Ah one more paper left to freedom. geog paper 1. lucky dont need study much since all the geog knowledge has already been "pounded clear into the core of my soul" the last time i studied for paper 2. and since paper 1 is only mcq it shld be quite a breeze ba. aiya of cos to me everything is a breeze. till the o lvls...
When i came home. "ordered" french fries from my maid lol. she cooked for me. then i ask for extra salt. then gt no pepper. zzz. so nvm. make up with more salt. put so much liao. i eating that time still bland like crap. zzz. so eat halfway then throw away and drank saltwater. then my maid nv cook my lunch cos she thought the fries was my lunch. wtf. so i tell her go fry noodle for me. blabla. fast forward. eat finish a while later... did some geog tys and realised theres no fucking answer key. zzz walao lar. ok then went off to read archie comics till lyx call me ask me pei him to elias mall to eat lunch. so i jus went with him. then after his lunch we just studied. he read amath i read geog...lol. was looking around for something inspirational but cannot see any. haix. ahaah.
Study finish then slowly walk home. this weird girl waved at me. and i nv saw her b4. lalala on the way home had quite an interesting conversation.
Home! played a bit of my old spiderman game cos i was damn bored. then cant play badminton cos of the fucking wind outside, and im lazy to book a court. somemore exam time who wanna play lol...
SPeaking of spiderman i cant wait to see spiderman 3. haha. wanna see venom. though i would prefer it if they included carnage too. then fuse with doctor ock to monster ock.
Today paper was rather difficult lar. lost around 16 marks due to carelessness. really stupid. and i jus realised the physics exam was partly taken from past year papers. y didnt i study the bloody tys... its like a... a stupid waste of a good chance. ahems. hahaha.
And the effect of these stupid papers is not mitigated by the other papers...they only serve to compound on my stress. during the exams i was afraid of not being able to study well and that i wouldnt be able to think clearly during the papers. thne everyday sms...hope didnt disturb that person much. if that person get low marks its probably my fault for disturbing that person's study-peace. then nothing can exonerate me. haha. maybe im tinking too much. as always.
Now that the exams r nearly over i still feel scared. scared whenever i envisage that moment when i get back the exam scripts. i know and im prepared and i will definitely fail amaths, chinese and ss. the rest...just pray ba. father made a deal with me. each subject above 70 marks i will get $50. hm standard arrangement liao ba. but this time im getting extra $100 if i can get top 3 in class. aiya but so impossible lar. ppl in 4R2 are in 4R2 for a reason. they r smart.
In peaceful times, i feel i can keep up with u guys. but once the battles start, and the tension rises, everyone's tempo seems to pick up, and i get left behind. We're not on the same wavelength anymore, and no matter how much i call out, no one answers...
Shall end this with 2 interesting quotes...
What's the difference between a king n his horse? i dont mean kiddy shit like "one's a human and the other's an animal" or "one has two legs while the other has four". if their form, ability, and power r exactly the same, y is it that one becomes the king and carries the battle, and one becomes the horse and carries the king? the answer is, instinct!
When many forces act on a body, the dominant force will influence the form of the body. when life acts on a body, its form is flesh. when death takes over, its form is bones. and when stress takes over me my form is greatness.
Lol i added in the last bit myself. hm.
DISCIPLINE! haha.