao. mdm low is gonna say a lot of bad things about me to my mum. ahhaha... then in the afternoon still got cca. wa lan eh... 2pm to 5pm leh. somemore i cannot go home due to renovations. so i got to stay outside from the end of the meet the parents thing all the way to about 1pm. then go eat lunch. then go suffer for 3 hours at cca. ZZZ sia. i need to change the timeslot...
A friend is distraught and i cant do anything to help except quote useless advice from tv shows. gah... guess i really dont deserve to call myself pro. y do i tink i am so superior when i am just a normal guy. i dun understand...how did it begin. ah. i must search for my roots.

Cant believe im watching gransazers. lol... im utterly bored.
Argh im addicted to the song "the day you went away" now. crap.
Blah today was shitty. first thing in the morning get results slips. walao sia. only 73%. grr cant be top 3 liao la. haha. shall settle for 5. cos i dont think number 4 is beautiful. originally i want 3 but it belongs to someone else. so i choose 5 which is similar to 3. LOL -_- actually i wanna be 4th cos i wanna be ulquiorra.
So my results is crappy lar...nvm enough lamenting. no use crying over spilt blood.
First lesson physics. but used it to go thru the results slip so dont hv.
Sians next lesson history. went thru the source base quite quickly then we all wanna slack. then just slack lor. sickening lar if only my history can score just one more mark.
SS was damn boring lar. learning abt venice. crap lar. go whack other country. then kenna owned. in the end no one wanna help them -.-
Next...emaths. probability. quite easy lar...heh. nth much one.
CL was lame. some tingxie competition. crap. our group got owned like shit haha.
EL was quite ok lar. jus doing a compre.
CL again. boring like shit. went thru close passages and only got 1 correct. the other passages all wrong cos i nv even do...lmao.
Cannot decide wad to do after school cos i cannot go home early. renovation at home...damn noisy and dusty. so i took bus 3 to increase the journey time...then suay suay see xb on the bus lol. blahblah. his gf came on. blah blah blah.
Went elias mall for lunch instead of white sands, since em also got mac. jus ate something damn slowly then slowly walked home. and i end up at home around 4.10 when my mum told me to go back at 4.30 soonest. walao the toilet. the whole thing is gone. all thats left is bricks. i can see the water heater hanging on the ceiling...some broken pipes on the ground... haha and now the toilet looks much smaller than wad it seems lor. hope the renovation faster finish. cos theres gonna be another renovation...of the ENTIRE house. yea man how fun. tear down the living room wall and divider, then install some cabinets and put this long table in the living room to put the new plasma tv. then destroy the corner part to put a tower fan. remove the wood panels beside the window and replace with better stuff. and still got to repaint the whole house. great sia. no more peace. and i cant even go to yx house cos he has a job attachment and only reach home around 11pm. walao sia. ahhhh can die leh. gonna be lots of dust flying around. plus now i cant enter the master bedroom...everyones gonna cram into my room -.-
Owned la. erm. blah. sian chinese olvls coming liao on 28/5. haha strangely im not scared or nervous. probably cos i dont care about chinese.
O so now after watching that stupid condor heroes on channel u. i must say that the parents have very ridiculous thinking. who says teacher and disciple cannot marry. also not their taiji. bloody mofos. i dunno y yang guo and xiaolongnu dont just kill them all. if i was yang guo they wouldnt even hv an intact skeleton left. zzzzz.
Sian blogging of these retards makes me so pissed. no mood liao.

One week to school holidays yay. and then still gt 2 weeks after that z.
Shall blog abt today's "interesting" events...
Arrived at sch damn early. like around 6.40 or wad. then i jus sit at the table and sleep. woke up around 7. not many ppl around. went back to sleep. a while later someone sat down beside me. i looked up. audi arrived. wanted to play cards but 2 ppl not fun. hwen kuanhon came then we so excited suddenly and play. sze hao came. then we all play together a while until can go up. lots of ppl gathered. lol...blah.
English was boring. going thru the rubbish error analysis. such stupid mistakes. for a sec 4 to make such mistakes is really stupid. needless to say i didnt make such dumb errors...bleh. so i was damn sian. chionging my corrections. .. lallaa.
Went hall for a crap talk about nanyang poly...lol. jus listened out of boredom, and watched joel trying to untie other ppl's shoelace...and then he tied his and kahchin's together. and only managed to untie it in the nick of time. haha.
Chinese was fucked up. shant blog about it.
Emaths. expectd a probability lesson but in the end its some stupid kindness thing. kindness to myself i got 38/50. kindness to others i got only 21/50. kindness to environment i got 26/50. lol. wad can be concluded about this? -_- and we got a bloody homework sia. got to write one good thing about everyone in class. how the hell am i supposed to write for ppl i have never talked to, especially most of the gals. arghhhh maybe i shld copy someone or just crap something out... but if teacher shows to the class i will probably kenna bian haha :D
Went hall again. some lame lightning safety talk. drivel. then some lame skincare talk. it cured my insomnia man!!! hahaha. was sleeping there for around 20 mins to recharge my soggy batteries. very tired over the past few days sia...
Chem lesson was rather fun. did this sec 3 paper...wad an insult... chionged the whole paper finish in 70 mins and went off...cos i dont wanna even bother with it the next lesson. can use the time more fruitfully.
~To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time ~
Lol i dropped my phone memory card into water. lucky its not spoilt sia...or i will go whack myself for being so careless... aiya but nvm... so owned lar.
Bub arrived...off to play. bye!!!

Yay changed de layout at last. haiz im so bored during weekends nowadays. in the past weekends can chiong comp but now i hv almost nth to do on the comp liao. other than the occasional blog entry, a bit of pokemon, and watching bleach, theres really nth much for me to do. weekdays r worse due to sch. so i wonder wad the hell i shld do to make my life more enjoyable. maybe i shld start going out with frens. i dunno. cant make up my mind. gah.

Hi all. ...wad a corny opening lol.
Today is quite a stupid day lar...walao. actually not completely bad, but ive had better days.
First off theres chinese lesson. went thru the close passage thing. i failed every single one lol...haha. and then teacher kept adding in bits of interesting stuff related to everyday life. so the lesson wasnt that boring all in all.
Next is chem. teacher ask us to bring file and workbook. i hunted high and low for them and couldnt find both. then i remembered i handed up my workbook b4 exams. but i still cannot find my file. maybe its in the study room. or maybe its squashed under all my other books. dunno. and i cant be bothered to look. then after i spent so much effort hunting for them, teacher today didnt even use them. she just say hand up...so wadeva. haha. the only reason i hand up my workbook on the day before the exams is cos i dont wanna bring an extra book home, since i could just "deposit" it in sch. lol.
EL. siannnnnnn. my compo seriously like shit. y the fuck i go write personal recount. so overconfident, and yet write out of point. lucky nv fail sia. but i feel the score is bad enough...letter writing was worse. the tone i deploy seems rather rude and thoughtless and certain points i write out do not seem relevant to the audience. argh. cant afford to make such stupid mistakes anymore. the next time i will take argumentative or discussion. the only reason i did personal recount this time was becos i wanted to experiment with some sentences i invented during my study time but it turned out to have a calamitous impact on my results.
Class photo taking session. haix. i somehow know my face is going to look like shit. nv style hair properly. specs so ugly. smile so fake. lol wadeva. get the photo then see ba -.-
Went comlab for survey. turns out its only 8 qns. played a bit of solitaire then got bored of it. then went to play pinball. lol so long nv play ler. so rusty. last time can get over 5 million score now only can get 400k -_-
After that went back to class for another survey. i jus put everything agree and then got bugged to buy the jersey again. so i jus buy. wrote my name as Excelion. crap aha. but sounds cool...
At last dismiss...then still got cca. went for lunch at tmart and couldnt even find any place to sit. bloody hell...y must cca be on friday. so freaking crowded...
Everyone shld go buy lottery cos i finally attended my cca for the first time this year. actually its the 4th time. the other 3 times i didnt mark attendance cos teacher wasnt around. haiz.
Blah. cca was boring like shit. paid attention for about 10 mins and then i couldnt keep up...just fooled around. chat on msn, search for pics and all that crap. and walah! its 5pm.
Went home. missed my bus stop cos some idiot dont wanna move his ass hole then block me...cb sia. make me walk extra distance.
Haix. boring day. blah. sian. bye.

The results r all back at last. the tension is over with. yay. but once i stop celebrating that i start to lament over my lousy performance for this exam. the thing i hate most is that my humanities got 69. really damn crappy...just 1 mark and i can get 50 bucks liao.
Ok...start of the day. went to the hall to witness public caning of 2 ppl fighting somewhere. wonder y they even hv to fight in the first place. eeyer. somehow i got the feeling that mr ong felt disappointed that he couldnt cane them. dm has to do it. still must "warm up" so much.
That took up about 30 mins of lesson. geog teacher didnt even bother coming to class since all thats left of her lesson is a measly 15 mins. lol...
Then ss. the stupidest part of the day. i was praying for 41 marks so i can get A2 for humanities. and guess wad. fate had to be cruel and give me 40. just one bloody mark short of my distinction. arghhh. !!!!! i tink this is the dumbest thing that can happen lar. i was lamenting almost the whole day over that. felt like asking for 1 mark that i hould get but then i realised y i nv got it...cos write wrong thing lol...
Emaths. went through the amaths paper. i jus cant figure out y some ppl can get over 80 and even 90 for amaths and i cant even get a miserable 70. ppl say that i shldnt hv any problems with it but i havent identified the crux of the problem yet. either im too lazy or just not cut out for maths. but knowing me...its more likely the former. heh...
Recess. blah blah blah........nothing interesting happened.
Chinese...got back all the papers except for oral results...calculated until my final chinese marks if 54 without the oral and 57 if i just pass my oral. wadeva. chinese is crap anyway.
EL. crap lar. the paper 1 scored like SHIT. utterly like shit. only got 41/60. zzz. the compo i give too little focus to the topic. the letter writing i nvr write about who i suspect and ways to improve it. zzzzzzz lah. then after some talking i managed to add 2 marks to my compre. and ta da i got my A2. so thats 50 more bucks. got 250 bucks liao. aiya supposed to be 300 but nvm...stupid humanities...ARGHHH.
Chem. very the sian sia. got not much corrections to do. then i was wondering y only got 53 since i didnt get so many wrongs. then after some counting i realised teacher nv add my last page. wtf. 7 marks leh. then after lesson had to wait a while to add my marks back. yay now got proer marks. but im still lamenting over my humanities. sigh.
Sooo. overall results for mid years...shld be
English - 70
Chinese - 54
A maths - 54
E maths - 88
Chemistry - 85
Physics - 81
Geography - 73
Combined humanities - 69 (BLOODY HELL LAR)
L1R5 - 10 (walao can be 9 de leh)
Aiya so the results r disappointing. but nvm i shall try to improve for prelims and olvl... i guess i really overestimated myself and thus didnt bother studying much...hv to change this or it will be too late.
Off to watch bleach 126. ByEz!

Gah. my results r very bad. and mid year is supposed to be a cakewalk compared to the o lvls so...i tink i really shld improve my standard. very disappointed with results... i either underperformed or overestimated myself. but knowing me...its likely the latter. pride goes before a fall..haha. but then again im not the sort to bang my head on the wall over a few numbers.
Hm. 200 bucks is bagged. hope can get more. im greedy. need to modify my racket and buy belated motherday gift. hm. still got... i forgot wad else. and still the class expects me to pay 30 bucks for a class jersey. insane. 30 bucks can buy many things and the class jersey is, in my high opinion, not important. why, i could add in 3 bucks and buy a gundam.
Sooooo. results that havent get back r socialstudies, english compo and chinese compo. i can do without seeing all 3 as i know i have flunked them with dropping colours. nvm. jus learn from mistakes n move on...
Results known so far are chem(78), phy(81), geog(73), emaths(88), amaths(54). english, chinese and humanities not confirmed. but surely cannot get A liao. money is eluding me -.-
Today pe was quite fun. played badminton. though the racket sucks. so heavy.
After sch, rushed home...bathed and went to tm to make specs. yay at last. stuck with that pair for nearly 3 years liao. lens getting yellow... wadeva. so exxxp sia. costs like 395 bucks if i rmb correct...aiya but cant help it since the lens must be pro lens with refractive index 1.74 lol. or else the lens will be damn thick...thats y cant wear rimless. damn it la.
Went home. wanted to play my pokemon ranger but battery flat. sian...so i jus watch fear factor. so crappy. cut hair lol... then the deal or no deal was nice. the guy looks like ephraim!! then go off with 21k only. so lousy.
Stress stress n more stress. will this hectic life ever end?

Blogger is kinda screwed right now. theres this big brown box over my text... weird sia.
Shall blog abt thurs. went for that pathetic listening. then came home and played my emerald a while... dunno wad for i go restart it. cos im bored. rly nth 2 do on the com these days except watch bleach.
So...first thing went to tmall for lunch and to buy something. but i forgot wad that something is. maybe i didnt even buy...then went to jacks place and ate ribeye steak. yay its not bad. the potato also not bad. but i can do without the vegetables. and though the beef taste so nice theres a lot of veins in it so that kinda took the pleasure out of eating it...then after lunch went to orchard road. took the mrt there. like quite a lot of chio bus over dere. haha. then jus went straight to mt elizabeth for my eye check. so sian. my appt at 3pm. then still must dilate eyes and all that. somemore my eyes quite stubborn so must dilate like 4 times. then keep going in to the room to look at the crap machine where they make me look at this house and then keep blurring the image and zooming in/out.
Fell asleep on the couch while waiting for my eye drops to take effect -.-
Bla bla. finally my turn. went into the doc room. talk all the stuff...bla bla bla. then shine light straight into my eyes to check for problems. walao sia. so bright.
Lucky my degree nv increase. still at like 1.1k. hope can maintain till around 20 then go for laser. z.
Appt finish. collected my specs prescription and went off...seriously needa change specs. its very blurry and has a lot of marks on it. the lens r yellowish also. the frame also like very worn out and the nosebridge is quite blackened. hope one day can change specs. but probably will cost a lot cos i need high index lens...if not my lens will become like zikai...and his degree isnt even as high as mine yet.
Went to some nike shop to see see. wanted to buy a sports shirt to play badminton in. nice material but then costs so exp and no discount. cheapest is like 40 bucks lor. somemore the one i want is 70 bucks and no discount. so i end up buying badminton shoes. mum said its a reward for doing well in my exams. but if i dun do well i gotta pay her back. zzz. but at least if i dont do well she said i can choose not to gv her a mother day pressie. hehe. but since im so filial...aiya jus give. some money cannot save one.
Took mrt back to tm to watch spiderman. went to the foodcourt to eat dinner first. then after that justin arrived. went to get the popcorn and coke then went in. tried to do the archie method of getting into the cinema but then decided not to. surely kenna whack one.
"He has the tickets" *points backwards and walks in*
"He has the tickets" *points backwards and walks in*
"He has the tickets" *points backwards and walks in*
No one is behind archie. the ticket guy stares at him.
*Points in front and smiles, then walks in*
But surely get owned de. so better not.
Movie wasnt that good la. i expected better. though i like the sandman cos he reminds me of crocodile. if only he mastered his sand power then he can use desert spartan...desert flower...ground death...aiya too bad he didnt master them. wad a waste of sand power. and im surprised he can be harmed by physical blows...weird.
Venom was far below my expectations lar. voice sounds so gentle. body skinny like wtf. hes supposed to be damn muscular la. and voice must sound very rough de. wtf. somemore he only got like half an hour of screen time before getting owned in the most ridiculous fashion i hv ever seen. at least he managed to kill someone before dying.
Symbiote spiderman is best lar. looks cool and the costume colour is much nicer. attitude also become better. much better than the old spiderman. and he chose to reject that power. stupid guy. damn stupid.
Just hoping that spiderman 4...if there is going to be...is going to feature carnage.
Carnage + doc ock ---> Monster ock
Aiya but the movie is crap one. nv base on the comic. nv base on the game. dunno they do wad one.
Ok shall end now. very sian liao.

Ah one more paper left to freedom. geog paper 1. lucky dont need study much since all the geog knowledge has already been "pounded clear into the core of my soul" the last time i studied for paper 2. and since paper 1 is only mcq it shld be quite a breeze ba. aiya of cos to me everything is a breeze. till the o lvls...
When i came home. "ordered" french fries from my maid lol. she cooked for me. then i ask for extra salt. then gt no pepper. zzz. so nvm. make up with more salt. put so much liao. i eating that time still bland like crap. zzz. so eat halfway then throw away and drank saltwater. then my maid nv cook my lunch cos she thought the fries was my lunch. wtf. so i tell her go fry noodle for me. blabla. fast forward. eat finish a while later... did some geog tys and realised theres no fucking answer key. zzz walao lar. ok then went off to read archie comics till lyx call me ask me pei him to elias mall to eat lunch. so i jus went with him. then after his lunch we just studied. he read amath i read geog...lol. was looking around for something inspirational but cannot see any. haix. ahaah.
Study finish then slowly walk home. this weird girl waved at me. and i nv saw her b4. lalala on the way home had quite an interesting conversation.
Home! played a bit of my old spiderman game cos i was damn bored. then cant play badminton cos of the fucking wind outside, and im lazy to book a court. somemore exam time who wanna play lol...
SPeaking of spiderman i cant wait to see spiderman 3. haha. wanna see venom. though i would prefer it if they included carnage too. then fuse with doctor ock to monster ock.
Today paper was rather difficult lar. lost around 16 marks due to carelessness. really stupid. and i jus realised the physics exam was partly taken from past year papers. y didnt i study the bloody tys... its like a... a stupid waste of a good chance. ahems. hahaha.
And the effect of these stupid papers is not mitigated by the other papers...they only serve to compound on my stress. during the exams i was afraid of not being able to study well and that i wouldnt be able to think clearly during the papers. thne everyday sms...hope didnt disturb that person much. if that person get low marks its probably my fault for disturbing that person's study-peace. then nothing can exonerate me. haha. maybe im tinking too much. as always.
Now that the exams r nearly over i still feel scared. scared whenever i envisage that moment when i get back the exam scripts. i know and im prepared and i will definitely fail amaths, chinese and ss. the rest...just pray ba. father made a deal with me. each subject above 70 marks i will get $50. hm standard arrangement liao ba. but this time im getting extra $100 if i can get top 3 in class. aiya but so impossible lar. ppl in 4R2 are in 4R2 for a reason. they r smart.
In peaceful times, i feel i can keep up with u guys. but once the battles start, and the tension rises, everyone's tempo seems to pick up, and i get left behind. We're not on the same wavelength anymore, and no matter how much i call out, no one answers...
Shall end this with 2 interesting quotes...
What's the difference between a king n his horse? i dont mean kiddy shit like "one's a human and the other's an animal" or "one has two legs while the other has four". if their form, ability, and power r exactly the same, y is it that one becomes the king and carries the battle, and one becomes the horse and carries the king? the answer is, instinct!
When many forces act on a body, the dominant force will influence the form of the body. when life acts on a body, its form is flesh. when death takes over, its form is bones. and when stress takes over me my form is greatness.
Lol i added in the last bit myself. hm.
DISCIPLINE! haha.

Few days ago went to play badminton at the elias court there. went wif yx and ws... hm. i learnt quite a lot of stuff but need more practice lol. at least i now know the difference between recreational and competitive players. pure level.
Recent exams hv put a colossal pressure on me to do well. i dun even know wad im doing anymore these days. ytd i even had this sensation that i was boarding a plane even though i was lying on the bed. how weird...
So the exams that hav passed..not confident in anything. certain of failing amaths and chinese. low possibility of failing physics and geog. high possibility of failing ss. the rest quite ok lar. just hope can get as many a1 as possible so i can collect money :D
Sian. must study a bit more... emaths paper 2 and geog paper 1 is left, along with some residue farce subjects like chinese paper 3 and ne quiz. zzz.
Aiya cant wait to end this misery. then begins another stream of misery. the panic on the day of the return of exam scripts.
Goodbye halcyon days. there will be not much more calmness in the coming months. i must form a resolve to do well. lol.
Here's my resolve. BANKAI!

Im soo bored. english and chinese exams r over but those r the slacky ones... the ones that require intense studying r next week. and i havent started revising. better start tmr... till the end of the bloody exams...goodbye, halcyon days.

Walao today is a gayly stressful day sia.
First off its physics. get back test paper. onli got 33/40. zzzzzz.... so low sia. how can i get so low de. zzz. disgraceful...
History. quite ok la the lesson. quite a lot of stuff thats not included in the exams. as long as just study the 3 lame leaders can liao ba.. i hope. im jus gonna focus on those.
SS was utterly boring as usual. nth much to say.
Emaths was ok cos go thru practice paper...then do another one. not bad la except certain weird questions...
Chinese. teacher nv come. had to do short compos but i cant be bothered...jus slack dere until end.
EL. supposed to hv chemisry but no, that bitch jus insists we do the summary. so wad to do. of cos do summary. so boring. might as well let us get back chem test. no more chance to go thru the answers liao leh....zzz.
Amaths. super boring. somehow im just not interested in amaths.
And ive got a very bad cold and sore throat sia. dunno how come. so sudden. i washing my face that time suddenly sneeze and tio runny nose. then when wake up next morning got flu liao. wad crap man. tmr still got pe. means my bag will be stuffed. still mus bring home the books under my table. walao lar.
Came home on the way met jy. we were on the same bus but i nv noticed her there until walking near the longkang. i heard someone say my name a few times but i nv bother looking cos i thought which girl will call me and live around here. then i jus suddenly decide to see and it turned out to be jy. lol.
Blablabla. home. slack a bit. eat a bit. watch tokyo drift a bit and bub came down to see also. then i ps him read manga. lol. seems like he was very bored at my house jus now... im nt a good host haha.
I wanna get my chem paper back asap so i wont hv to worry about the results while studying for exams. wadeva. bye.

Sian. this week has been very stressful since its the last week before the exams...haix. i havent even started studying yet. and on top of wadeva we hv learnt in book 4, we hv to learn all our sec 3 work again. just for a lowly mid year exam. zzz.
Sigh. this week had physics and chem tests. double sci... headache sia. physics i was damn careless and put the formula charge = current x time. zzz. then quite a lot of my answers wrong liao lar. and somemore i didnt study electroscope since the bloody textbook said its optional. and it came out...wtf.
Chemistry was quite ok. but i forgot to label my graph with the -206kJ thing. shit sia. and got some questions i completely dunno how to do so i just anyhow crap. can get 35 already very happy sia. zzz.
And mumu keeps asking me to go borrow ava cables jus cos she needs it. do i need it? naw. so y me? heck im not even the av rep. or rap, since im taking the rap for it. zzz. and those bastards in the IT committee do wad? slack. cos theres already me here to do everything for them. fuck it.
And when i get home today i find out i hv to do 2 bloody atlas articles. tink i not stressed enough izit. bloody fuck. 2 somemore... if 1 still can lo... and racial harmony was like damn long ago can. hw am i supposed to write anything without a single word of information? wtf manzzz. at least mus gv a report and let me see wad happened first la. like that how shld i noe wad to write sia.
K nw blog about other stuff...
Bub bought a new xbox360 game... nba live 07. nice sia. i love the slamdunk contest. the match sucks cos its nearly impossible to steal and intercept the ball. but the enemy always manages to do it. hmm...z. but slam dunk still rox.
Ikki tousen...nearly watched finish. at ep 12 ler...one more ep to go. and that piece of dung nvr upload it...
Black cat...lol. difficult to find since youtube had to delete all black cat videos and now no one re uploading. im still stuck at ep 9 sia. wanna dl the whole package actually but so fucking laggy. torrent need about 3 days sia...so slow.
Bleach...ep 122 finally out. so boring. grimmjow hand tio cut off then one whole load of talk cock and finally ichigo finds the vizard... hm then that cheap small girl tink she so pro and fight him. cant wait to see her being owned in ep 123...full hollowization. and ep 124 shld be interesting too since ichigo vs hollow ichigo. sian if they nvr make that stupid filler arc by now surely in hueco mundo arc liao lor. zzz.
Digimon adventure -.- lol just finished watching a few days ago. not bad sia...but the enemies like so useless one. dark masters leh. can kenna owned in one lame hit. wad nonsense. digital card battle has better logic. at least the dark master cards in there r proer.
And not bad... my firered tyranitar finally learned earthquake...at last sia. now still must train the other pokemon. zzz. if only can play emerald...i want my metagross and rayquaza leh.
Ok i tink i blog a lot liao. bye. sry to deprive my readers of my alluring magnificence while im gone.

Man i tink im screwed liao. this week is not gonna be enjoyable in the least bit. there will be like 4 or 5 tests. geog on monday, amath on tuesday, physics on wednesday, chemistry on thurssday. MAN. wtf is this. im so busy too. i hv better things to do than study. im not gonna bother studying and see how i do and then study hard for mid years and compare whether i score higher with or without studying then perform my bankai in o lvls. haha.
So shall blog abt friday. boring, in a word. i got there around 7.20am. then went to toilet but cant find an unlocked one. so we perambulated the stadium looking for open toilets and finally found one. damn dirty and smelly and got ppl hanging clothes inside the cubicle. weird. finished up and escaped. on the way back, saw this cheap old man unlocking the toilets one by one -.-
Made our way back to the seats and sianned while waiting for the thingy to begin. zzz. weather quite gay cos was raining then burning and then keep switching like this. knn one. jus reasd manga and listened to my songs. the whole playlist was gone by the time the sports day ended and my battery dropped from full to low batt. lucky i brought spare. throughout the sports day i was wondering wad it would be like to know how to do shunpo and take part in sports day...haha.
These few weeks hv been busy...watching, reading and playing alot. watching ikkitousen, black cat, digimon season 1 -.- and bleach. reading manga and archie comics. playing digimon world 3 and pokemon fire red and... ahem. ok next.
Aiya sian.
Today went out to tmall to eat sushi. then went ntuc. saw this bangla dere and justin said to me "ur not so tall now eh" so i replied "all i see is a floating gray shirt and a black smudge in the air". aiya cant even see. wonder how he can see sia.
Ok shall end this post... OWNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The 4th Espada - Ulquiorra Schiffer

Hm this post is going to be very weird. lol. gonna blog abt my idol. an anime char -.-

I like him cos hes emotionless and powerful. thats the sort of person i wanna be. ahha.

Ok bye! I need to go and deliver bad luck.

S i a n x
Today is such a boring day sia. stressed...
Had history test. not as bad as i thought lar. but i forgot hw to write most important factor thing so i jus anyhow gave crap...hope can score well.
Chinese had this stupid letter test. like do b4 liddat. but nvm. jus chiong thru and write crap...about thanking a nurse for her good services. ahems. night shift nurses...
After sch had english oral. die liao lar. i wonder hw low i will get sia. teacher say generally no problem and im fluent and everything but too soft. means she cant hear means i get low marks. jus hope not too low -.- yyyyyyy. prelims leh.
Parents went overseas last night. wooooot. but i oso got nth to do on the comp sia. except shuffle, bleach and ticktack. and walao my ticktack i dun understand hw to play. so much talking crap and the first part gt h scene liao. nt bad sia...but so short. not pleasuring de -.-
Sian somemore need to play the game like 5 times to unlock all the h scenes. will take about 5 hours i tink. wait till i hv a day with 5 hours. maybe this saturday...
Suddenly feel like playing twisted metal 4... aiya i go play liao. i wanna play call of duty 3..........hope halo3 come out soon.
Bankai.

Lalala.

Today rain like dunno wad sia. so heavy. coming home that time walk past the longkang my shoes became "wet" when i stepped in a deep puddle. dots sia. and yay bleach 120 is out. wonder if i shld go n watch the melancholy of haruhi something. heard its nice... and black widow, bible black, angel blade...lol so many shows to see. plus i wanna rewatch shuffle... like so many things to do but so little time.

Sian still cant watch my soul link. maybe i shld jus dl it. aiya but nah soul link quite sian. torrenting my bleach 120 nw. hope its subbed...

Hm jus nw was playing shuffle... wooed asa lol... the cg so sian de. the moans also like so high pitched one. nerine still better. later mus go click again. 30 mins of clicking for 5 mins of ... proness.

Hmm. todays maths test was quite hard.. couldnt do qn2 and crapped out a load of crap and the x coordinate is -138. i noe its wrong cos there is no graph paper that has -138.

Wonder if i shld start studying already. hm but nah. i wanna watch more "stuff" first.
B a n k a i !